01.01.21

This is the first thing I've created and sent to Hikki for this New Year~

Hope she likes it  ฅ( ̳͒•ಲ• ̳͒)ฅ

I really wanted to thank her because it's really like a small gift from her to me towards

the end of 2020

My uploaded video of her new song had gathered the highest no.of views than all my other

video contents produced for the whole year

Breaking even the 100,000 mark

It's really amazing....the power of Hikki....(laugh)

It even pushes my subscriber count past 3-digit.... just wonderful

All I could say is its really like a present from her

Well, I'm on her for around 14-15 years now....

There's just so much for me to express and talk about....

My dream now is to be able to work & collaborate with her, editing for even just 1 song...

Think I could really rest in peace then.... ଘ( ິ•ಲ• )ິଓ

I mean I would want to keep her in my life forever

I still remembers....she will always be my criteria for a wife.....

Our age gap is even the limit benchmark for me to accept....(laugh)

I know once we reached a certain age, we should be more mature & not display

much fan-like behaviour....I understand....

But she's just too special to me

Her music could keep me living on alone till the end

That's how fulfilling she is.... to me

I want to meet her.....I still hope we will.... ( ̳͒uಲu ̳͒)

Thank you Hikki

Hope to see you one day....

（´㉨｀*）

Some updates....

I've signed a job contract, working full-time this time

It's a 4-year contract, if I were to collect the joining bonus fully

Back to working as the usual I guess....

Though thinking about it feels kinda sad....

It's not the job I would want to achieve in life, but because financially, I need to

I can't seem to find a better way....

This year is probably one of my worst year in life?

Kinda at my lowest point in life but thankfully there's family to support me through

There's no one I would ask help from.....really

Not feeling close with anyone in life till even now

But give & take, theres good and bad I guess

Also things and situations have made it clear to me some things....

My heart is free now, and hopefully love will be discovered some day in the future

After growing from all these years, I'll learn from the experience

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结婚了！！！

恭喜！！！

おめでとう～！！！！

紗由理ーさん

还会一直继续支持你的音乐

🌟

 So today I went to Changi Terminal area for a health checkup for my job application procedure

And since I'm there, why not pay a visit to the popular new attraction which I've yet to visit yet?

Didn't take too much pictures, and there's quite many people around as well

It's a nice place, saving to explore with other people when there's chance in the future I guess....

😶

秋色🍂

虽然又没什么说话了。。。但

并不代表我心情不好了，或生气，或什么。。。

☁️ 

只是就好像没有什么建设性的话想说

所以就没说什么

秋季了对吧

在新加坡能看到一些季节的气象，蛮特别

Project Artist : JASMINE

Been listening to her music for more than 10 years?....yeah

I really like her music style, suits her really well and sounds reeeally good

So, besides using her music in some of my videos, I've decided to showcase & edit a video of her

Also, just found out that she's actually still in the biz!

Really happy to be able to listen to her new music, Jasmine 2.0!

Still good sounding, even sexier and hotter, it's awesome

Peace ✌️

Recently due to money constraints, I've sold off my card collections to help tide things through

最近卖了一些收藏的游戏卡，来换取一些钱帮忙渡过这时期

I like to feed some regular cats after having my dinner

Really glad I still got some money to buy some food for them now

I could always imagine how bad it is to starve without food out there on their own....

That's why I'll try to feed them as often and as much as possible

Went to feed some new cats today!

It's the black cats I've spotted while walking around the neighbourhood previously =)

喜欢过了晚餐后出去喂猫咪们

幸好还有一些钱可以买吃的给它们

能想象得到如果它们在外饿肚子的感觉。。。

所以我会尽量常多喂它们

今天喂了新的猫猫！

是之前在邻里散步看到的猫猫 =）

01.11.20 生日快乐

 

睡觉觉。。。。。

Asymmetry

今天到了便宜的理发店剪了一下头发

虽然之前也有为自己剪，但后面就不行

然后发现其实还不错

或许以后在这方面可以省下来了

       

老问题又来了，显示在镜子/ 相机的我，并不是人们所看见的我。。对吧

而是反过来的样子

所以说，是这样子的？。。

比较喜欢镜子里看到的那一面。。。或许可能看惯了

相机拍了拍，发现好像有蛮大的落差

因为我的脸部两面，好像并不完全对称

可能因为长年睡姿不够好或什么，导致的？

可以的话，希望以后可以多调整，平衡好

New Beginnings

 

Yesterday I've finally returned all the working stuffs and completed my resignation

Theres certainly some fond memories of working there for quite a few years

The people whom I work with and places I've been to, it's really nice

But recent times, due to the pandemic issue, jobs are scarce and inconvenient

It's hard to sustain a living as a part-timer, thus, I think it's best to leave after securing a better job

Just looking forward to the followups that would come next....🌲

⭐

⭐

抒发文 I

虽然心情还没恢复。。。

还有些难以表达的事情。。。。

目前储蓄用完了 🚫

吃饭饭的也没钱了。。。所以暂时没能买灌灌喂猫猫

哈。。。暂时。。。

已尽量挤出省有的几块钱，买一两个灌灌帮忙撑一撑

但是，我很感谢它们。。。一直都记得我。。。

特别是上面这个。。。呵呵

我还记得当初也到了大老远为它买药，然后医好了它当时严重咳咳的症状

都很开心，然后它也一直都记得我

我也是一直都记得它，还有它会去的一些地方，在不同的情况下

我有跟它说保佑我申请当警察成功，过后就能够买多多灌灌来常喂它们

结果也实现了~🎉

目前就等手续办完，接着就不会那么辛苦了

没人好说什么话。。。很多时候都是这样。。。

没人了解，父母也一样

不了解我，然后某时候听到一些评论。。。更让我生气

大胃王猫猫也消失好久了。。。

希望它是平安的

还有它。。。虽然很久很久没见了。。。

以前在关卡工作的时候。。。最让我留念的猫猫。。。

我真心希望有人注意到了它，然后有常常喂它。。。

以前看到它那么瘦，心里就好难受

然后我也没有猫食给它，反而只能喂它人吃的饭饭。。。

最让我难忘的，就是记得有一个夜班

我如往常自己一个人做一个人的职位。。。

自己跟自己说着一些心事。。。。

很多伤心的感受。。。

接着，它就在不远处出现了！

而且还走来我这边。。。陪着我。。。

让我好欣慰。。。

不会忘记的，有些事情真的不会忘记的。。。。

我也还记得当初是怎么开始喂这些猫猫的。。。

记得某个雷雨天。。。当时音乐学校放学回家。。。

发现这只猫自己在脚车旁发呆。。。

很难过，因此就开始了，喂它们，秀秀它们，的旅程

我可能在这里也回味了几次

也有些新的猫猫出现

谢谢

希望你们能继续保佑我一切顺利 🤞

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话说，明天就是我宣布离职的日子，也就是做了蛮久的辅助警工作

要准备转换为真正的警官了 👮

Chrono Trigger - relaxing music sleep [ost]

礼物包裹消息

 

刚刚查了看，发现早前寄的礼物显示输送失败。。。

到了那边的邮局，但是没有成功送到地址？。。。

所以全部的东西就这样不见了。。。？

准备的礼物。。。。就这样没了？

感觉就好失落。。。

是不是因为忘了写名字跟联络号码在礼物外面。。。可恶当时的柜台员也没提醒

（叹。。。。。）

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我刚打了电话过去台湾邮局询问

目前礼物是在 ‘民雄雙福郵局’

因为好像家里没人，所以没成功。。。？

如果你看到了，希望来得及去拿。。。

青色包装的盒子

需要身份证跟签名就能接收

物品号码是 ：RC737223464SG

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