Today, I thought it will be  a relaxing day for me...and obviously seeing how I write, it is not.  / A \
I slept kinda too much today....and when I woke up, I actually got a flu 
Ah...still have to work with a sneazing nose, life still sucks for me.

Maybe I'm a failure at handling girls? Yea I know, I always do...thats why I still don't even have a female friends in my life even till now...
In my handphone contacts, I've only message to my sister and other than that, no more female contatcts already... of course, not counting teachers and such.
Is it because the way my parents brought me up that makes me so shy with girls?
But I'm very happy when pretty girls treat me well 

I wonder if my life will always be so sucking 
Alright thats all for today, Goodnight Everyone  


-Edited-
I think its my own problem sometimes...
Actually, my sister loves me too much that I can't feel it. 0 30
Well, when I saw my sister in the future, and she is in her make-up form, I will kiss her all day and hug her to sleep and... ●* U *●
Just kidding, I will hug her no matter how she looks ^O^
I just love you too much, I don't care~! hmph~! XDD

the GazettE New Look : REMEMBER THE URGE

RUKI

URUHA

AOI

REITA

KAI

the GazettE finally started activities again!
This time, they break out 3 exciting news with a launch of their new single 'REMEMBER THE URGE' and also a brand new album 'TOXIC' ! Last but not least, A 2011 Live Tour ' VENEMOUS CELL' !~
Again, these people will rock the Visual kei scene and take charge as the head once again...

Gazerock Is Not Dead.

Music & Nature

Found a quiet and secret place amidst the crowded shopping centre...

                              I just love finding places like this on my own.

The moon yesterday, seems to be luring me to see it...seems to be telling me : 'I will help you ease your emotions a little...'

Indeed, I feel so much better listening to my classic best japanese musics while gazing at the moon...
My beautiful memories and fantasy seems to be flooding back, I love it...

I find the background light very beautiful~✮
While sitting at the pony and looking around, my fantasy creativity seems to be working again, haha.
Seems like I have not lost 'it'.

That night, I especially want to thank, TiA, Kana Nishino, YUI, Sayuri Sugawara, Ruppina, & Hikaru Utada for your music which created the beautiful image in my mind while listening to them.
Thanks for your music that accompanies me throughout the night...perhaps even throughout my life...

ViViD BLUE PV Type B

山口リサ「Never Ever～今だけでも～」トレーラー

雨のMessage

Woke up at night and saw my sis 's message... don't feel like replying....
Hearing the sound of rain....I look outside...it is raining heavily indeed...

ViVid - Blue [PV]

Shin 's movement in this MV is not as daring and sharp as Shou's , nevertheless, this song is quite good to explode on Live Concerts.
Always hope I could show my own move styles in MV...

My Territory

VORTEX 's belt  (´ε｀ )

Para:noir - the RED [PV]

我想剪头发了，但是呢，有人叫我流长一点，就能剪那些好看的发型了。
我想剪将的 BLUE FLAME 短发型，但其实，我还不够长耶，前面要更长。
所以我觉得， 松下 優也上面的发型也很不错~？


-编辑-
后来还是被建议，跟着将的照片剪了 囧

之前：

之后：

好像没什么变化哦~！
哈哈，其实是有点啦，只是，手机拍不出。
而且，我觉得，手机拍照时，我的样子会比较不好看？
哈哈，今天，因为没预约，所以得等一个小时， 当我去厕所时，发现。。。其实没剪也不要紧吧，还能省钱，但还是去了 xP

我找不到礼物呢 0 30
惨了惨了，我要更努力想和找才行！！
（说溜嘴了\( O o O) /  哈哈哈 )
我真的好想给嘛。。。忍不住了啦~

抱住了

妹妹，

有你在我身旁，我真的觉得自己，很幸福，很满足了。
你才不会很没用呢。。。你给了我好多的爱。。。好多。。。一般人都不会给我的呢。
我也想让你，幸福又快乐的活下去。。。跟我一起？ 哈哈。。
就说现在。。。只要跟你开心的对话。。。心情就很好哦。

就算我再次变冷淡了。。。我也希望你能记得，我心里真的是很爱你的。

但是，我能确定。。。当我们见面时，什么问题都会没了！ 哈。

只要你不介意的话。。。什么都好~

♥

我的占有欲可是很强的哦 ◔ ω ◔
你确定要跟我吗。。。
哈，当然，不是神经神经的那种~
但我要的 爱 是很亲近的呢 ♥♥
如果还是想要。。。就来抱住我吧~ ◕  3◕

我对你。。。冷冷淡淡，你还是会照样的来找我说话。。。

我有时候， 就像这样，会讨厌自己的行为，但却还是照样的去做，就好像是想毁掉东西，
让自己回去一个人的世界里。。。没人会想管我。
我应该每次都会有这种感觉吧。
可能真的有人，是根本不需要任何人的。
而且，需要的话，就只是一种暂时的尝试或也有可能是谎言。

我要的是。。。
答案，我会自己去寻找。。

Today, while I'm serving food, a lady called on me to help her order food.
Since I'm free, I walked over to help her.
When she opened her mouth and speak, I'm so attracted to her voice~ U 口 U
Her voice sounds so innocent and pure....ahh, so nice~ U 口 U
Haha, oh, I forgot my life motto, being happy is the most important! I will work part time again and enjoy my life~

Woohoo! xD

Life is kinda fuck up man...
I have to work to death almost everyday and now I have trouble sleeping every night?!
My mood now is so fucking bad.
Moreover, I'm beaten by some insects at night every few days...
@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$%^&*

And why am I working so hard for? I have no goals anyway.

Moran 2011.7.20「トリコロール」CD shop店頭用 ver.

Nice~

Bought some new clothes today, so happy hahaha.

Well, I buy cheap ones of course, now I have to work hard to save money

~ 3~

Not bad right? Haha.

Anyway, my hair is kinda awkward at the front, think I will go cut when I get my pay next month ^o^ /

頑張って～！

我的气色好象不太好 X oX

P.S. : My left eye is not nice...sadly, my fringe covers my right eye which is the nice one. X~ X

P.S. : 我的左眼不好看。。。但流海却盖住右眼。。那个比较好看的眼睛。

Don't know why...I've always feel so worried of the future...

I'm so tired working nowadays....especially while I'm full-time...I have to earn money to pay my own rent, school fees, and almost everything...I wonder how long it would last...

Hikaru Utada, I've always see your UH Collection video clips during late midnight in the past while Im feeling sad and down, and your videos, makings,  have never fail to cheer me up...but even now...I can't see them when I wanted to...Your musics have helped in creating a beautiful world in my mind...and I will always thank and admire you as an amazing musician.

Even though my future may be dark, I push onwards...

Even though, I may not be myself with anyone around...I will always be myself when I'm alone.