Sunday, 10 April 2016



这是工作时拍的,觉得很漂亮

感觉有车就能够去看到一些没车比较难看到的景色。。。


虽然从那个预备役才回来不久

想松懈的度过几天都好像觉得有点不行?。。

也许是因为母亲在那边嘴我,然后学校也没成功报进

人生好像又失去了方向吧。。。

好担忧啊。。。。。


或许现在就像是我的 ‘长假’?。。。

该怎么想才好呢。。。好乱啊

我觉得我的方向已经不该是像一般人的路径去理工学院发展了

但就是不清楚不然该往哪里去发展。。。

该从哪里着起。。。


我也很想可以冷静,放轻松的去想。。。

但内心好像就会有一个不断持续催我的压力

因为生活环境里的人吧。。。

就是没有一个能说话的人


跟妹的关系也不知道为什么就变得奇怪了。。。

Tuesday, 5 April 2016

今天知道了最后一间学校的申请结果。。。
结果就还是没有被录取

不知道为什么我并没有觉得很难过或什么。。。
可能已经会料到了吧,也没什么感觉了
因为 Ex-Poly 学生要通过普通的管道回去已经是很难了
位子都已经先被上年考试的学生给优先拿走了

但是呢,到现在我也依然对那些学校里所提供的科目没什么兴趣就是了
会报也只是想拿一个文凭而已

所以接下来要怎么办。。。
其实我也还不知道。。。
目前至少就还有一份工作做,可以不怕会饿到肚子或是什么的
但是长远来看,做这个就好像不是很好
因为不能够存到足够的钱吧

我觉得要有一个爱人都好难。。。
看现况,感觉我有可能就准备单身度过了

Sunday, 27 March 2016

Saturday, 26 March 2016



Left 1 more week of reservice.....

It's quite a torture for me especially with the need to stay-in

Need to wear new uniforms and headgear which are more uncomfortable then before

Sweat so much and feel so shag during the range 

What's more I need to worry about keeping those damn hair standards


My not-yet-fully recovered back pain has resurfaced again thanks to this....

I'm really loathing all of these national service related stuffs

I really feel that they should stop bothering us after finish serving the 2 years already #

Really hating it

Sunday, 20 March 2016

不知道为什么

但写部落格好像能帮我松口气。。。

让我感到轻松一些


才去了一个礼拜左右的 Reservice

感觉就好像从 Facebook 上脱离了一样

好像有某种陌生的感觉


但没关系,只要还抓着最重要的人就可以了

Dismay

星期五终于从第一个星期的 Reservice 回来了

感觉真的不是很好,有那种当初开始服役的感觉

在里面时就已经无法静下心了

回来时还会让我感到焦虑

真的是很讨厌

幸好就是还有亲爱的妹陪着我度过。。。否则就更糟了

谢谢,我爱你


拖了蛮久才发文也是因为早前我的便宜笔记本坏了

然后眼镜也在训练营里被我压坏了

头发又被抓说长

真的好衰。。。





花了 $290 左右买了这副眼镜

很特别因为竟然是有和 Puerta Del Sol 合作的

就是早前跟 A9 合作的那个牌子耶

但是买了后还蛮心痛的。。。





然后也通过弟弟用 Carousell 找到了一位卖家

花了 $1200 买了这台笔记本

目前做了些调整后,感觉还蛮不错的

希望这台电脑能够伴随着我到很久啊。。。


短短时间就花了 $1500 左右在这些东西。。。

感觉好不舍啊。。。

都要赚回来才行啊。。。

Friday, 11 March 2016

Zootopia

credit : likeforrealdough.wordpress.com


Went to watch this movie with some friends which I kinda insisted on watching....haha

In the end, it really is a great movie after all!

I'm really satisfied and happy with it


credit : movies.disney.com


I have to say I've really changed my perspective towards Disney movies already.....

It's not just because of watching this film, but it just occurs to me somehow,

that these movies are actually really nice to watch

It may be because of my love for animals....or some beautiful realisations from within of Disney movies


The beautiful places and sceneries in the movie are really amazing

Everything seems to be so detailed, sceneries that looked so real....

The quality is amazing and not only that, it also teaches us something in life

Together with the music....it all feels so wonderful.....


Thank you Zootopia

For making my day worthwhile, and so much more

Thursday, 25 February 2016

STAGE SG





第一次买 STAGE 店的物品。。。

因为不便宜所以也不想常买,现在可能一次就好了

今天原本是去买一件运动服,但是竟然全岛都断货了

连锁店的电脑查了显示其它的分店有存货,但是到了那里却是没有的

白跑了一趟。。。


但就很想买东西。。。所以就到了这间 STAGE 店被敲一笔。。。哈哈


墨镜是假的。。。哈哈~

Monday, 8 February 2016

Chinese New Year 2016



今早去了庙拜拜。

拿到了附有幸运数字的红包,然后也第一次买了一张万字票。
一向来都不碰这种东西。。。但今天就只是跟随大家一起抽抽热闹。


初一就跟往常一样,到奶奶家那里去拜年。
但今年比较少人来,所以也没什么活动。
如果有些特别活动应该会比较好。



这是今天拜拜完后看到的一只大肥猫
好可爱,也好好摸。。。呵


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祝大家新年快乐

~Happy Chinese New Year~
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Saturday, 30 January 2016

Dolphin Puzzle



这是我小时候就已经存在的拼图。。。

今天偶然让我在房间看到。。。我还以为已经没有了。。。

以前小时候睡觉前看到这张图。。。就让我觉得好梦幻。。。

让我好想去它里面的那个岛屿哦。。。
I thought the school application results for me will be out today...only just to find out that I'll have to wait till 4 April.....it's so long!
And I remember those people handling the admission told me that I will know the results by 29 Jan which is today.
This kinda spoils the mood for me the more I think about it....having need to wait so much longer.
I can't defer my reservice already in this case.
The anticipation, nervousness and uneasiness I've felt for these few days have all been for nothing.
I'm really nervous though, when I go online to check the status of application today...because I didn't seemed to have receive any package yet.
Only to find out that it's not today and it's still processing.
Anyway, I will just have to wait then.


原本以为学校的结果今天就会知道。。。哪知道还要等到4月4日那么久!
没办法也只好等了。。。
害我这几天那么紧张和坐立难安。。。

好说另一件事,就是关于妈妈生日的事。
买了一个包包礼物给她,没想到过了几天她却退还给我了。。。
就只因为一点小争议
老实说。。。我觉得我跟父母真的是合不来。。。尤其是妈妈。。。
我不知道要说什么好,也没有人好诉说的。。。
就觉得难过吧。

如果没有能互说心事的朋友,没有爱人,也没有可以好好沟通的家人。。。
应该很糟吧。。。
但我就是这样。
通常人们身边都至少会有其中一个吧?

可以的话。。。
我最想要的还是一个爱人来填补我的这个位置。。。

Tuesday, 26 January 2016

Saturday, 23 January 2016

The Ninth Gate








Watching this movie on the internet just now due to boredom

I've remembered watching this movie in the past on TV and was enraptured by it

I think I've post some things about it but just couldn't find it over here...


It's about the deviations of the engravings in the 3 books....

I remember finding that part really intriguing.....

Makes me wonders if something like this do exists.....

Like what the ending showed.....


Well there are some short uncensored scenes if you see it on the internet

But I do enjoy it...(laugh)

Well, not a big deal actually we're at that age

Friday, 22 January 2016

今日の着



这好像是我第一次正式的喝啤酒

因为看到了一些节目

就让我很想试一试

而且也读到喝适量的话对身体也有很大的好处

所以今天就找了 Ratchet 一起出去

原本是想去酒吧试试的

但最后却只是随便在拉面店里点来喝


味道就很普通。。。

就普通的酒味吧。。。

没什么好喝的。。。就很想喝看人们说的好喝的那种味道到底是怎样的。。。


就这样喽

也不想喝多,就只是点一杯

而且我一定要保持好我的腹肌才行(笑)

安田レイ 2nd Album「PRISM」










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Thursday, 21 January 2016

花猫

昨天工作正要去休息时,看到了花花猫
接着就掉头回去拿了留剩的食物喂它吃

虽然很累想去休息,但是因为看到了它
我就没什么想休息了
只想快点买了东西就回去找它,然后带它去我的工作地点





喂它吃饱饱了后,它就发呆了一会儿。。。
然后过了不久也有跟我玩

猫是不能喝牛奶的。。。
以前所看的卡通还真的是会误导了大家
幸好我早发现了这点





虽然它的颜色不是很美
但也还是一只纯洁的动物。。。
不像一些人类。。。

因为动物都是纯洁的
所以才会获得那么多人的宠爱

我想
当我没在那里工作了
会想念的,比起那里的人
应该更会是猫猫吧



我有许多难过的思想。。。。。



: Tokyo Ghoul - Glassy Sky

Monday, 11 January 2016



Bought the presents for my parents' birthday today
It's hard thinking what to get for them but I managed to settle down on something

If I'm not wrong
This is the first time that I've bought something for my parents' birthday
I feel that it's important to do something like this for them...if not, at least once
And also more able to after working all these while

Although we don't really get along well from time to time....nor do we speak much about many things.....
But I hope that both of you will be happy





Maybe this is a year of cherishing for me...
I wanted to show my appreciations to those who means something to me

Sunday, 10 January 2016

Castlevania : Curse of Darkness






I really like this Castlevania series

Speaking in such refined English.....

It makes me ponder upon words people spoke rather casually

Words like 'I Swear to God'....sounds rather ill-refined don't you think?


Also, words like 'By Right'.... sounds rather weird to me when I think much about it

The Right Way?....wouldn't it be more precise if you put it as....The Correct Way?

Well....just some thoughts on my mind


I feel that in this Castlevania Curse of Darkness,

The game sounds rather good in English as compared to in Japanese

The English voice actors are really doing a goob job over here

Sunday, 3 January 2016

2016



新年。。。

很想穿着和服去日本神社拜拜等等的。。。

可以跟朋友。。。家人。。。爱人。。。

至少都要一次

然后晚上在高处上观看烟火。。。


2016 年。。。

希望我成功入学

一切顺利

更美好

也希望大家平平安安身体健康~



 : 菅原紗由理 - Eternal Love