Naruto Shippuden Ending 14 - Utakata Hanabi

And a thought strikes me today...
How I hope all those messages could still be with me... I really want them back!
Because of a crappy phone, I've lost so many important things with it!

I could still remember them...

I don't have the mood to do anything...
So many work to do, and I need to go CMPB tomorrow to make another health checkup appointment.
Skipped morning classes, no appetite to eat, every bad things I can think of are happening on me.
Just because of loving a person so much...
This is what I've exhanged for... nothing.
I'm always the one who is waiting...

I really can't find any meaning in life now...
Perhaps a loss of memories will then save me? (laugh)
To live life all over again...
What am I saying?

I think I'm ruined by you...
I can't restore to my former self anymore.
I can't live my life without you anymore...
But you are not.
Even when I'm not around... you can still live your life normally, for you are not alone.

Everything's bleak.
I can't find happiness in life.

Its a very painful process...
Will these become beautiful memories in the future as well?...

Roots of the King

Paris Night

When you doubt the path trod thus far, when the hand you held is lost to you, gaze anew at the heart that once was... for all the answers are within.

Words I want to convey are always there...in a corner that you didn't notice...

Words that came from my heart, yet I couldn't say to you.

Living without a purpose...

Yea, I know I wanted to go Japan before I die though..hahaha.

But is that the only reason? I doubt that would be suffice.

I don't know...

In the distant past...I once thought that I'm the best.

What I'm doing is definitely going to be smooth and great.

It's kinda feels like I'm going to be the center point of everything.

Even though it seems I don't have a goal at that time...

I am living happily...probably better than now.

Days when I still live in my own world I guess...

I'm not really sure where I'm going now is the right place..but nonetheless I'm going to be pushing forward.

Maybe I can't accomplish anything and I will be living my whole life in vain.

Having nothing in my hands...

But,

 I do have precious memories with me...

To me, they are the most wonderful things that I have.

It shows the traces that I once exists.

I think it's time for me now to sit quietly in a corner ...

Alice Nine 「閃光」

Sometimes...things happen as quick as a flash...
In a moment you might have found that you have lost everything...
Be it a moment of impulse or anything,
Pray that the decision you make, wouldn't make you regret it later in life...

Many times... I've always seem to be better at doing things alone.
When others watching me, I can't seem to carry out things well.
Probably I'm better off living alone...


Have I strengthened my resolve to do this?
There might be no turning back anymore...
I will get some sleep while thinking then...

深愛／水樹奈々

This song and its music video is pretty epic.
I really love the place so much...its really breathtaking for me...

Love, is a source of many things...

Open the rainy music first, turning the video volume slightly down.
Quickly open the Roxas video and listen...
Listen to both at once...impressive isn't it?

看见你的简讯。。。我竟然变得更加生气。。。
我现在还睡不着都是因为你。。

让我好想抓狂了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

每次都这样，每次都这样不懂我的感受的！
真的是 气死我 了！！！！！！！！！！！！

沙我。。。我觉得在这里的他很好看。

最近看他 LIVE 时，发现他的眼睛周围的部位好像不是很好。

应该是熬夜吧？

希望他会好好的照顾啦~

我也好想要有自己这样的 Header 照片。

读书回来了！
今天过得很好哦！
哇我好会融入哦 呵呵~
（え！怎么跟之前说得有点不一样！）

就是这样子咯，我觉得自己啊...充满了活力耶!
做什么都好有劲，很自然的！
作业也要OK了！
班的人们都跟我很合得来！
爽啦 ~W~

很喜欢星期三的课呢。
而且每个星期三也有时间去图书馆看戏！
今天我去看叶问 2， 打斗场面很好看呀。
虽然看过了但还是回味无穷。

明天没读书 ~口~

班上的女生说我的皮肤很好，当然开心啦，呵呵呵。
（很帅也是。。我知道的。。。嗯。。 XD）


今天的演讲叫我们活学的其中一种学。
其实我们的演讲都会在教各种的活学东西。
对我来说，我是有很多东西能讲的。。因为我弯过的游戏啊。。很多很多东西都让我对这些有些概念。但是演讲室有很多人，我当然不想说我懂什么啦~
但要我坐着听这些。。其实有时我感到有点‘辛苦’。


妹妹~你还好吗？
希望你也过得很好。。

钻石王子 与 铁打的星星

今天我又再次看完了。。。放养的星星。
我知道自己好像提起了这部戏很多次对吧？
我真的就是很喜欢很喜欢这部戏。
希望以后也能跟我爱的人一起看。。。我希望会有那一天。。还有希望你也会跟我一样喜欢这部戏。

Venture

听着新加的音乐，心情很愉快。

笑容满面地边行走，边唱歌（笑）。

我也想到了三首新歌　♫

分别为：

１．　Ｄｏｌｌ

２．Ｎｅｗ　Ｒｅａｌｍ

３．Ｌ．Ｄ．Ｌ

主打歌是　Ｄｏｌｌ　吧。。。ＭＶ呢。。就。。（笑）

在这里我也想说。。。

不管生活有多惨，多糟糕，我们都还是要活得开心。

不能放弃你的笑容。

要带着它走下去。

最少的，音乐能让人们的心情改善，能给你力量的。

我的部落格已经放了些我今晚听着的歌曲，也是给我力量的歌曲。

如果你们喜欢的话可以下载，放进手机里听。。。

那些情况也很糟的人们。。。希望也能帮到你们✰

Today I've found a friend who likes Visual-Kei!
Well, actually shes the one who found me (laugh) .
She said I don't look like a local , and I look a bit like those VK artists...
And that struck up a conversation between us, a casual one.
Haha... can't believe despite my sored red eyes...
someone still says I looks...good?
Haha...guess I'm good at concealing.

...Wearing a mask...to protect ourself...

SEX POT REVENGE

Each costs around $260+

Its so expensive...but they look really nice and appealing to me.

No money to buy haha...

Went to school on time today~ hohoho...well not really XD

BUT, I manage to join the class and was marked present ; )

Thankfully I was present for the whole lessons today and I'm so proud of myself hahaha.

Before the lecture starts, I have a lot of spare time, so I decided to rest in an air-conditioned room...the library, so far that I've know, its this ~_~

Its really a great place to relax, I can even borrow DVD and view it there!

I saw Moon Child over there at the borrow section! Wow...

And also I've found out that Wang Li Hom also acts in that movie!

But I never got the time to see that, and from the picture, you can see that I'm seeing A Nation DVD.

Not that great though, not really songs that I like are inside : /

After that, went for the lecture and the lecturer is so funny hahaha!

I like his humor, if only he could be all our subjects teacher, Lol~

Thursday is free! Woah~!!!

FREE!!!

Need to to homework though... and the loads actually quite a lot.

I'm also thinking where can I get more money...

Can I save enough...?

Sigh~

希望有一天，我能够摆脱一直挂在电脑的坏习。
因为很少于外交流，也不想，所以烦恼都只能往自己里塞。。
也所以，各处的部落格都会有我的怨言。
因为现在和以前不同了。
以前我会很毫不犹豫地写我的心情。
想些什么就写什么，根本不在乎任何人有没有在看。
但现在我会了。我会在乎了。

因为仿佛在电脑找到归属的感觉？
就是在电脑过着人生，也能让我很开心。。
是没错，但也不是每次。
而且对身体也不是很好。
像现在在电脑上也没什么事情能做了，或许应该早点去睡觉吧？

但我想吃点东西先 ー Q ー


希望我能够少点用电脑吧~
慢慢的‘调养’ ，哈哈。

累。。

于是。。。我也发现了，睡觉和赖床是多么的可怕。。。
啊。。好了。。准备去吃午餐，上中午的课了。。。