我所需要的。。。是爱 ❤

现在的心情。。。。原本是很难过的。。。渐渐的。。。没感觉了。。。
身体状态也不佳。。。但是我会尽量照顾好自己的身体的。
我好像很喜欢跟不会回答我的人和东西说话。。。
好像抱枕啊。。。不在线的妹妹啊。。。每次都说给他们我的心情。。。为什么呢？
是因为。。。我不想听到批评吗？
我不想人们了解我太多。。。尤其是我的不好吧。。。
所以都把不开心的东西隐藏起来。。。
我是觉得。。。该怎么说呢。。。一直向一个人诉苦也不好吧？
不知让对方知道你不好的事情，而且可能还会被骂。最重要的是，说了也改不了什么吧？
我是不是。。。在逃避现实呢。。。
我一直感觉。。。我自己有错。。。有罪。。。好重的背负。。。
我也好像没有信心面对所有的人。。。
当然。。。就连现在，我还对伤心的事情有所保留。。。
但是呢。。。我还抱着一个期待 ♥
妹妹已近算很厉害了吧，还能容忍这么难搞的我。。。（抓紧嘿嘿 我的我的）
我要的就是你了！(笑）
我会等的。。。
目前。。。我会努力的活着。

P.S. : 昨晚因为门 ‘碰’ 的一声，我就被惊醒了。。。结果也发现肚子饿了。。。时间好像是3.30am左右吧。。。吃些饼干粘咖啡。。。看着戏。。。差不多也4am++
当我想睡时，发现很难入睡。。。（咖啡吧）。。。然后我打了两次喷嚏。
我有个朋友曾经对我说，打一次喷嚏，就是有人说你坏话，两次就是有人在想你，三次就是你感冒了。。。哈哈哈哈， 好瞎对吧？ 但我不知为何，还一直记得。
所以打了两次。。。我就想。。一定设妹妹在想我，呵呵，便决定发了简讯过去。
啊~每次看见妹妹回答心情自然而然会好起来 ^_^

P.S. 2 : 在我现在写的当时，又打了两次喷嚏 , 妹妹~~~~~~~~~~~~ XDDDDDDDDDDD
MUACK ♥

AYABIE 「Lilia」Music Video （Short ver.）

Moran - 紅差し

Love the place so much.

The current songs are for me and not other people.
I seriously hate the chef at my workplace whom don't even have the sympathy for us workers.
When we are hungry and tell them to cook, they give us a fuck face and then act all fuck up.
Its your job to cook for us right? Further more you are so free and have nothing to do, and yet you just find some reason and ignore.
Seriously, go to hell man.
Wait till I fall sick and got some incurable illness, I see how you explain to me.
Perhaps, I should die earlier and end my miserable life.
Sorry for scolding so much profanity language, but seriously, who want to care about me?

异世界 I DON'T CARE - MV

我觉得，这因该是新加坡最好的视觉团了吧？
歌手景挺好看的，声音在这MV也很不错。
里头的一个团员长的有点像A9的沙我？！
好像也是巴斯手！

ScReW New Look : Brainstorm

Why Byou goes the Up Style?
I don't think it looks nice from here...oh well...
Anyway, Rui looks good and his outfit is so eye catching, Manabu and Kazuki looks handsome as always.

Jin....hmm I still prefer his Cursed Hurricane hairstyle.

Sin

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
好讨厌我自己！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
说不出口的讨厌！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

人生真的。。。好无聊。

这张照片。。。每次做工时都会看到吧？ （笑）
而且看了后，脸上一定会露出微笑。
好可爱呢，妹妹。。。可能是因为。。。难得看到活泼的妹妹累累睡觉？(^∇^)
我的想法会很消极悲观吧？ 否则，我一定面对不了眼前庞大的问题。。。我都不敢去想呢。。。但是。。。还是听妹妹的话， 慢慢来吧。
（脑常常会自动空白进入发呆状态）
啊~~   (_ _。)

P.S. :

AYABIE 新造型， 很不错哦！
期待着「流星」✯

優也兄， 真遗憾今年我没有好好的向你说生日快乐。。。^~^

你的歌声和舞蹈让我真的很佩服。。。而且你也毫不犹豫地去追求你的理想和梦想，也非常的清楚的自己的方向。。。不像我。。。

所以，谢谢你一直以来所做出的美好音乐，让我享受，很期待你的新曲［ＳＵＰＥＲＤＲＩＶＥ］哦！

松下優也 / Trust Me「20101225 -Last Night Show-」

This man is so awesome *Q*

怎么办。。。不知道为什么。。。最近，每次听到妈妈打来的电话。。。我都很难过。。。
虽然她只说叫我拿些东西还是什么的。。。听了心情就变得不好去。。。
让我觉得想逃避。。。好惨好惨的感觉。
好像有种不时会被骂的感觉。。。(ﾉ_-｡)
我好不想面对某些现实。。。好畏惧。。。

Lc5 New Look

Check out their individual member 's photo here : http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1859694821093.2094375.1502605986&l=1177c94a6a

Till now, I haven't seen my BLUE FLAME Video properly yet! ヽ(`Д´)ノ

But I really love the sticker look, Shou's look is so great (＾ε＾)

I've been singing Corona for almost the whole morning and afternoon today.
I can actually sing in high pitch for this song so many times!
I feel like... I can be a singer *U*
Haha.
But so what? I don't think that dream is going to come true for me here...
I've started to think that, nothing is forever.

Chinatown Point

I found the Cosplay shop!
Haha I'm so good at finding places, can even find where is it just by the shopping centre name, haha. ^O^

镜音玩偶好可爱呢 哈哈。
以后一定要去台湾~！
然后再去日本住~！ (＾ー＾)ノ
啊，我迷上妹妹了，不见不行 

侧面の我 ☆

看来，旁边还要再长一点~
头发是自然的耶。

Today, I thought it will be  a relaxing day for me...and obviously seeing how I write, it is not.  / A \
I slept kinda too much today....and when I woke up, I actually got a flu 
Ah...still have to work with a sneazing nose, life still sucks for me.

Maybe I'm a failure at handling girls? Yea I know, I always do...thats why I still don't even have a female friends in my life even till now...
In my handphone contacts, I've only message to my sister and other than that, no more female contatcts already... of course, not counting teachers and such.
Is it because the way my parents brought me up that makes me so shy with girls?
But I'm very happy when pretty girls treat me well 

I wonder if my life will always be so sucking 
Alright thats all for today, Goodnight Everyone  


-Edited-
I think its my own problem sometimes...
Actually, my sister loves me too much that I can't feel it. 0 30
Well, when I saw my sister in the future, and she is in her make-up form, I will kiss her all day and hug her to sleep and... ●* U *●
Just kidding, I will hug her no matter how she looks ^O^
I just love you too much, I don't care~! hmph~! XDD

the GazettE New Look : REMEMBER THE URGE

RUKI

URUHA

AOI

REITA

KAI

the GazettE finally started activities again!
This time, they break out 3 exciting news with a launch of their new single 'REMEMBER THE URGE' and also a brand new album 'TOXIC' ! Last but not least, A 2011 Live Tour ' VENEMOUS CELL' !~
Again, these people will rock the Visual kei scene and take charge as the head once again...

Gazerock Is Not Dead.

Music & Nature

Found a quiet and secret place amidst the crowded shopping centre...

                              I just love finding places like this on my own.

The moon yesterday, seems to be luring me to see it...seems to be telling me : 'I will help you ease your emotions a little...'

Indeed, I feel so much better listening to my classic best japanese musics while gazing at the moon...
My beautiful memories and fantasy seems to be flooding back, I love it...

I find the background light very beautiful~✮
While sitting at the pony and looking around, my fantasy creativity seems to be working again, haha.
Seems like I have not lost 'it'.

That night, I especially want to thank, TiA, Kana Nishino, YUI, Sayuri Sugawara, Ruppina, & Hikaru Utada for your music which created the beautiful image in my mind while listening to them.
Thanks for your music that accompanies me throughout the night...perhaps even throughout my life...

ViViD BLUE PV Type B