Back to normal.
When I'm working there, I can't help but feel that, those who can open and speak their mind freely gets the good deal.
Sadly, I'm not one of them and things are becoming quite stagnant for me.
Theres a pretty lady from China at my workplace, for me, its quite recently.
But I heard that shes been working for sometime already.
Haha, shes quite like the type of women I like.
She is nice to me and like usual, I can't really express my gratitude that easily like any other people.
I wanted to say thanks for the attention. Here.
Anyway, I don't want to swoon over girls anymore, I hate that ugly nature of men, keep having dirty thoughts about others, saying that its natural for guys or something...
Yes in a way but, I find it just too much.
If I could, I really wanted to remove the 'Lust' in myself.
But, I never did anything to anyone yet anyway, so I guess I'm pretty safe huh?
Did up some maths on my salary and money management, this month will be one tough one if I'm correct.
I really need to watch tightly on my wallet.
Oh, and school 's open house this coming Thursday, up till just now, I think I will be going alone but one of my facebook friend suggested to me if I wanted to go with her, haha.
Hopefully things works out well for me this year.
Last but not least...
I realise my face looks kinda sulky even when I'm doing nothing.
Am I still feeling sad subconsciously in my mind?...
I don't know...
