早前晚上时又看见了那只有人饲养的猫咪在一个角落。。。好害怕的感觉。。。

我这次开了一个罐头给它加一些干饲料，看它吃得蛮开心的

稍微也安心了一些。。。希望它会平平安安的

我会尽我所能，如果看到它就会喂它的

然后有点放心的就是看到我的黑色猫咪了，我决定叫它 Kuro-ちゃん。。。呵

因为好像一两天买看到它了，让我好担心是不是出事了。。。

幸好没事。。。真是太好了

但今天就没看到我的黄色猫咪。。

早早在 Youtube 上看到有人解释一些猫咪的特性

就是说如果猫咪发现自己生病时，会离开群体，若是流浪的话，会到很远的地方

独自离开世间。。。

知道了当然感到难过。。。😢

然后如果是在家里饲养的猫咪，生病了就会躲起来，在床下或橱里，

不想让主人看到它受苦的模样。。。

我自己突然觉得，又或许是怕主人知道它生病会抛弃它？。。。😢

这样想真的是会很难过吧。。。。。

真心祈祷，希望这世间的动物们，随着过去的每一天，受到的苦会越来越少

我有机会帮多少就会去帮

也只所以会考虑去申请做动物管理员的工作

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以前坐在爸爸的车上。。。特别是小时候时

晚上时望着车窗外的不同地方的灯光

感觉好漂亮，脑海里留下美丽的印象。。。

但现在不太一样了。。。

现在的我到处看到的，都是一个个背后拥有着残忍的真相

就像是餐馆。。。

我觉得已现有的科技和知识与技术。。。

人类应该可以让所有其它生物都幸福的过着生活的

制造一个适合各种动物的生态环境，把适合的动物都带到那个合适的环境里

虽然这样在我们的城市就不会看到流浪猫了，但知道它们在一个地方过得好好的

不会在我们城市这里不知该去哪找食物，会不会挨饿，感觉好多了

但是，人类并没有大大的往这方面发展。。。

反而，大多就只是专注与人类自己的享受。。。用动物的生命换取各种利益

享受美食，可恶的动物皮制造的服饰。。。基本的这两样

食物不是完全吃不到，但绝对不是通过屠杀的方式而夺取才对的不是吗？

可能有些时候它们自然遇害，不幸过世，到时找到的话感觉就还好

我相信获取这些动物的肉应该当作是非常珍贵的，就如以前的人们

要在大的佳节才能够吃到肉一样的那种珍贵感。。。

至少这样会说得过去

说这些。。。可能有些人会觉太荒谬，想在这方面做出改变显于太过宏大

废话，我当然知道的确是很困难，也接近不可能

但我还是想表达出来，我自己的观念

谁知将来若有谁读到了这篇发文，赞同也有能力做出改变。。。也就过于足够了

抱着这样的观点会是好？。。还是不好？。。那并不重要

重要的是我知道什么是对的。

我的体重好像回来了。。（？）

现在差不多维持在 50 ~ 54kg 左右

不久前回去复诊后

发现我的身高并不是 175cm。。果然是那时那个人量错了

我复诊时量的身高是 171cm

以我的身高来看，体重增加到 60 ~ 65kg 会更良好一些

近来通过 Alibaba 购买的首饰

便宜，就只是寄来的时间会有点久

不然而然就想买一些 ‘金’ 色的首饰

可能是看太多游戏王了。。。（笑）

但是今天接收到这个 千年リング 后，

打开的时候，天气整个变坏

刮很大风，下着雨。。。很讨厌的感觉

希望这个不会是什么不好的征兆

何况，我的这个是个米尼版的而已

拜托不要这样子，近来已度过很多难熬的日子

刚刚去喂猫时

我发现了这一只猫咪。。。不久前看过了一两次

我怀疑是有人遗失的宠物

但就是找不到任何海报启示

然后今天又让我碰见了

看它好饿的样子我立刻倒了许多干饲料给它吃

它都吃得好干净！

然后当我决定去附近喂我平常喂的猫咪时

回来它已经不见了

因为我带它到了楼梯口

我希望它会是走到其中一户好心人家那

然后得到帮助。。。

早早在楼梯口时有碰见到一个人

我是觉得当时应该跟那个人说的。。。

但我当时没想到，后来还担心那个人会不会怀疑我遗弃宠物。。。

（叹。。。。。。）

老实说。。。我还蛮希望能有个人陪同着帮忙我的

像这种时候我觉得会有很大的帮助

我只希望猫猫它会没事。。。

随便一找一看，就会看到好多可怜的动物的消息。。。

真让人懊恼。。。。。。

去了医院后感觉就瘦了不少。。。

在医院量体重时，还记得有掉到 48~49 公斤。。 = /

今天终于又碰见这只年轻的小猫咪。。。

下着小雨。。。看到它有点晃神的样子。。。有点好笑呢

不怎么在乎着周围有人在的感觉。。。

但我想必它一定是饿了在找食物，赶紧拿出食物喂它

一知道我有食物，它就超级贴近着我

不停的喵喵叫~

好可爱。。。也有点心疼

看它吃得好开心，我也觉得满足了

我觉得近来对猫咪付出的这些负担也好像在开始减轻了呢

像我那只黄色的猫咪喜欢待在的地方，

有一户人家也渐渐的更进一步的照顾它了

每天好像都会喂它食物了呢

感觉它就再也不会饿到了。。。真是太好了~

我觉得重要的应该就是像今天这只小猫咪一样。。。

像这些就是我特别想要帮助到的对象

因为它们都还小，要找食物一定有所困难。。。

会尽我所能去帮忙就是了

其实不只是猫咪我才会想喂

如果我这里有牛，或其它动物，我也会想那么做

但我们的邻里就只有猫~

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现在身体也已经觉得好多了

只是呼吸还有点不不习惯的感觉

等复诊后，把那个缝的线拿掉了，应该就完毕了

现在也差不多可以准备回去工作了

最近都还蛮懊恼的。。。

不知下一步该怎么做才好。。。如何去找工作。。。等等的

目前还不知道该如何去琢磨现在的情况。。。

有点担心。。。

（叹~ 。。。）

终于。。。我康复回来了

在上个文章发不久后，晚上我又回去医院问说为什么会一直打嗝

结果医生告诉我气胸的问题又复发了。。。

结果就需要转院动个小手术。。。

这一切好像也差不多有 2~3 个礼拜了吧

这期间我会多注意身体

希望这事情就在这边告一段落了

像发生状况这种时候。。。

我就会一种很不耐烦的感觉。。。

生活步伐都被弄乱了，失去了平衡。。。

我非常不喜欢这样的感觉

我也觉得。。。

若自己有像吸血鬼那样的永生能力多好

并不觉得会是一种诅咒。。。

只要能让我每天持续的做我的事情保持那个平衡。。。

我觉得这样一点也不差

让我变成记载着这世界所发生的所有的事的这种角色。。。

我也蛮喜欢的吧

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因为感觉比较好了

也慢慢的走去看看我的猫咪们

这次很开心呢。。。

叫它们时，很积极的跑出来见我，贴近我。。。

给它们的食物也吃得很勤奋

看见它们没事，真的让我感到很欣慰了~

Been absent for around 1 whole week.....

Reason is, I've been admitted into the hospital

While working on Monday, I suddenly feel chest pain around 4pm or so

Went to the nearest clinic and found out that I had an air leak in my lung

It's a condition called Pneumothorax, kinda unlucky to get it if you read it up...

The doctor used some sort of syringe to try taking out the air and it's really painful

As it seems to be quite serious, I'm sent to Ng Teng Fong hospital soon after

Over there, I had to be inserted a small pipe to filter out the air inside and again...

it's another painful experience

Feeling hard to believe this is actually happening to me for the first few days in the ward

And my mood is totally not good at all when told I had to stay in day after day

Because I feel I have things I'm obliged to do everyday

and this really messes up my working schedule as well....

I really hate when this kind of unexpected thing happens and just screw up

my timetables and stuffs.....

But I had no choice and could only hope for things to become stable

So I can only wait.....day after day....

Worst comes to worst I just have to go through a small surgery,

to prevent this from ever happening again

The only thing I dislike is that I think this would take up even more time

Had to transfer to another hospital and stuffs...recovery time...well you know

Fortunately, I've made progress in recovery and the air leak

seems to have patched itself up

Thus, I'm able to be discharged by today....really thankful for it.

Let's just hope it doesn't ever happen again.

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回来的第一件事，连家都还没回

从停车场下来，就想先去看我的猫猫。。。

虽然呼吸都还有点急促的感觉。。。

但就很欣慰它们两只都还在。。。没事真的是太好了

喂了它们吃饱饱

有点难过，两只好像有点小咳嗽的状况。。。

希望它们看到我回来了，会开心一点

而并不会觉得我抛弃它们了。。。

千年パズル 首飾り

受け取った。

早早回家前发现发现一只瘦小的猫咪。。。

当我呼叫它时，它就赶紧的跑过来贴近我。。。

然后喵的好大声呢。。。

我毫不犹豫的就把我剩下的干饲料都倒给它吃

它吃得好冲忙，感觉好饿。。。看了好心疼

它还那么小。。。。。

接着我就打电话叫人帮我拿一个罐头下来，让我开给它吃

它好开心。。。赶来盘子的面前。。。吃得不亦乐乎

然后我就慢慢的去搭电梯了

我只希望它不会孤单。。。

还有就是不会遇到任何坏人。。。一直平平安安的。。。

如果我还会看到它，一定会继续喂它

回到家时。。。想着想着。。。就会想掉眼泪。。。。。。

Just yesterday, one of the cats that I've been taking care of is coughing seriously,

while lying down on the ground for me to pet

I felt really worried and sad at that point in time.....

Relieved that it stopped soon after she got up to eat the food

Because I was so worried, I tried to sought help from authorities such as SPCA

Not surprisingly....there really isn't any useful help that I could get

without using up lots of time and money

And so...

I decided to take matters to my own hands instead,

reading up about stuffs and just happens to find the cause of it...

From all the symptoms and stuffs, I deduce its due to lungworms

More likely happens to stray cats living outside as well

Thus, after spending some time finding for a cure for it,

I chance upon the product below which I had bought

Its a type of spot-on application product and the amount isn't a lot

So it actually isn't very hard to apply on

Of course, there seems to be a lot of handling precaution,

I even bought a box of rubber gloves before trying to use it

I just came back after visiting my 2 cats actually

I'm glad everything went smoothly for the application while I fed them

I'll drop by again later at night to make sure nothing goes wrong

Right now I'm only worried if either might have some allergy and stuffs

towards the medication...but I hope there will be none and they will be even better

The place where I bought this medication sure isn't convenient to go to,

had to travel to Marymount and take a bus then walk from there

The medication isn't cheap as well, costs me around $40 for just 3 small tubes

Well...wonder what has gotten into me to go through

such extent in helping the community cats...

But it just seems naturally and right for me to do so...

-edit-

Went to check earlier, the cats are doing fine!

Feel so relieved and glad.... (/ ω＼)

Could say that I've concluded my FYP's songs today

Finally...

I wouldn't say it was really tough going through this whole FYP

In fact I think I could actually put in much more effort

But still, maybe lady luck is smiling on me

I manage to complete through this FYP with relative ease, I would say

Wanna thank everyone that's involve in producing the songs

The songwriter and his friends especially,

which really helps out a lot with their engineering knowledge

Without them, recording sessions wouldn't have been so smooth and efficient

Thanks...all these really seems like a blessing to me

Perhaps for my perseverance of hanging on through this whole course

What's left now would be submission of work, graduation day and paying

the remaining school fees

Let's hope things would get even better from now on

过了一个月了。。。彼此都没说话

一直还是会想着你。。。

深透的去想着就会觉得说，自己好像无法接近其她的女人。。。

但是。。。为什么。。。

就因为我变得很在意你对我的称呼。。。

为什么。。。不能用更亲近一点的。。。。。

♪ : YU-A - 忘れられない恋

Why is ONE PIECE the best anime out there?

Because with just its music alone

It has already broken boundaries and crosses era

To me, ONE PIECE is the one true legendary anime

An epic of the epics....the King of Kings

It has shown me so much beautiful things, more than I could simply describe in words

Takes me back to a beautiful time.....

I believe different people would have experienced it differently

For me, I remember seeing it on my TV and enjoying the days so much.....

I'm really grateful for everything.

Worry not

Saying all these...not because its ending or anything

Its far from over

♪ : Ruppina - Faith

My shining day いつもいつも．．．．．．

♪ : Shela - Feel

最近依然每天都去喂猫猫

感觉我担心它们饿不饿都比自己还多。。。

我照顾的两只猫猫都感觉健康良好

之前说过的那个会帮忙喂猫的人好像却没再什么出现了

但也没差

然后偶尔只要看到有猫咪就会想喂它们

就感觉它们一定饿坏了。。。

❤

然后呢，我今天决定把这个猫咪饲料放置处给拿掉了

因为当我今早去看时，发现有人竟然又弄脏环境

然后因感到不放心，仔细的想了后，

我决定停止在那边放饲料会比较好

今后我会在我的黄色猫猫的食物上加上饲料，这一来也方便多了

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Been busy playing Steam Games nowadays

And yeah, I've even managed to get this ultimate skin in Arkham Knight

This game is worth playing 240% for sure, just nice I would say

On a side note, I've actually uninstall League of Legends few days ago

Not regretting at all

That game really kills mood and all... real toxic

Would only play good quality games from now on~

Space has always been a fascination for me since when I'm a kid reading about them

in Primary School's textbooks and stuffs

I feel that it's something really amazing, a great feat for human...

To be able to really head out there and do Space Exploration of the unknowns...even till now

Especially after finish playing Alien Isolation...things about Space would still keeps me in awe

Anyway, I'm really glad that I'm able to come to see this exhibition

and also experience the G-Force Ride

Might be the only chance I could get close to something this far-fetched from reality

The tickets are not expensive either

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On a side note, saw the Superhero Cafe at the MBS Mall

And it makes me feel stoked about it when I actually saw these familiar figures...!

Been some time since I went there... really like the ambience of the mall too.

Just by feeding cats near my neighbourhood area is enough to keep me busy for the day

This cat has become really affectionate towards me

It seems to love laying down on the floor for me to pet

Of course I'm really happy too

Trying my best to keep her body clean with some simple dry cleaning everytime

She seems to shed quite a lot of fur too...

Anyway, I just hopes she would be in good health everytime

Recently there's a lady helping to feed at this cat's area too...glad I guess

And just now I actually found two kinda new cats around my home area

Didn't have any can food with me,

hope next time there would be a chance to give it to them

This one is really cute

Didn't manage to take a shot of it's face but this one looks like a cute young kitten~