桜雨

Under a cherry blossom rain,

together,

we had a vain and fragile dream.

Why are you the only one

that my capricious heart

can't let go?

The love of two people

represents the evening.



Under a cherry tree

I leave there my floating heart

and walk away.

That dreamlike story

has turned out to be a joke.



Everything that happens in front of us

looks like a true miracle.

We even seem to forget to blink and to breath.

Under a cherry blossom rain,

together...

A precious scene that demands just a moment.

Even if with the dawn it seems I come out from a dream,

I'd love you even more.



The days I cannot meet you

are clear, or they are cloudy;

why the world always looked different 'till now?



I laugh, as always, but

probably I look lonely.

I made you do that face,

and I hate myself.



Under a cherry blossom rain,

together,

we had a vain and fragile dream.



A guilty and repeated lie:

sharing countless last kisses,

maybe we'll be able to end this.



It will give you new feelings,

this love will look like your first.

Who do you love, now?

Even if you struggle,

you'll be pervaded,

because this is an essential poison.

Enough, untie yourself!

Free yourself now!

Go away, far away!

Become the past.



Remove the scars from your accumulated wounds,

even if they'll come back again and again;

their feeling and the pain

are not remotely important,

because even if you're stained,

I'll still love you.



Under a cherry blossom rain,

together,

we had a vain and fragile dream.

Why are you the only one

that my capricious heart

can't let go?

The love of two people

represents the evening.



"Even if we're not destined,

staying connected,

will we ever be able to change?"


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This MV is really well made, and kinda catches my attention.....

It's like something I would like to have now but couldn't....

Anyway, one thing I appreciate a lot from japanese music is that

even if it's in visual-kei or rock genre, their lyrics can still be so deep and meaningful.

DISTRESS AND COMA

滿座 Full House

Saw this while feeding tuxedo kitty cat downstairs 😌

Actually it's while I'm trying to find a box for her to rest in

Sad to see her sitting alone in a corner.....without a comfortable place to rest in.....

MTG War of the Spark pre-release event

so many different Planeswalkerrsss~

Went to help play for my friend at the local shop for this new event

It's kinda excited and fun to see so many Planeswalker appearing, as usually they are rare & exclusive

But for this set, it just changes the whole concept and take it to a new level

So I didn't spend much money but $20 and I've gotten all these....(laugh)

Actually main thing for me is to just collect cards with beautiful artworks that I like

As I'm switching to playing Online nowadays (more efficient and saves card material)

So no point keeping too many cards inside my cupboard

I probably won't be joining other events after this onwards....

Kinda running out of space to keep them all

Also, there's more important matters I got to do...

manage to collect my favourite cards of the set in foil version

Finish setting up PC for streaming....its kinda easy actually

Due to a friend pushing me to complete it, and I did....thanks I guess

Hard part is definitely getting audience and revenues of course

But I don't think this is whats for me, as I already feel tired of playing too much games

Well, but I did accomplish what I had previously wanted to do...so it's still something I guess

Just that it will be like a boring leisure activity for me....

Maybe for sharing of music while I stream, playing and chatting with friends at my channel...etc

What's important now.....is probably future planning like getting a proper job.....

Which honestly is the biggest problem for me....not sure what's the best move right now....

Sadly my interview for Owndays didn't get through....well

Hopefully by this year I could settle down on this

My NP application didn't get through, not like I would expect it to be otherwise

Actually I don't really see myself going back to Poly at all, just applying for the sake of closing it 

once and for all

So far for 2019 this year...

Feel like I've completed quite many things on my checklist

I would hope for even more progress this year still, with better and greater changes in life....

25 just feels like such an important point of time in life.....it's kinda scary

TIGI

Wanted to introduce and share about my favourite hair styling products of all-time

And one that I've been using a lot nowadays....and its definitely not Gatsby....hah

It's these 2 product, from a brand named TIGI

Really amazing, especially the hair wax which could make my hairstyle looks great the whole day

Out of all the products I've ever used thus far, I think this is the only one I would

 used up all and stick to using it without hesitation

Really glad to have known about this product from my hairstylist

Anyway, I'm going to attach the product link here for reference :

https://www.tigi.com/bedheadformen/us/product/matte-separation-workable-wax/

Another one of it is of course the hairspray which I found and bought separately

It works wonder as well and it has a nice vanilla smell?...

Probably the best hairspray fragrance I've ever used as well

When pair together, my hairstyle could last the whole day without much problem

Regardless of wind or wearing caps and stuffs, my hairstyle could just be easily molded back

It's that great and so I've decided to share them here

Alright, peace out~✌

♪ :  李荣浩 - 耳朵 🔂

Is it getting better?....

I hope so.

Think I should be paying visit to those music bars / cafes I looked up before soon

To check out for any performing opportunities

Sometimes I feel motivated to do so.....

But most of the time now I just simply doesn't have the mood

Feels so tired...................

好久不见的猫咪！。。。刚刚放工突然在楼下看见它！

呵呵。。。

它变比较大更胖了呢。。。♡

希望它在外头能继续平平安安的。。。

(˘◡˘)

Ninjas in Pyjamas

My NiP Team Jersey has finally arrived

And I'm liking it very much...its so awesome!

My Youtube Channel

Finally, after writing about it in the past....

I've managed to setup my Youtube channel and posted the first content yesterday night

It seems kinda rush but I'm actually pretty satisfied with what I've created in such a short time

https://www.youtube.com/user/SyouSociety

Looking forward to getting my first subscriber! (laugh)

Finally....back with a new PC

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And finally.....

Been unable to post using mobile phone due to the inconvenience of formatting

2019 has already been quite a year for me....or at least I feel

Been having some acne problems nowadays....

It's been quite a while.....

My laptop has been malfunctioning, so it will just shutdown all of a sudden and having problem to start it properly again

I even feel lucky to be able to make this post right now


Anyway recently I'm playing Magic the Gathering card game after being introduced to the game by friends

Been enjoying it, liking the artworks and stuffs


Went to the MOE ECG department today for some education counseling, hoping to get some guidance for my next year poly application....if I do go for it

Do wish that I could get into a course which I would excel in.....preferably back into my hotel management course

Of course apart from that I will be thinking of other backup plans

This should be the last time I would try to apply for poly as well....yeap

So far all the beers kinda taste the same for me.....

And they don't really taste fantastic at all either, just taking to help for better sleep.....

到目前为止许多啤酒的味道好像都是一样的

而且也没什么好喝。。。就只是想帮助睡眠才喝的。。。。。

Dreamsprite.....

The art is so dreamy, takes me many years back when I first saw it.....

What is there to be stressed about......as a human

Being alive.....not waiting to be killed for food like all the poor animals out there.....

Just this thought alone is enough to clear out any reason for me to feel stressed

身为人类。。。有什么好烦恼的

活着。。。而不是像那么多可怜的动物因食物而等待着被屠杀的命运。。。。

光是这个想法就足以让我去除所有什么烦恼，有压力的理由

Been clearing some old memories daily recently....

Looking back, it feels kinda silly writing some of the stuffs

Or was I not caring that there would be other people reading them?.....

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还记得这只猫咪吗

我已经蛮久没看见它了呢。。。

自从那一晚，在我深夜回家发现它在一个角落。。。。

当下没有认出来。。。但想想一定是它没有错

因为它短短的可爱尾巴。。。。

但是当时它却不吃我给它的食物。。。。很奇怪。。。碰也不想碰

然后一直粘着我。。。

还过了马路。。。直到我走一点远了它才没继续跟过来。。。

当时就感到难过。。。。

然后也不知道那也会是最后一次再看到它了。。。。。

可能它是在感谢我这些年对它的照顾。。。。

在对我做最后的告别。。。。？

想了就伤心。。。。

很抱歉拖了那么久才为你写这篇文章。。。

谢谢你这些年给我的爱。。。让我摸摸秀秀。。。让我开心。。。

然后很奇妙的，在附近出现了一只好像它的替代猫咪。。。

呵。。。很亲近人。。。软软的很好摸。。。

但这次有其它善心人士也会喂它，所以我也不用太担心了。。。

谢谢你，花花猫猫