Suddenly, thinking back the days when I started playing Habbo Hotels on computer with my cousin...the days are really beautiful and colourful...

And even now as I'm writing, I think back about my Primary School days...those are like...something more than nostalgic. It is like the bright beginning chapter of my life...its really quite amazing that I have walked down these paths in the past and come to now...

It has really become a very beautiful memories to me, I will cherish everything...do stay in my heart forever.

Studio 27 Jamming Room, My Hideout

沙发好舒服。

Castlevania: Aria of Sorrow - Chapel

Castlevania : Aria of Sorrow

Although I played this game quite some years back, I still really like this game.

I will borrow it from my cousin again to embrace in its beautiful world.

I recommend those who have GBA to buy this game and play! You will like it if you are a special person like me ^_^

Gone to cut my hair today, well I'm quite happy because I like my back hair so much~

Its so frustrating...my parents don't care about how I really feel...just keep pushing me to study and study.

Fuck, I should have just don't tell them that I skip school.

I really hate many things that will happen to me, can I just sit in a time machine with my current body and goes back to the far past?

P.S. : so happy to see hikki's song in HMV...its her WILD LIFE !~

你在哪里。。。（泪）

昨晚我做了一个梦。
那个梦，我看见了妹妹。。。这是第一次。
我今早很害怕。。。会不会是妹妹托梦给哥。。。

我梦见了妹妹在医院 T_T 。。。躺着。。然后哥哥很着急的跑来看妹妹。
当我看到妹妹时，我感到十分喜悦。。但妹妹是在医院。。。
妹妹看到哥哥时也很开心。。。然后有一些模糊。。
但，我把自己的头放在妹妹的手上。。。感受到妹妹的温暖。
我便去妹妹的床躺。。。让妹妹在后面抱住哥哥 ^/// ^
妹妹感觉有点烧烧的。。。妹妹发烧吗？。。＝（

接下来，妹妹问哥哥一个问题，你说，如果妹妹以后会变成这样（不想说），哥哥还会要妹妹吗？
哥哥很心痛。。。但哥哥很清楚自己的答案，我马上回答，哥哥会一直陪着妹妹，不管妹妹变成怎么样。

妹妹，哥哥。。。哥哥已经不想离开你了。。。
妹妹不在。。。哥哥很难过。。。我不敢想象没有妹妹的日子  T A T

我还真的打去了！xP 心脏跳得好快。。。妹妹我太担心。。。所以打了给你，但你关机。。
糟糕，我还留了很笨的流言吧。。。Ｘ—Ｘ
会不会是我多心了呢。。。
哥哥希望明天一早能看到妹妹。。。好。。妹妹晚安。

突然之间，我有一个疯狂的想法。。。
其实，不管读什么，对现在的我来说，如果能跟妹妹一起，我就很开心了。做什么也都会认真。
所以。。。我想去台湾读书！而且要能看到妹妹的学校！
不知道能不能这样说但。。。我不管！我要去找妹妹了！！！

妹妹，哥哥回家。。到满晚时看到你没上网，突然之间就害怕了起来。。
我。。如果妹妹出事。。。我看我也不要去读书了。。
妹妹。。。哥哥一直都很担心妹妹。。。怕妹妹万一出事，哥哥不能在场保护你。。。我会很生气。。。自己什么都帮不上。。

无论如何，妹妹不管发生了什么，妹妹一定要告诉哥哥！不管发生什么，哥哥都答应不离开你了！好吗？

FINAL FANTASY XIII 挿入歌「Eternal Love」 -special live edit- / 菅原紗由理

I've wasted so much time again!

Thinking of going to school again...I feel so depressed

反正现在没有目标除了组日本团。。。我就去那时那间找我的模特儿公司吧。。。这次我就偷偷的去了。

Since I have no goals now, except for forming Japanese Rock Band, I will go to the model company that finds me few months back...secretly

Marina Bay

在拍这些照时，哥哥都一直想着，我好想让妹妹看到。。。跟哥哥一起看。
我希望有一天，我们能一起玩。
今天跟表哥还真是走了一整天呀 > <
当哥哥在家楼下收到妹妹简讯时也开心了起来。妹妹对哥哥真的很好。。谢谢你~（抱）

Thanks again to my cousin for making my mood better again, even though thinking of going school still sucks.
Anyway, I've learnt of another place to bring my sister if she comes, here!!

P.S. : More photos are uploaded at my Outing album on facebook.

我没目标，不懂长到后要做什么工，好像根本都是不切实际的吧。
我想要很精彩的人生但现在刚好相反。
读书是浪费时间，因为我在读我长大不想做的工。
我很不想一直做着我不爱的工到老。
很多人都已知道长大想做什么了，而且都很实际的。
想到自己不切实际的梦想。。。就惨。。。根本不会实现吧。
我从某时开始这样我也忘了。。

看来，我要去逃避现实了。。等下去表哥家吧。。。至少能开心下才掉回来。。。好过一直不开心。
我很不喜欢时间流逝得这么快。。No Control。
不管现在想为未来做什么都做不了。。Refrain。

我会常羡慕别人，因为我好想跟他们一样，但我做不到。
现在我想走的路是哪一条？
不论说了多久，依然问回我自己。
我很讨厌脑里会一片空白。
人们读了这片文章，一定说我是个消极悲观的人。
妹妹会鼓励我，但一切都是短暂的。。
我知道妹妹会一直希望我们能一起开心，我知道。
妹妹也知道哥哥还是不开心。
哥哥是真的没办法。

我会这样写因该是因为我在别人面前说不出口吧。
至少我还有留下一些我活过的证明。(妹妹别担心）
现在是17岁。

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊，说这些没用的东西！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

~还在幻想中沉睡着的人~

P.S. : Sorry for those who read english only, I've chosen to write in chinese．

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'' 我们慢慢来 ^_^ ''。。。听到这句话，我会感到很欣慰。。
妹妹已经是哥哥的了，哈哈哈 ^ o ^

Already seen the full video of Blue Flame, thanks to my sister > u <.
But, I still have to wait for a months plus for my order to arrive, fuuu  ~ 3 ~

[SPOT]Alice Nine「BLUE FLAME」

Alice Nine 's BLUE FLAME PV is out!
Both short and long version can be found here!

今天上了第一次的日本课。。。虽然也一样没有熟人，但我还是觉得很开心。。
而当我放课后，我走过一个演讲厅，便发现我的日本课外活动的人们在那边。
他们都很热情呢 ^_^
虽然不能读我喜欢的本科。。。（其实。。。我也不知道自己喜欢什么。。。只想的到组团吧。。。）但至少还有些能让我开心一点的东西啊。。

I have my first Japanese lesson today! Although there is no familliar people as usual but I'm really happy..
After my lessons, I went past the lecture theatre that I was finding for holding the Japan Tsubasa CCA!
I went up and told them when would the CCA for me commence and they approached me happily.
I think I will be able to make good friends in both of these Activity.
Although I can't study the main subject that I like...(but actually...I don't really know what I like...(can only think of forming rockband...) but at least there is something that would brightens up my mood...even if its a little..

Dolly - ムーンライトディスコ [Moonlight Disco]

My parent...especially my mother...don't even know anything or put in any effort to understand what I'm going through.
Is she really my mother? I'm thankful for her doing all the house chores, even though I did not express it out.
But, she keeps scolding and scolding, saying how she is doing all these in vain and how useless his son is.
What I need is the support for me to face my future...but my mother only know how to scold and keep rattle on how I'm so lazy and useless...
When I told her about how I may want to change my course if my current course is not doing well...(I'm already feel like changing immediately but I can't)...and she just scold me immediately!
She did not ask why or anything but she just scold me saying that I'm wasting my parent money...
I don't want to say anymore...to me now, I only have my sister...that is all I have.