I thought the school application results for me will be out today...only just to find out that I'll have to wait till 4 April.....it's so long!
And I remember those people handling the admission told me that I will know the results by 29 Jan which is today.
This kinda spoils the mood for me the more I think about it....having need to wait so much longer.
I can't defer my reservice already in this case.
The anticipation, nervousness and uneasiness I've felt for these few days have all been for nothing.
I'm really nervous though, when I go online to check the status of application today...because I didn't seemed to have receive any package yet.
Only to find out that it's not today and it's still processing.
Anyway, I will just have to wait then.
原本以为学校的结果今天就会知道。。。哪知道还要等到4月4日那么久!
没办法也只好等了。。。
害我这几天那么紧张和坐立难安。。。
好说另一件事,就是关于妈妈生日的事。
买了一个包包礼物给她,没想到过了几天她却退还给我了。。。
就只因为一点小争议
老实说。。。我觉得我跟父母真的是合不来。。。尤其是妈妈。。。
我不知道要说什么好,也没有人好诉说的。。。
就觉得难过吧。
如果没有能互说心事的朋友,没有爱人,也没有可以好好沟通的家人。。。
应该很糟吧。。。
但我就是这样。
通常人们身边都至少会有其中一个吧?
可以的话。。。
我最想要的还是一个爱人来填补我的这个位置。。。