今天我还真的乱花钱。。。头好痛。

Will I come to the point where I hate everything...just like Sephiroth?
I don't know, there is so many problems about me right now...I'm having a serious headache...
Today, I went to Bird Park Hilltop to take some fresh air and embrace the feeling of the past once again.
Suddenly, I feel like meeting the female manager, Gladys when I work there.
So I sit at the bus stop and wait till the shop closes.
Haha...feels stupid, even though I don't know if she got work today.
Anyway, saw old colleagues but not her.
In my opinion, she will be a very nice girlfriend...look at what I'm talking now!?

I always cannot do the things I want even though I really want it.
Like telling a girl that I like her...even though I really like that girl.
Why is my personalities like this? I don't know...perhaps due to my horoscope? Or the bullying I get in my Secondary School?

わからない。。。


But I know...seeing back to the past too often is not too good also...you will not be able to look forward to the future this way...cannot progress...
The future is going to happen but the past won't re-happen again.
But I still turn back and feel the pain uncontrollably.
Perhaps my life is entering the darkest period?...

In the past, I used to lead friends and everybody surrounds me...now...don't know from when onwards...
I'm alone.
To say that I have friends, actually I have none.
I can't call on any to go out with me to a place such as just to blow winds and such.


I feel lost.
Even as I'm typing now, my mind is blank...just typing what comes to mind now.
School tomorrow...even though my sister keeps giving me encouragement, I don't feel any encouragement at all.
Because no matter what others say, things will still have to be done and faced by me...myself...alone...even though my sister says I'm not...actually I am.

Thats why...I yearn to have a girlfriend I love...so that I could really feel her by my side.
To have a feeling and purpose for me to work hard for...and strong one.

I wonder when that day would come...

I'm so fucking fed up right now, work so long, miss my show, monday go school, fuck this whole thing.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lc5 : LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】

結成一周年記念ライブ！　LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】決定!!　(2011.5.17)

日時:2011/08/20(土)
地域:東京都
会場:渋谷CLUB QUATTRO
開場/開演17:15/18:00
料金:4,200(taxin)+D別/オールスタンディング
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発売日:2011/07/23
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受付期間：5/12～5/31

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我知道。。。自己还是一艘。。还不知道要靠哪个固定岸边的船。。。
在大海上漂流也很不错啊，有岸就靠，再出发。。。
好像永无止境的旅程。。不，可能环游着整个世界。。
希望我的未来会天天开心。。。而不是一天忙到晚在公司上班。。
对，我要自由自在的活着，把人生活得开心又精彩。
所以我说， 活着时，开心最重要~
当然我要努力， 但是努力地做我所向往的目标。


我现在目标。。。
虽然还不清楚。。。


就先， 勇往直前吧~ 

开战吧~

JS Photo Time

Gotten this photo from my classmate, so sudden, I saw the GazettE's Pledge banner in here!~ at Shibuya!

头发有点金色，哈哈，我用了那些能洗掉的头发Highlight~

将的鼻子形状实在是很完美哦~

我都好注意鼻子呢， 我喜欢这里的鼻子 =Ｄ

The moon tonight is really...beautiful...so beautiful that it seems like a fantasy...too bad my phone camera is bad but the moon is glowing in yellow color...and the cloud's silhouette being shine on, emits such strange yet alluring feeling in the night...

Accompanied with trees and lighted kites in the park...

Waseda Shibuya Senior High School

Toilet

Classroom Corridor

Staircase

Basketball Court

Swimming Pool & Girl Dorm

Boys & Girls Dorm

Fountain outside the dorm

School Canteen

今天去了日本学校。。。我好想去那里读好久了。。。但我不是日本人，连半个都不是。。。

但是，我还是去问了，问我能不能读。

结果还是不行。。。

我好喜欢那里的课室哦，还在用黑板。。。

我好喜欢那里的篮球场，游泳池，宿舍，食堂。。。如果能跟妹妹一起在那里读书，我对自己人生就很满足了。。。但我知道是不可能的。

看见我周围都是日本人。。。心情不知不觉的就觉得很开心。

I went to Waseda Shibuya Senior High School today, I am so disappointed that I can't study there...why Am I not a Japanese! Even half will do!

Nevertheless, I still went and ask for admission.

I really love the classroom, which they are still using blackboard...

I really love thier Japanese style basketball court, swimming pool, dorms, canteen...I think everything~

Seeing that my surrounding is filled with Japanese people, I feel very happy...

此外，
呵呵，这周的星座占卜，妹妹的粘人性格好可爱~

P.S. : 我买了Alice Nine的 ''Alpha''~ ^_^

我为什么。。。好对不起。。

啊啊啊啊啊啊！！ 我好有罪恶感！！！。。。

妹妹。。

我看到一首歌。。。好。。 > /////// <
但我觉得这样也。。。很好。。。啊~ ~！。。。所以我觉得自己真的很坏吧。。。
至于那首歌。。我说不出口。。。但又好想放上来。。。还是不要比较好吧。。

Why... a butterfly...

啊啊啊啊啊，写给妹妹的文章不见了！？！？！？！
投诉！！

好乱。。。我不知道会不会因为妹妹，我不想读书呢。。。不知道啦。

但是，我很希望自己能不放开你的手。。。也不会影响到真实的我。。。能吗？（会吗？）

坚持到最后，真的就会看到。。。只有坚持到最后的人才看得到的，那样闪闪发亮的东西吗？

我。。。选择了。。。。去相信你。。。

希望有一天，那个美好的日子会来临。。

就继续牵着你手， 我不能放手！！！ 我。。。千万不要放手啊。。。

如果。。。我们能真正的抱住彼此不就很好。。。为什么不能。。

但是，我希望那天的到来。。。希望我能支撑到那一天的到来。。。

~

到妹妹那里。


在此，我也希望妹妹能开开心心，健健康康的度过每一天。

Listening to Red and doing massive Headbanging ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Till my head flies out ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Feeling fucked up and blank...

Versailles - MASQUERADE

Did I do something wrong in the past?
Something that leads me to how I'm feeling now...
I should already forget the feelings for you...or am I concealing it?
I hate to say this but, I don't know.
Why do I want to re-ignite sad things again?...or is it sadness is all the thing I have now...

Synchronicity～第二章 光と影の楽園～ 中文字幕