Went to have my haircut today

I'm really satisfied.

Matsunaga-san really helps make the back of hair becomes so much better

And the whole outlook as well

Even though my hair is already short, he still could refine it to the optimal state for me

He said that he will probably see me around December, which will be like 5 more months?...

An estimated time for my current hair to grow into the shape close to the hairstyle that I wanted

Seldom will hairstylists do things like this isn't it?

Most will probably want you to come back as soon as possible

He asked me what type of hairstyle do I want to get

And I showed him some of these photos....

Show Ohara's hairstyle as always! (≖‿‿≖)b

This becomes our target now...he says....Haha

I definitely believe that we will reach this target....(*◡*)/

Anyway, we talked about a lot of things

He even said that he might call me to come and help him as his assistant!

Sounds really good?....haha

Because I've expresses interest in becoming a hairstylist, and he thinks that I can make it

He say that I should go Japan, and learn there and take the test

I mention about problems like housing over there and such and he understands

Well....if there's a chance....I think I will give it a try

最近看到妹妹好像受重伤了。。。

很担心。。。

希望妹妹能够赶快的恢复起来

心情好复杂。。。

翻看着我们镜音双子の基密场所里的东西。。。。。

好多的感受。。。。。

久しぶり、Matsunaga Kohjiーさん！

Went to find where KANSHA Salon is located today

Found the place with ease and I went in to greet my long-time-no-see hairstylist, Matsunaga-さん！

He remembers me and we had a small chat, it's pretty happy to see him again

He saw my current hair and ask what happened...(laugh)

It's really bad, even he said it himself

I wanted to get an immediate fix, but his appointment is full today

and after a bit of discussion, he feel that it would be best if I could come back when my hair's longer

If I really want a fast one, next week

He said that he still can make it looks nicer

I think I will come back when I receive my first month pay, in a few weeks time

I can't wait to get the hair I like so much before back

Anyway I'm really happy to be able to find my one and only most favourite Japanese hairstylist back here to cut my hair for me

No one understands my style like he does

I'm really looking forward to it

Also, I don't think I will going back to Kizuki for haircut anymore, especially after this bad hair cut

Today I've saw someone special....

It's the female officer that I like...

It happens so suddenly after I board the train at Jurong East

I think she saw me too, and we shy away from one another....

I felt nervous....yet happy at the same time

I don't know how should I react or what should I do....

I didn't approach and talk to her.....

We alighted at the same station, and she went off at a pretty fast pace

I can see that she is nervous as well....and quickly go off to avoid any awkwardness

But I think that awkwardness, if happen, is what that will bring us closer....isn't it?...

After I went home and think about this....

I felt so sad.....

BGM : 天野月子 - 蝶

KANSHA HAIR DESIGN

 http://kanshahair.com/

While talking about about the Japanese Hairstylist of mine in the past

I actually found him back in Singapore with a new salon!

Kohji Matsunaga-さん！

And it seems like it's still quite recent...

I'm so so glad....this is such a good news for me...

I can really get the hairstyle that I like last time back!

I regretted so much that I already got my hair cut and it's a bad one, at Saturday.....

If not I would have find him already!

Oh well....

Anyway I can't wait to go back and find him~

http://www.sonymusic.co.jp/artist/egoist/info/455397

EGOIST is coming to Singapore for a Solo Live this year!

Hope that I could go for now?....since it's kinda like a once in a lifetime experience

Although this should be quite a news....

But somehow I can't really feel that excitement coming from my inside.....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e22TzMklt-o

There's a morse code at the beginning of this song.....

and it reads

'' 集　愛してる  (Shu, I love you) ''

It's so touching....

Conveying message like this.....

Went to a friend's birthday party today, it's with the same group of friends as the last birthday party that I went previously

It's happy and fun as always, I'm happy they invited me

Thanks~

Before today's party, I went to take a 500 questions test for the job I just found

It's quite troublesome and tiring...

I'm working on a short term 8-month contract under Cisco, hoping to finish the training quickly and get a good posting.

Went to have a haircut just now after the party

I'm actually really disliking my hairsttyle now?....

It just looks weird to me....not how I wanted it to look like....

Because I've joined a uniform service job, thus, I need to get a short haircut again...

Well I don't mind if it's good....but I don't think it is

Shouldn't have spent that money cutting short hair there....can only hope that it will look better when it grows longer....

今天去游泳～

好像蛮久没游了

然后发现不能听着歌游泳时。。。就感觉好像缺乏了些什么。。。

如果可以听着音乐游泳，心情一定会更好

（感觉这就像是给人的一个重要启发？ 呵）

我最近在休息。。。等着来临星期五的工作简报和训练的开始

像这样过了一阵子，感觉还蛮舒服的？。。。哈

有点想一直像这样的感觉？。。。但好像也会有不能这样的矛盾

最近一没什么事做，几乎就会想去健身

不想浪费时间，所以没什么事好做就去把自己的身体弄得好一点

然后最近我也在听比较另类的歌曲。。。

就是我平常比较少听的 非-日文 歌曲。。。哈哈

就像今天都一直在听英文歌

感觉驾着车听着这些英文歌，感觉会很棒的

感情的事。。。

我和女警好像没有什么消息了。。。

感觉那晚没成功就是没了的感觉。。。

（叹。。。。。）

YY21

Went to my friend's birthday party today, unexpectedly it's quite awkward at some part

But all in all, it is a really great and fun day I had....I'm really happy

Took quite a number of photos with friends, hope most of them will look good, and I will try to get them and post them up as soon as I can

It's really fun seeing my even older secondary school classmates....I never really imagine that it would be so much fun....Hahaha

It really makes me feel so happy hanging around with all of these friends,

I'm really hoping that there will be more chance we could meet up and have fun again~!

It's kinda great that friends around me have started driving cars and stuff....

It's really so convenient

And it really makes me want to get a license now....I think it will be so much fun

It's so funny when we are heading back just now, flipping out of the window at one another

As if we are playing Grand Theft Auto!.....Hahahaha~

What an awesome day!

Alright it's late now, Night~✯

-edited-

Alright, here's the photos!

And photos from our bowling session~

天龍

Cony! ❤

今天我终于跟我喜爱的 LINE 兔兔 Cony 拍照了！

（> w<）❤

我好开心噢！

So Happy!

一开始我就两只手抓住兔兔的手。。。（因为太大了w）

但是看到熊熊，我又不想冷落他，所以松开一只手跟他比 Good \_

哈哈

所以另一只手就握紧兔兔的大拇指。。。(>u<)

啊。。。如果我笑得更好看一点就更棒了～

然后接下来就是我拍照前和拍照后的一些图片：

Brown & Cony 好可爱对吧。。。

兔兔真的好可爱噢！！！

啊！～～～我受不了了！

接着我和一位朋友排队去 LINE 的商品店，

买了一些东西

但它们的商品还真的好贵哦。。。

这个月没有拿到薪水，所以真的不能乱花钱。。。

只买了抱枕和交通卡～

然后气球是免费的

逛完LINE的东西后。。。

就有了个想法。。。

想送东西给她。。。感觉会很不错？！

想了，也和跟朋友商量了蛮久。。。最后便没有这样做

因为我觉得还是等她在服务台工作时去找她会比较好。。。嗯！

呀。。。但是我还真的是很想抱这个兔抱枕睡觉耶。。。

送她好吗。。。囧 哈哈

虽然才过了两三天。。。但是我已经很想念了。。。

想念工作时经常用她来糊弄我的警员们。。。帮我和她拉近距离的警员们。。。

当然也很想念看到她。。。

不希望这感觉被时间冲淡。。。

不知道为什么现在会感受到，会发生的感觉。。。

我不希望她会忘记我。。。

我的礼物我还记得听说她收在她的更衣间里的橱柜里。。。不想带回去怕弄脏。。。

希望她每次看到时都会想到我

当我安顿好了，我会回来的！

希望不会太迟。。。

老实说，我真的很想去警局看你。。。

但是感觉我就还没准备好。。。

或许就像妹妹说的，

我就先把自己弄好。。。然后再重新出发吧

星期一就准备去问工作的事了，希望一切顺利。

然后这个月竟然没拿到薪水，听说是什么因为我们退伍了，让我觉得有点问题

因为据我所知，我们这个月头该拿的，应就是为我们上个月所工作的薪水啊

才多两天就领薪了，就因为这样没钱？。。。有点说不过去吧？

如果是那些每个月没有存什么钱的人不就惨了？

所以星期一我会打电话去询问清楚

这几天呢。。。除了难过的情绪和其他不好的压力以外，

我也在试着想把自己的身体练大一点

我觉得自己还太瘦了。。。需要多一点肉。。。

但是呢，我不像很多人，我不喝那些粉类的东西。。。（不知道中文叫什么）

英文就是 Mass Gainer, Protein Shake，这种东西

很多去健身房的人就都会买这些东西弄来喝的

我是不怎么喜欢这种人工的感觉，而且这些东西也不便宜，

所以我就在自己的三餐中添加身体需要成长的营养。。。

吃多一点，不饿也吃，全麦面包啊。。。葡萄汁，黄梨汁，豆奶。。。三文鱼。。。等等等等的。。。然后就健身。。。然后就吃。。。

我觉得因为我个人的新陈代谢很高，所以需要吃很多很多才能够加重自己的体重。。。

有点困难。。。

我也是看到一些韩国男艺人，所以才想把自己的身体弄得大一点。。。感觉才好看

我相信很多女生也是会很喜欢那样的身材。。。

所以我也希望能够把自己弄得更完美一点

Operationally Ready Date

Today is the day I finish serving my 2 years of National Service.....

Honestly speaking, I don't feel happy at all....

In fact, I'm feeling sad....

I know this means that I'm about to progress into another stage of my life....

but I don't think I can take it....

There are so much emotions in me right now....

During my past few shifts, lots of things happened....

And yesterday, on my last shift, I really wanted to express my feelings for a female officer.

Almost everyone in the NPC has been helping me, and I'm really grateful and thankful to them.

I managed to talk to her, wished her Happy Birthday....and asked if she got received my present....

It makes me feel so happy when she smiled to me....saying Thank You and Yes....

That really already makes my last shift and everything worthwhile....

But, that's not all that I wanted to say....

I wanted to tell her that I like her and I want her to be together with me....

I think maybe because there is people in the room, I'm not able to tell her on the spot....

So they told me to come back later after I've composed myself and think about what I want to say.

Of course I did, and I'm ready to tell her that....

After waiting for their briefing to end....I tried to approach her again....

But she ran from the back door quickly....

I tried chasing after her but in the end I didn't manage to find her....and I'm so angry at myself....

I know I could have found her.....if only I had found her.........

I'm so stupid.....I really hope time could rewind for me to find again....I knew I would have got it.....

why do I keep failing.....

I really don't want to leave....I want to see her again.....

I don't want people to say bad things about her because of what happened.....

It's all my fault....I failed.....

I don't know what to do now.....only hope she would reply me....

I couldn't let go....I don't want to let go.....

I don't want to be alone anymore......

I still remember this time....exactly 2 years ago just before I enlist....

There is that someone for me to talk to and accompany with on the net everytime....

But not really anymore now....

Well, it's really hard to get over it....all I can say is that....we're still around?

Nonetheless, I wanted to thank her for accompanying me through lots of tough time in my life.

I think I will forever be grateful to her regardless of what happened.

我一直都会记得这个。。。就刚好在两年前。。。我去服役的那一天。

虽然我们现在已经不再常说话什么的了，许多事情也都变了。。。

但我只能说。。。至少我们都还在？

我非常感谢你陪着我度过我许多人生中辛苦的日子。。。

不管发生什么事，我觉得我都会一辈子感激你的。

I know it doesn't look the same....(bitter laugh)

Definitely need to work at the facial features such as adding in shades and stuffs to it...

But I never really try working on my drawings already...

and it's been quite some time since I last drew.

I just wanted to do a sketch of her.

To show my appreciation for her and her music that keeps me through so many hard times now......