阿兰！
好美～
今天才去注意她的ＣＤ！
买了些衣服和ＢＬＵＥ－Ｔｙｐｅ－Ａ。
希望我能被抽中得到Ｓｕｎｄｏｗｎ　Ｆｅｓｔｉｖａｌ的票　哈哈。

身上的某些部位不时不时传出刺痛。
幸好我有喝很多果汁，鼻水没一直留了那么多了。
这个礼拜好忙。。。下个礼拜也会非常的忙。。。有点替我身体健康担心。。。(´д｀)
下个月就是当兵检查了。。。我超讨厌的。。。
为什么要当兵？
对我来说。。。根本没意义的。。。( _ _  )

好想发简讯给妹妹。。。一直聊啊聊。。。
可是我办不到。。。太烦人了，我自己会这样想。
早安咯~

我的母亲对外人都比对自己的儿子好。
但是我身边的人。。。他们的父母亲都是对自己的儿女比较好。
我也觉得那才是正确的。
。。。

好啦！给妹妹的惊喜准备好了~
不管怎样，妹妹怎么可能会不喜欢！
哈哈。。。妹妹晚安。

要找到一个知心的朋友的确很难。。。
只可惜。。。我与以前的朋友们都脱离了。。。变得更孤独了。。。
每天都是音乐的陪伴。。。

感觉自己很没有用。。。
不需要安慰。。。现在的我是事实。。。

Surprise Ready!

嘿嘿。。。买了买了。准备好了！
妹妹。。。如果你爱我就不能站远远了。。。
该怎么说呀。。。我就是这样的。。。如果妹妹了解我想什么就好。。。 ~m~
总之，我又要让我的妹妹开心起来了~!  ^m^

ONE OK ROCK 「C.h.a.o.s.m.y.t.h.」

alan

偶然之间看了这个专访。
以前看了一个音乐节目。。。就很惊讶。
她长得好像妹妹的一位朋友！
结果。。。她因该就是alan吧？
哈哈。
我还从没听过她。
但是看了她的这个专访，告诉了我，外面的社会，竞争力确实是很强。
而且她还是大学毕业呢。。。
我看了。。。心里也想了一下。
还是要读大学吧。
她本身的确有些天赐，唱歌啊。。。拉二胡还有一个漂亮的脸蛋。
但也要很多的努力才能有现在她的地位。

现在想着。。。我当初好像都没好好的选择自己的未来。不。因该是说，没有替自己的未来好好着想。
可能现在让我看到这影片，就是要让我开始振作起来去走出我的未来吧。
嗯。。。谢谢你哦！
但是我没有学习什么才华。。。

（要是有妹妹在就好了)

但我还蛮羡慕她的人生的，我自己心里是很渴望走跟她一样的道路吧。
才华，进了学校后我再学就好了！
妹妹也一定这样认为。。

话说。。。妹妹，只有我才能拥有你哦！你要记住哦！^口 ^

(PV) Hiro - Your Innocence

我了解了。
不能说我们是完全相同。
但是，某方面，就连这某方面，也是很稀有了，是有些相像。
哈哈。
真了不起啊。
天蝎 和 双鱼 真的是太有趣了。
可能雪夕早就已经知道了吧？

能有着不可思议方面的相似。
就如你的梦幻 与 我的迷幻。
不是完全相同的相同。

有方面还真是让我感到生气啊。
呵。。。
复杂呀。
做自己就好吧，能合就是能合的。
等你回来，再看事情怎么走吧~

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好特别。。。不，应该说是吸引到了我。。。让我引起了共鸣。。。
那些黑暗。。。音乐。。。越了解。。。就。。。越想让你成为我的。
只有我能拥有的。。。
那些音乐。。。虽然我不知道歌词。。。我都能知道。。。那种很特别的感情/感觉？我喜欢。 呵呵。
哇。

还留着。。。XD

就连现在。。。还是在下着毛毛雨。。。雨真的好大。。。
是眼泪吗？
我从昨天就一直睡不好。。。可以说是没有睡到觉。。。眼睛好重。
我说不出口我会这样的原因，可能说出来后，你会笑吧？
啊。。。
皮卡秋。。。我不会丢你在一边了。
我会抱着你睡的。。。(/ω＼)


啊，早早拿钱去给奶奶，但她一直拒绝我的钱。
最后，我没有办法只好进会自己的银行。
哎，就连我的奶奶都比我的父母更替我早想。。。
在这里我真的要谢谢我的爷爷，奶奶，和舅舅，那时候住在你们那里打扰了。
但是，非常谢谢你们的招待我为我做过的事，我在这里真心的感谢你们。

NEW Gatsby Multi Form Wax

Indeed, the new gatsby wax has arrived in Singapore!
But I only saw the small one.

Well its ok, I just bought and tried it, since I never used finish the big one before.

This size will be just right for me~

I think its quite ok.

Cannot sleep well yesterday night...is it because of the heavy rain?
I feel so uncomfortable.

Just now I watched the replay of the GazettE on J-Melo.
And you know what my mother said?
She and my father said they are crazy and useless, and I'm just as crazy and useless as them watching them.
Reminds me of Ruki parents.
And, my breakfast, because is left on the table by my father, there are so many ants on it.
When I said Why Is There So Many Ants???
My mother pissed off and scold me for being rude.

OK, then what about your speech on me?
Is it much worst? I bet you don't even feel it.
Hate insensible adults like these to the max.
They don't even know how much money they had earn in their career already!

Saying what Korea rising...you know what is helping them gaining their attention?
Its their dam Korea Pop band for F*** sake.
I don't even want to continue argueing already, pissed.

If only I could set up a Visual-Kei band...

现在下着好大的雨。。。。。。
我担心。。会是一些不好的征兆。。。
我担心你会出事。。。
所以起来看看电脑。

[111003] the GazettE - Club J-Melo Awards 2011 (Interview)

Enjoy the show very much seeing the GazettE!
^_^ b

Matenrou Opera (摩天楼オペラ) - 落とし穴の底はこんな世界 PV PREVIEW

对我来说，爱就只需要一种。
给我的，
那就是唯一会跟在我身边，
唯一只有我的那一个女人。
哈哈。
不一定啦。
但是一定会是一个了解我的女人。
到现在，还没有一个人真的了解我。
所以还没遇到。
可能也不会到。
那时候，就只是没有感受到爱罢了。
人生不会有变化的。

看到一个非常感动的过去对话。。。所以我不能太绝。

Seriously, I don't why I have such a mother.
Keep nagging and nagging, fucking piss me off for the whole fucking morning & afternoon!
I can't even stay at home peacefully, and I really think my grandma house is so much more comfortable for me.
Things are just like a vicious cycle, I have to go out alone as always to escape from all of these stuffs.
Why don't she just admit it that she is just a fucking realistic person!?
Scold me just because I never study like others should and pick on me on every little fucking things I do?
Today, she told me grandma that I should pay my grandma some money and treat her some stuffs...What the FUCK.
I already knew I will gonna do and I wanted to give me grandma a good impression on me, since she told me that I should save up this month money and keep it for myself to use (see even my grandma is so much more caring than my 'mother'),
but I intend to still pay her back and buy her some stuffs.
NOW that my mother had told her, what will she think?
She will think that I do it because my 'mother' tell me to.
I seriously feel so fuck up.
I wish I could make them SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Like usual, my mood calms down when I go out and listen to music....accompany by sorrow sometimes.
Its ok for me.
Even if I'm alone when I'm old, if I have my musics with me, I won't be feeling alone...and thats enough for me.

Keep saying study & study, HELLO!?
You think I don't know the benefits of it and how far it would affect me????
Stop being fucking looking down on me.
I'm totally on a different level of thinking than to you!
You don't even know what is true life.
Yea money money keep saying only studying then we can earn money then we can get what we want.
Really?
Do YOU know what I want?
I want happiness in my life and do YOU think that happiness can be bought with those money?
Things are so broad and your view is so narrow!
I really hate argueing with you especially with your stupid fucked up attitude!

Don't even know anything about me and you claim you know me very well.
Great, my blood is boiling again when I heard your voice and talking about you.
You are seriously making life worst than what you think you are 'helping'' in your way.

So fed up, perhaps I should die earlier or just run away with all my stuffs and survive till I die on a nobody land. Thats what I'm thinking now.

the GazettE -the SUICIDE CIRCUS [PV] Preview