听到某个音乐就会想起某个人。。。
快经过了6-7年。。。
看她过得也很好

(叹~)

这些年大家都发生了很多事吧
很想念中学时期的人们。。。
保持着联络的我们

现在虽然很少见面了。。。
但其实我还蛮希望可以跟大家继续见面的。。。

♪ : 張靚穎 - 畫心 II

觉得工作好累。。。

即使不是很吃力的那种，但工作的时间，加上会一起工作的人

就足已让我觉得这工不好做。。。

有些人就真的是很难相处的

这点我当然清楚

过程中我也不会刻意表示出什么不满

就不想多说什么，把工作完成就是了

这份工作，我一定是不想一直做下去的

等找到有比较好的，我就会换了

上面这个是我几年前画的

原本是白色的，看起来没有那么好看

但是用了负片效果，看起来就感觉蛮不错的!

然后我也发现最近都较流行长袖带着字体的服饰设计

还有那种简单只是一个字印在 T-Shirt 前面的

如果我有自己的服饰品牌

感觉现在会很好赚？

The quality is amazing....

Anyway, I actually went to school earlier on an off day to complete my assignment

Pretty much completed it and ready to submit

Although I still don't really find much joy in the work.....yet

BAPE Store Singapore branch, it's my first time visiting~

Wanted to go and check out this shop today which is in my vicinity

The reason perhaps is because I wanted to find Yuya's jacket in this cover...haha

I really like it a lot

It's not available in the shop it seems....but I think the price will be very steep as well

But it looks so good~

And yeah....I've noticed that the trend in clothing now are words or designs on long sleeves

As well as simple singular word prints on the shirt

It's really simple yet stylish at the same time

Maybe I can become a good fashion designer...?

I do wanna have my own apparel store and brand of course....it would be amazing

Went to a Japan Matsuri event today at the Esplanade area

Although there is nothing too special....the food is not bad

Just a bit pricey

The weather is hot today but well at least it's not raining

And there's a good whole view of Singapore's famous landmark around there

The view is pretty great

Well and of course, there's quite a lot of crowd at the event

But I think it's probably better than the first 2 days

Went to watch the X-Men Apocalypse movie

It's not bad to watch

How great would it be if I could have powers huh.....

(sigh.....)

Back to real life....it's really stressful

Especially when it comes to money....

After having a talk with my mom in the morning, it became worse

Don't want to mention about it up here of course...

Been seeing the gameplay of this game for these few days.....

And I have to say, this is really a very impressive game indeed

The adventures and stories....the graphics...it's really amazing stuffs

This game really makes me want to go out on an adventure as well.....

There are probably more things that I could say...

But think I would just write till here for now.....

我觉得电脑，电脑游戏啊。。。还真的可以蛮严重的影响我的个人生活。。。

如果我完全没有这些。。。

也许一切会更好。。。？

感觉就很久没运动了。。。

今天终于让自己动动筋骨锻炼锻炼了

然后最近也很迟睡，想利用运动把睡眠时间调回来

还记得有一位老师跟我说过。。。

最近。。。

状态就还是不好

报读的事真的让我非常的懊恼

我觉得那笔钱真的。。。如果是给父母我还会比较好过

我真的觉得一点也不值

很后悔

我觉得自己的思维在那时候就像是被影响了，不能好好的去判断事情

太过执着于文凭这件事。。。做了这样一个错误的决定

如果当时有个人陪我慎重的商量这件事

也许就不会像现在这样了

。。。希望从现在开始，我再也不会让自己做错误的选择了

Thanks a lot for this birthday present....I really like it a lot

It's actually also the first present I've received this year for my birthday....

It really makes me feel happy, thank you Min

I think this is also my first ever fragrance in life

Haha...

Been wanting one pretty much

I hope you will like my present as well (˘ ◡ ˘)

我也想要被爱

很想有一个能好好坐下来陪我说话的人。。。

上一个发文就谈了关于学校的事。。。

我已经入学了

是读关于录音技能之类的课程

老实说，我觉得自己做这个决定太匆促了。。。

这个礼拜刚开始去读，发现我对它并没有什么兴趣。。。

学的都是比较技术性的的东西

好白痴对吧？。。。就因为不想浪费任何时间。。。

反而要的话，另一个课程也就是写作词曲唱歌之类的可能还比较好一点

但可惜那个已经没有位了

只收10个学生而已

在这不幸中的大幸就是，我帮到了一位有兴趣的朋友，让他进来陪我一起读

帮到了他，是因为比起他原本想去读的，也是相同的课程，在我这便宜了许多

而这样一来也让这一切不显得那么暗淡。。。

还好我的课程就只是一个礼拜两天，每堂课3个小时而已

所以时间过得很快

往好的方面想就是一年后我就可以毕业了

我现在所觉得的。。。

就是自己的决定仿佛太匆促了

因为不想要浪费时间，想把握时间尽早拿到一张文凭

也还没清楚的了解学的东西，就这样跳上去了

我真的觉得不太好。。。

不该那么仓促

并且这会是你人生接下来几十年会做的事，慢慢去想比较好

为什么我就是要给自己压力呢。。。

过了这么久，我觉得我还是不知道未来想要做什么样的工。。。

是比较希望可以在幕前的？

还是跟我比较擅长读的科目有关的？

我只希望是我能够发挥得很好的一份工作就是了

但就不知道是什么。。。该往哪个道路走。。。

原本现在的我是可以过得蛮悠哉的

但现在入了学后就要开始烦恼学费的事情了。。。

唉~

我怎么好像一直不停要为自己增加负担啊。。。

原本想说如果政府学校没报进，就要去台湾的

但是一直都没有得到回复。。。

所以好像也去不成了。。。

不知道为什么，也都不说话了。。。

让我好难受你知道吗。。。

像是在睡午觉时。。。

感觉没有了你这个支柱，突然会让我整个人陷入忧郁中。。。

好辛苦

好。。。就说到这里

目前关于学业的事，我就只能说 拼了

不管怎样都要熬过去才行

I've contacted this school recently

I'm really considering getting into this school

There isn't much time because by this week will be the last chance for me to get into this 2016 intake

The diploma courses offered is just a 1-year course, and I feel it will really makes it up to me for the years I've wasted...

What's more is that the diploma is recognised under the Private Education Institutions

The only thing that is holding me back is the money issue, because the course will cost me around $9000

But I could pay it back in installments of up to 2 years without any interests

I'm going to be taking the Diploma in Music Production and Engineering if I join

Didn't really have any support from anyone, so I feel afraid to really make this step out...

But I feel this is a really good option to for me

Thinking about it...if only I've worked harder and saved more money while working full-time in cisco

It wouldn't be a problem for me now.....

And I wanted to add....

The receptionist that attended to me both on phone and at the counter is such a nice person

I wanted to thank her for her patience and also in explaining many things to me

真夏の通り雨

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这是工作时拍的，觉得很漂亮

感觉有车就能够去看到一些没车比较难看到的景色。。。

虽然从那个预备役才回来不久

想松懈的度过几天都好像觉得有点不行？。。

也许是因为母亲在那边嘴我，然后学校也没成功报进

人生好像又失去了方向吧。。。

好担忧啊。。。。。

或许现在就像是我的 ‘长假’？。。。

该怎么想才好呢。。。好乱啊

我觉得我的方向已经不该是像一般人的路径去理工学院发展了

但就是不清楚不然该往哪里去发展。。。

该从哪里着起。。。

我也很想可以冷静，放轻松的去想。。。

但内心好像就会有一个不断持续催我的压力

因为生活环境里的人吧。。。

就是没有一个能说话的人

跟妹的关系也不知道为什么就变得奇怪了。。。

今天知道了最后一间学校的申请结果。。。

结果就还是没有被录取

不知道为什么我并没有觉得很难过或什么。。。

可能已经会料到了吧，也没什么感觉了

因为 Ex-Poly 学生要通过普通的管道回去已经是很难了

位子都已经先被上年考试的学生给优先拿走了

但是呢，到现在我也依然对那些学校里所提供的科目没什么兴趣就是了

会报也只是想拿一个文凭而已

所以接下来要怎么办。。。

其实我也还不知道。。。

目前至少就还有一份工作做，可以不怕会饿到肚子或是什么的

但是长远来看，做这个就好像不是很好

因为不能够存到足够的钱吧

我觉得要有一个爱人都好难。。。

看现况，感觉我有可能就准备单身度过了

喜欢某种在沙漠上的感觉。。。

Left 1 more week of reservice.....

It's quite a torture for me especially with the need to stay-in

Need to wear new uniforms and headgear which are more uncomfortable then before

Sweat so much and feel so shag during the range 

What's more I need to worry about keeping those damn hair standards

My not-yet-fully recovered back pain has resurfaced again thanks to this....

I'm really loathing all of these national service related stuffs

I really feel that they should stop bothering us after finish serving the 2 years already #

Really hating it

不知道为什么

但写部落格好像能帮我松口气。。。

让我感到轻松一些

才去了一个礼拜左右的 Reservice

感觉就好像从 Facebook 上脱离了一样

好像有某种陌生的感觉

但没关系，只要还抓着最重要的人就可以了

Dismay

星期五终于从第一个星期的 Reservice 回来了

感觉真的不是很好，有那种当初开始服役的感觉

在里面时就已经无法静下心了

回来时还会让我感到焦虑

真的是很讨厌

幸好就是还有亲爱的妹陪着我度过。。。否则就更糟了

谢谢，我爱你

拖了蛮久才发文也是因为早前我的便宜笔记本坏了

然后眼镜也在训练营里被我压坏了

头发又被抓说长

真的好衰。。。

花了 $290 左右买了这副眼镜

很特别因为竟然是有和 Puerta Del Sol 合作的

就是早前跟 A9 合作的那个牌子耶

但是买了后还蛮心痛的。。。

然后也通过弟弟用 Carousell 找到了一位卖家

花了 $1200 买了这台笔记本

目前做了些调整后，感觉还蛮不错的

希望这台电脑能够伴随着我到很久啊。。。

短短时间就花了 $1500 左右在这些东西。。。

感觉好不舍啊。。。

都要赚回来才行啊。。。

Zootopia

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Went to watch this movie with some friends which I kinda insisted on watching....haha

In the end, it really is a great movie after all!

I'm really satisfied and happy with it

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I have to say I've really changed my perspective towards Disney movies already.....

It's not just because of watching this film, but it just occurs to me somehow,

that these movies are actually really nice to watch

It may be because of my love for animals....or some beautiful realisations from within of Disney movies

The beautiful places and sceneries in the movie are really amazing

Everything seems to be so detailed, sceneries that looked so real....

The quality is amazing and not only that, it also teaches us something in life

Together with the music....it all feels so wonderful.....

Thank you Zootopia

For making my day worthwhile, and so much more

STAGE SG

第一次买 STAGE 店的物品。。。

因为不便宜所以也不想常买，现在可能一次就好了

今天原本是去买一件运动服，但是竟然全岛都断货了

连锁店的电脑查了显示其它的分店有存货，但是到了那里却是没有的

白跑了一趟。。。

但就很想买东西。。。所以就到了这间 STAGE 店被敲一笔。。。哈哈

墨镜是假的。。。哈哈～