今天去看恐怖电影，但是。。。我却在片尾时感到很感动。。。当一个爸爸，真的不容易。。
在游戏场所发现妹妹的行踪？！ 呵呵。
Thursday, 16 June 2011
LM.C 's New Look : 「星の在処。-ホシノアリカ-」
Maya
Aiji
LM.C 's new single will also be used as the new opening song for the anime ''Nurarihyon'' Season 2.
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Totto-chan -The Little Girl at the Window-
I've been reading this book for quite many times.
And everytime I read this book, my mind is really impressed with one person, and that person is
Sosaku Kobayashi.
He is really a great educator of children in many sense, in the book, Totto-chan used '' far sighted way'' to describe his teachings and I really agree with her. You see, all of his teachings and actions to childrens at Tomoe Gakuen are really impressive. He emphasised on music and the natural growth of children and in a correct way.
I'm sure there is a much more stronger way to describe his perfect teachings on the children but excuse me for my poor language expression. His vision of an ideal school makes me really admire him, even though he did not teach me before (it is definitely really fortunate if I could study at his school...), his ambition and effort put in are really something we should applaud for. He also helped to break the Barrier among those physically handicapped children from developing a kind of inferior complex among themselves when they grow up in the future, by making them swimming nakedly in the pool with everyone and helping them shedding off their shyness and body complex thinking. This act might seems nothing much But it really is a very effective method.
Also, his belief in Freedom in every children is very important and also very impressive.
He has helped children who are shy to talk in front of large crowds to erase off their fear and no-courage and no-confidence feeling. You see, the headmaster's way of having each student to speak Anything in front of whole school during lunch time has really trained them in their presentation skills and also most importantly, confidence, which are very importantly ''Teached'' at many schools from Secondary school an higher up. But, our current school of ''Teaching'' are really different and not at all close to the effectiveness of Sosaku's...not at all...
Also, I have a lot of feelings while reading this book...happiness, envy and sadness and many other.
I think modern parents should really read this book on their own and learn about the right way to properly teach their children and bringing them up.
For example, Totto-chan's mother, she did not tell Totto-chan she was expelled from her first school, only when she reached the age of 20. This action really helped Totto-chan a lot and shows how a good mother she really has.
You see, she might have said at that time while Totto-chan was still small, ''What's going to become of you? You've already been expelled from one school. If they expel you from the next? Where will you go?''
If her mother had spoken to her that time like this, could you imagine how wretch she will feel when she was entering to her new school? She wouldn't feel so excited and curious when she saw Tomoe Gakuen at first sight and her feelings on the first day will definitely be different and negative, leading her to develop a sense of self- inferiority. But, her mother is really nice and thoughtful, and this consideration has helped Totto-chan in having a healthy mindset as she grew up as well.
But, parents nowadays don't know how to bring up their children properly and often influenced their children with incorrect teachings. Mine is one example.
They say they had brought us up on hardship and we never pay them back or appreciates them. But, how sure are you that you brought us up correctly and we don't appreciate you?
Of course, we have to thank our parents, but you all have caused me to develop a kind of behaviour which has make me become a not-outgoing person and develop negatives emotions on me. I don't express things on the outside, but on the inside.
Maybe some of you reading what I write can't comprehend the important message I'm trying to convey but, I just wanted to tell you how Sosaku's every action on his student have played a immensely positive impact on the student as they grow up.
I have so much impressive things I want to talk about him but I don't know how to convey how great is he through my texts. I really hope everyone would read this book, regardless you are young or old, especially to Teachers and Parents worldwide. This book really tells us what Education really should be like.
Even though I'm not fortunate enough to be able to attend his school, but my ideal school for children is definitely like Tomoe Gakuen, a school where every children's talent and everything will be expressed and developed to the highest level...naturally. If his school still exists, I will definitely send my child in the future to that school. (I think you Sosaku Kobayashi will be very glad when you heard this sentence from anyone...right? ^_^)
When I read his biography in the book, I found out that he is also like me, Loves Music & Nature so much.
Then I started to see his Birthday and mine to see if I'm his reincarnate? Haha.
There are really many things people can learnt from reading this book.
Thanks everyone who participated in creating this book, this book which tells everyone who read, the right way to bringing up a children.
-In Memories of Sosaku Kobayashi-
At the center of the school was its founder and principal, Sosaku Kobayashi, whose love and respect for children clearly shaped the lives and outlooks of all who attended his Tomoe School.
And everytime I read this book, my mind is really impressed with one person, and that person is
Sosaku Kobayashi.
He is really a great educator of children in many sense, in the book, Totto-chan used '' far sighted way'' to describe his teachings and I really agree with her. You see, all of his teachings and actions to childrens at Tomoe Gakuen are really impressive. He emphasised on music and the natural growth of children and in a correct way.
I'm sure there is a much more stronger way to describe his perfect teachings on the children but excuse me for my poor language expression. His vision of an ideal school makes me really admire him, even though he did not teach me before (it is definitely really fortunate if I could study at his school...), his ambition and effort put in are really something we should applaud for. He also helped to break the Barrier among those physically handicapped children from developing a kind of inferior complex among themselves when they grow up in the future, by making them swimming nakedly in the pool with everyone and helping them shedding off their shyness and body complex thinking. This act might seems nothing much But it really is a very effective method.
Also, his belief in Freedom in every children is very important and also very impressive.
He has helped children who are shy to talk in front of large crowds to erase off their fear and no-courage and no-confidence feeling. You see, the headmaster's way of having each student to speak Anything in front of whole school during lunch time has really trained them in their presentation skills and also most importantly, confidence, which are very importantly ''Teached'' at many schools from Secondary school an higher up. But, our current school of ''Teaching'' are really different and not at all close to the effectiveness of Sosaku's...not at all...
Also, I have a lot of feelings while reading this book...happiness, envy and sadness and many other.
I think modern parents should really read this book on their own and learn about the right way to properly teach their children and bringing them up.
For example, Totto-chan's mother, she did not tell Totto-chan she was expelled from her first school, only when she reached the age of 20. This action really helped Totto-chan a lot and shows how a good mother she really has.
You see, she might have said at that time while Totto-chan was still small, ''What's going to become of you? You've already been expelled from one school. If they expel you from the next? Where will you go?''
If her mother had spoken to her that time like this, could you imagine how wretch she will feel when she was entering to her new school? She wouldn't feel so excited and curious when she saw Tomoe Gakuen at first sight and her feelings on the first day will definitely be different and negative, leading her to develop a sense of self- inferiority. But, her mother is really nice and thoughtful, and this consideration has helped Totto-chan in having a healthy mindset as she grew up as well.
But, parents nowadays don't know how to bring up their children properly and often influenced their children with incorrect teachings. Mine is one example.
They say they had brought us up on hardship and we never pay them back or appreciates them. But, how sure are you that you brought us up correctly and we don't appreciate you?
Of course, we have to thank our parents, but you all have caused me to develop a kind of behaviour which has make me become a not-outgoing person and develop negatives emotions on me. I don't express things on the outside, but on the inside.
Maybe some of you reading what I write can't comprehend the important message I'm trying to convey but, I just wanted to tell you how Sosaku's every action on his student have played a immensely positive impact on the student as they grow up.
I have so much impressive things I want to talk about him but I don't know how to convey how great is he through my texts. I really hope everyone would read this book, regardless you are young or old, especially to Teachers and Parents worldwide. This book really tells us what Education really should be like.
Even though I'm not fortunate enough to be able to attend his school, but my ideal school for children is definitely like Tomoe Gakuen, a school where every children's talent and everything will be expressed and developed to the highest level...naturally. If his school still exists, I will definitely send my child in the future to that school. (I think you Sosaku Kobayashi will be very glad when you heard this sentence from anyone...right? ^_^)
When I read his biography in the book, I found out that he is also like me, Loves Music & Nature so much.
Then I started to see his Birthday and mine to see if I'm his reincarnate? Haha.
There are really many things people can learnt from reading this book.
Thanks everyone who participated in creating this book, this book which tells everyone who read, the right way to bringing up a children.
-In Memories of Sosaku Kobayashi-
At the center of the school was its founder and principal, Sosaku Kobayashi, whose love and respect for children clearly shaped the lives and outlooks of all who attended his Tomoe School.
Monday, 13 June 2011
Sunday, 12 June 2011
Saturday, 11 June 2011
Today, my mother called me saying straight away, the M.O.E. send us letter and may require us to pay money if I quit school.
My mood immediately turn bad after hearing how she talks and I said I will come back and settle rudely and cut off the line.
When I went home, I found out that she lied....and she even try to find ways to cover up and said that things comes slowly, one by one issues will pop up.
I am very frustrated whenever she talk with me....I don't know why...I think its because she did not even show any care about me.
She may be caring in some other way, but definitely wrong on me.
I'm living at my grandma's house and rattle to me as if I volunteered to move out and live, do you know you are the one who keeps chasing me out!?
You still don't want to return me my phone, even though I said I will pay all my phone bills myself...
And when I can't take it anymore and decided to leave, she continued to lecture.
Also...I'm very glad and happy about my father....he still showed concern about me...
Even though he just tell me to sleep earlier, don't sleep too late....then try to cover up his concern, I can feel it...
But when I think about my mother....I can't help feeling that sour sorrow again...
My mood immediately turn bad after hearing how she talks and I said I will come back and settle rudely and cut off the line.
When I went home, I found out that she lied....and she even try to find ways to cover up and said that things comes slowly, one by one issues will pop up.
I am very frustrated whenever she talk with me....I don't know why...I think its because she did not even show any care about me.
She may be caring in some other way, but definitely wrong on me.
I'm living at my grandma's house and rattle to me as if I volunteered to move out and live, do you know you are the one who keeps chasing me out!?
You still don't want to return me my phone, even though I said I will pay all my phone bills myself...
And when I can't take it anymore and decided to leave, she continued to lecture.
Also...I'm very glad and happy about my father....he still showed concern about me...
Even though he just tell me to sleep earlier, don't sleep too late....then try to cover up his concern, I can feel it...
But when I think about my mother....I can't help feeling that sour sorrow again...
Friday, 10 June 2011
Thursday, 9 June 2011
To be living is really tired...
I wonder what is the purpose of us living sometimes....
Is it to enjoy? Doesn't everyone travel to the death point someday?
Nothing is forever...in this sense.
I can easily revert back to my old self, when I'm going to the web for nobody except myself.
Nothing much to look forward to except for temporary surprises.
I can just erase everything in a flash....my sister and everyone...and continue living alone till things comes to an end.
Should I?
I'm tired...
I wonder what is the purpose of us living sometimes....
Is it to enjoy? Doesn't everyone travel to the death point someday?
Nothing is forever...in this sense.
I can easily revert back to my old self, when I'm going to the web for nobody except myself.
Nothing much to look forward to except for temporary surprises.
I can just erase everything in a flash....my sister and everyone...and continue living alone till things comes to an end.
Should I?
I'm tired...
Wednesday, 8 June 2011
Truth
To say the truth...
I don't mind myself having little friends or even none
I don't mind eating on my own at school or anywhere else
I don't mind eating cheap foods
I don't mind going out by myself
I don't mind that my marriage (if ever, there is), will be simple and maybe even no people attending except the one I love
The only thing that I mind is...
Whether the one whom I loved, can accept that everything of me...
I don't mind myself having little friends or even none
I don't mind eating on my own at school or anywhere else
I don't mind eating cheap foods
I don't mind going out by myself
I don't mind that my marriage (if ever, there is), will be simple and maybe even no people attending except the one I love
The only thing that I mind is...
Whether the one whom I loved, can accept that everything of me...
Sunday, 5 June 2011
Friday, 3 June 2011
Today I went to school with my parents...
As usual, my mother always don't know how to say things correctly, keep rattle on about useless things...
I know shes my mother, I'm really in debt with her...but, she don't understand that I don't like my private life to be...said out.
Why did you tell those teachers about what I want to go Japan or I like Japan?
I also never said I want to go Japan now but you keep putting words into my mouth.
You know I really hate how you get people to be misunderstood about my real intention?
Do you know that when people hear how you said of me, they will see me as someone immatured? Which is really not the case?!
You keep saying that my thinking is immatured but I must really tell you, I see things so much deeper than you...would you believe me? No.
Why don't you just tell the teacher that, Money is the only concern?
Because you know its wrong and you cleverly use other reasons to cover up your reasons for me not to switch school.
I've asked you before, if I used my own money to pay school fees, and now I would like to change school, would you feel angry like now?
You gave me a direct answer : ''No''.
Just because I never say anything doesn't mean I don't feel anything.
I still considered about private stuffs that I think is uncomfortable for outsider to know.
I still considered your ''face'' and never said to teacher about you wanting me to provide for myself in terms of everything, even wanting to chase me out and find somewhere to live.
When I explain to you your intention you will just rebuke and say, ''I dont care!'' , ''You really still don't know how to think'' .
Ok, its fine, I will continue to make my own choice.
Now, I will still say clearly, ''I NEVER REGRETTED MY ACTIONS''.
Whatever the outcome will be, I won't blame anyone, even though you say that based on my personalities, I will...
But then when I ask you When?
You can't give me an answer.
Thats because I never blame anyone of how things are for me now.
I will still strive to the future that awaits me, without boundaries...
Anryl, I hope you will be able to come through this barrier also.
I know we will if we continue to move forward~
This space for now, has become my life diary instead of Japanese stuffs, sorry for those Japanese fans here, but I will continue to update cool stuffs as usual ^ m ^
To A New World. . . ~
P.S. : Everyone, I'm not able to blog as usual as I want from now on....because...my laptop is confiscated and I'm not really allowed to use computer after withdrawing from school...But please come often, I will still blog here! I will always find the opportunity to use, don't give up on me, everyone!~
As usual, my mother always don't know how to say things correctly, keep rattle on about useless things...
I know shes my mother, I'm really in debt with her...but, she don't understand that I don't like my private life to be...said out.
Why did you tell those teachers about what I want to go Japan or I like Japan?
I also never said I want to go Japan now but you keep putting words into my mouth.
You know I really hate how you get people to be misunderstood about my real intention?
Do you know that when people hear how you said of me, they will see me as someone immatured? Which is really not the case?!
You keep saying that my thinking is immatured but I must really tell you, I see things so much deeper than you...would you believe me? No.
Why don't you just tell the teacher that, Money is the only concern?
Because you know its wrong and you cleverly use other reasons to cover up your reasons for me not to switch school.
I've asked you before, if I used my own money to pay school fees, and now I would like to change school, would you feel angry like now?
You gave me a direct answer : ''No''.
Just because I never say anything doesn't mean I don't feel anything.
I still considered about private stuffs that I think is uncomfortable for outsider to know.
I still considered your ''face'' and never said to teacher about you wanting me to provide for myself in terms of everything, even wanting to chase me out and find somewhere to live.
When I explain to you your intention you will just rebuke and say, ''I dont care!'' , ''You really still don't know how to think'' .
Ok, its fine, I will continue to make my own choice.
Now, I will still say clearly, ''I NEVER REGRETTED MY ACTIONS''.
Whatever the outcome will be, I won't blame anyone, even though you say that based on my personalities, I will...
But then when I ask you When?
You can't give me an answer.
Thats because I never blame anyone of how things are for me now.
I will still strive to the future that awaits me, without boundaries...
Anryl, I hope you will be able to come through this barrier also.
I know we will if we continue to move forward~
This space for now, has become my life diary instead of Japanese stuffs, sorry for those Japanese fans here, but I will continue to update cool stuffs as usual ^ m ^
To A New World. . . ~
P.S. : Everyone, I'm not able to blog as usual as I want from now on....because...my laptop is confiscated and I'm not really allowed to use computer after withdrawing from school...But please come often, I will still blog here! I will always find the opportunity to use, don't give up on me, everyone!~
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