Cannot sleep well yesterday night...is it because of the heavy rain?
I feel so uncomfortable.

Just now I watched the replay of the GazettE on J-Melo.
And you know what my mother said?
She and my father said they are crazy and useless, and I'm just as crazy and useless as them watching them.
Reminds me of Ruki parents.
And, my breakfast, because is left on the table by my father, there are so many ants on it.
When I said Why Is There So Many Ants???
My mother pissed off and scold me for being rude.

OK, then what about your speech on me?
Is it much worst? I bet you don't even feel it.
Hate insensible adults like these to the max.
They don't even know how much money they had earn in their career already!

Saying what Korea rising...you know what is helping them gaining their attention?
Its their dam Korea Pop band for F*** sake.
I don't even want to continue argueing already, pissed.

If only I could set up a Visual-Kei band...

现在下着好大的雨。。。。。。
我担心。。会是一些不好的征兆。。。
我担心你会出事。。。
所以起来看看电脑。

[111003] the GazettE - Club J-Melo Awards 2011 (Interview)

Enjoy the show very much seeing the GazettE!
^_^ b

Matenrou Opera (摩天楼オペラ) - 落とし穴の底はこんな世界 PV PREVIEW

对我来说，爱就只需要一种。
给我的，
那就是唯一会跟在我身边，
唯一只有我的那一个女人。
哈哈。
不一定啦。
但是一定会是一个了解我的女人。
到现在，还没有一个人真的了解我。
所以还没遇到。
可能也不会到。
那时候，就只是没有感受到爱罢了。
人生不会有变化的。

看到一个非常感动的过去对话。。。所以我不能太绝。

Seriously, I don't why I have such a mother.
Keep nagging and nagging, fucking piss me off for the whole fucking morning & afternoon!
I can't even stay at home peacefully, and I really think my grandma house is so much more comfortable for me.
Things are just like a vicious cycle, I have to go out alone as always to escape from all of these stuffs.
Why don't she just admit it that she is just a fucking realistic person!?
Scold me just because I never study like others should and pick on me on every little fucking things I do?
Today, she told me grandma that I should pay my grandma some money and treat her some stuffs...What the FUCK.
I already knew I will gonna do and I wanted to give me grandma a good impression on me, since she told me that I should save up this month money and keep it for myself to use (see even my grandma is so much more caring than my 'mother'),
but I intend to still pay her back and buy her some stuffs.
NOW that my mother had told her, what will she think?
She will think that I do it because my 'mother' tell me to.
I seriously feel so fuck up.
I wish I could make them SHUT THE FUCK UP.

Like usual, my mood calms down when I go out and listen to music....accompany by sorrow sometimes.
Its ok for me.
Even if I'm alone when I'm old, if I have my musics with me, I won't be feeling alone...and thats enough for me.

Keep saying study & study, HELLO!?
You think I don't know the benefits of it and how far it would affect me????
Stop being fucking looking down on me.
I'm totally on a different level of thinking than to you!
You don't even know what is true life.
Yea money money keep saying only studying then we can earn money then we can get what we want.
Really?
Do YOU know what I want?
I want happiness in my life and do YOU think that happiness can be bought with those money?
Things are so broad and your view is so narrow!
I really hate argueing with you especially with your stupid fucked up attitude!

Don't even know anything about me and you claim you know me very well.
Great, my blood is boiling again when I heard your voice and talking about you.
You are seriously making life worst than what you think you are 'helping'' in your way.

So fed up, perhaps I should die earlier or just run away with all my stuffs and survive till I die on a nobody land. Thats what I'm thinking now.

the GazettE -the SUICIDE CIRCUS [PV] Preview

我回来了~
可是。。。。一回来，妈妈就一直念。。。
一_一'''

而且。。。
以前的难过和愤怒又会从演吧。。。

BORN Members New Look + PV : ProudiA

Vo. Ryoga

Gt. Ray

Ba. KIFUMI

Gt. K

Dr. Tomo

BORN has started to capture my attention with their fast pace single release and of course their new look style for their latest Single ''ProudiA''.

Its has a very awesome concept that I like, Black Feather.

Seriously, I think their current look is enough for a Major Release.

I think not long after, it will be their turn to go Major.

Here is the new single special site!

http://www.indie-psc.com/born/proudia/index.html

房子设计得很漂亮。。。

我喜欢这样的房子。

Gackt Blue

好恶心。。。
真的好恶心。。。。。。。。
为什么会有这种东西，我非常的讨厌！
污染污染污染。。。。。。。。。。。。。

这里的音乐让我又平静了下来。。。

其实，我跟妹妹是很不配的对不对。
我自己知道的。
我肯定，爱妹妹的人以后会出现的。
那个人会是有点顽皮又爱戏弄妹妹的，但是，每次妹妹有事请，他一定会是第一个来保护你的人。非常纯洁的一个人。
早就知道了。。。

时间很快就会到了。。。

凛 -the end of corruption world- 「Independent ''MAZE''」

I've think I've mention their new release album before?

It comes with Type A & B shown above.

But actually it is till today that I properly listened to almost all of their songs in the album.

I have to say I've neglected this album!

Many of their songs are pretty nice and amazing, especially the sound effects that used to potray the songs feelings.

Its really a great work by Kisaki Production, have to listen to it!

妹妹病了好久了。。。不好不好！！！
快让我的妹妹快快好起来吧！
要是我伸出手能触摸到你就好。。。

exist†trace Miko アメーバ

exist†trace's guitarist Miko's ( whom has the same birthday as me ^W^ ) blog is added !!!

改变

又来了，又回去了以前的地方了～～也没人陪我玩嘛 > ~ <
啊～来到了以前的其中一个公园，当时我跟朋友们一起玩卡和捉人。
但今天来看看时，发现公园外貌已经不同了。
可以说是，我是一个很爱怀念的人吧，所以我不怎么喜欢改变。。。不管是环境啊还是什么的，只要会影响到我对它们的美好回忆，多多少少我都会有点不喜欢。

就好像去新学校一样。。。我没好好去适应就放弃了，可以这么说。

现在的我还是对未来有点模糊，但不要紧。
可能我该去多找找我的朋友～跟他说说往事。。。好像老人？（笑）

音乐器改善，加了好多很棒的音乐，让妹妹听个够！
哈哈～

海賊王 - ８位船員給船長的歌 [高清]

真是的。。。。又是这种很感动的歌曲和感觉。。。
每次想到海贼王。。。。就让我有超级多的感触。
因为这部动画片真的陪了我好久了~
而且带给我的欢乐和所有的一切我都非常的感谢呢~

如果有永远不就很棒吗？

好希望我们能永远保持现在年轻的时候，作者也能永远的让这部动画一直做下去~

因为现在电视没做，我也没这个习惯在电脑上看，所以也错过了好多局了。。。

啊~如果我身边有个能了解我对海贼王的感受就好了。。。哇

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ROCK STAR Magazine Vol.15 [ Alice Nine ]

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.2395014803066.2140102.1481840690&type=1

AYABIE 网站完成！！

我的网站完成了！
我知道妹妹很喜欢流星的歌。
想了想，我就决定做了AYABIE的网站，放着那首歌~
我希望妹妹会喜欢 ^_^
记得去看哦，妹妹!
~Muack~



http://www.ayabie-jp.blogspot.com/