There's some things I would like to express....
Sadly, there isn't anyone who could lend me their ears....
That's why I'm writing here...
Feelings are something that affects me a lot
And I've came to realized that not every feelings should be followed through
Even if they are your true, honest & real feeling....for someone
I hope that unblessed feeling would be no more whenever I see that person from now on
Because it's clear to me where the heart lies....
It's kinda absurd....why sad and complicated relationship issues always happen to me....
No love, no companionship....perhaps the time is not yet right for me....
But well, I've tried follow through my feelings, and there is no regret.
Think it's what I needed to do and go through to understand and grow as a person.
(Though I think deep inside, we all wished that our true feelings would be reciprocated...)
Maybe it's kinda amazing to look at it this way and see how things are being planned out..?
It would be great now if our relationship don't turn into a bitter one.
Though I hope not to get close anymore.
As it will only bring painful emotions....especially for me
Got to let go of the unwanted feelings now.
Every year seems to have some things in stall for me.....
This year is no exception and I know next year will be too
Looking forward to a better future~
