Tuesday, 26 April 2011
[SPOT]Alice Nine「BLUE FLAME」
Alice Nine 's BLUE FLAME PV is out!
Both short and long version can be found here!
今天上了第一次的日本课。。。虽然也一样没有熟人,但我还是觉得很开心。。
而当我放课后,我走过一个演讲厅,便发现我的日本课外活动的人们在那边。
他们都很热情呢 ^_^
虽然不能读我喜欢的本科。。。(其实。。。我也不知道自己喜欢什么。。。只想的到组团吧。。。)但至少还有些能让我开心一点的东西啊。。
I have my first Japanese lesson today! Although there is no familliar people as usual but I'm really happy..
After my lessons, I went past the lecture theatre that I was finding for holding the Japan Tsubasa CCA!
I went up and told them when would the CCA for me commence and they approached me happily.
I think I will be able to make good friends in both of these Activity.
Although I can't study the main subject that I like...(but actually...I don't really know what I like...(can only think of forming rockband...) but at least there is something that would brightens up my mood...even if its a little..
Monday, 25 April 2011
My parent...especially my mother...don't even know anything or put in any effort to understand what I'm going through.
Is she really my mother? I'm thankful for her doing all the house chores, even though I did not express it out.
But, she keeps scolding and scolding, saying how she is doing all these in vain and how useless his son is.
What I need is the support for me to face my future...but my mother only know how to scold and keep rattle on how I'm so lazy and useless...
When I told her about how I may want to change my course if my current course is not doing well...(I'm already feel like changing immediately but I can't)...and she just scold me immediately!
She did not ask why or anything but she just scold me saying that I'm wasting my parent money...
I don't want to say anymore...to me now, I only have my sister...that is all I have.
Is she really my mother? I'm thankful for her doing all the house chores, even though I did not express it out.
But, she keeps scolding and scolding, saying how she is doing all these in vain and how useless his son is.
What I need is the support for me to face my future...but my mother only know how to scold and keep rattle on how I'm so lazy and useless...
When I told her about how I may want to change my course if my current course is not doing well...(I'm already feel like changing immediately but I can't)...and she just scold me immediately!
She did not ask why or anything but she just scold me saying that I'm wasting my parent money...
I don't want to say anymore...to me now, I only have my sister...that is all I have.
光
昨晚睡觉时,我心里突然感到非常恐惧明天要上学。。不知不觉会喊出来,又想哭,但哭不出。
然后当我看我的电话时,发现有简讯。。
当我打开简讯看。。是我的妹妹发来的!...在这时候。。妹妹还特地发简讯给我。。。
我看到妹妹的简讯时是很兴奋的,但我心里还想着害怕的事。。所以没有好好的回复妹妹。
我真的很开心你能在我低潮时给我这种支持 ^_^
但妹妹也是害怕。。却还能鼓励我。。。妹妹,希望你也不要害怕,我们互相支持。
看到妹妹的第二个简讯时,我心里真的好多了!
我就一直看着妹妹的简讯便睡着了。。。
但我不断的在睡中醒来,而一醒来时,我的害怕又马上回来 Q_Q
然后,我又看着妹妹的简讯再回去睡。。。重复了几次。。
无论如何,我都要感谢妹妹这么的关心我!
我们就一起面对在前方的* 黑暗 。
然后当我看我的电话时,发现有简讯。。
当我打开简讯看。。是我的妹妹发来的!...在这时候。。妹妹还特地发简讯给我。。。
我看到妹妹的简讯时是很兴奋的,但我心里还想着害怕的事。。所以没有好好的回复妹妹。
我真的很开心你能在我低潮时给我这种支持 ^_^
但妹妹也是害怕。。却还能鼓励我。。。妹妹,希望你也不要害怕,我们互相支持。
看到妹妹的第二个简讯时,我心里真的好多了!
我就一直看着妹妹的简讯便睡着了。。。
但我不断的在睡中醒来,而一醒来时,我的害怕又马上回来 Q_Q
然后,我又看着妹妹的简讯再回去睡。。。重复了几次。。
无论如何,我都要感谢妹妹这么的关心我!
我们就一起面对在前方的* 黑暗 。
Sunday, 24 April 2011
Alice Nine Blue Flame CD - 3 Type
BLUE FLAME 2011.06.8 Release!
Standard Edition
01. BLUE FLAME
02. 残響ホワイトアウト / Zankyo Whiteout
03. G3
02. 残響ホワイトアウト / Zankyo Whiteout
03. G3
Limited Edition A
01. BLUE FLAME
02. 残響ホワイトアウト / Zankyo Whiteout
-
01. BLUE FLAME Music Clip
02. Music Clip Making
02. 残響ホワイトアウト / Zankyo Whiteout
01. BLUE FLAME Music Clip
02. Music Clip Making
Limited Edition B
Saturday, 23 April 2011
Friday, 22 April 2011
安全感
现在想到要去新学校,心里一直还有着 '怕,怕,怕 '的感觉。
上学就很想快点放学。。
只有跟妹妹讲话,听妹妹的意见,才会让我感到安心。。
我要牵着妹妹的手走下去。
虽然我对我的未来还有所害怕,但我会带着妹妹的鼓励来面对。
我也希望我的鼓励能让妹妹觉得安心 ~ * U *
如果真的能跟妹妹上学,一起读就最好了。。
我只需要妹妹,一个了解我的人在我身边就够了。。这样会很贪心吗。。
我也不想妹妹老是听哥哥的诉苦。。。想让妹妹听开心的事。。
O ___ O
但我人生就是这样子。。。希望妹妹不会嫌弃。
P.S. : 我的学校没有我要的音乐团课外活动,糟糕,没团组了,美梦泡汤了 x-x
My new school don't have any jrock band as CCA for me to join,
my sweet dream is ruined x-x
上学就很想快点放学。。
只有跟妹妹讲话,听妹妹的意见,才会让我感到安心。。
我要牵着妹妹的手走下去。
虽然我对我的未来还有所害怕,但我会带着妹妹的鼓励来面对。
我也希望我的鼓励能让妹妹觉得安心 ~ * U *
如果真的能跟妹妹上学,一起读就最好了。。
我只需要妹妹,一个了解我的人在我身边就够了。。这样会很贪心吗。。
我也不想妹妹老是听哥哥的诉苦。。。想让妹妹听开心的事。。
O ___ O
但我人生就是这样子。。。希望妹妹不会嫌弃。
P.S. : 我的学校没有我要的音乐团课外活动,糟糕,没团组了,美梦泡汤了 x-x
My new school don't have any jrock band as CCA for me to join,
my sweet dream is ruined x-x
Wednesday, 20 April 2011
Is studying the only way to go in Singapore?
I'm really worried life will just be like this for me...
After studying my polytechnic, hotel & leisure facilities management, go army and then work after coming out from army...
Well, I went to Resort World Singapore today, the hotels are all quite beautiful...thinking of taking photos but my handphone 's battery is going low, so I can't take any.
Well, I still don't feel so happy going school, even though its a little better than first day.
I really hope I can play Japanese musics as a Jrock band , but I think my current school don't have any....so I join the Japanese cosplay, culture & manga CCA instead.
How I wish, I could have someone who will go through the same life with me...same school and course with me forever, can share my woe especially like this period...
But, I don't.
All I have now is my sister's support to go on everyday...
I'm really worried life will just be like this for me...
After studying my polytechnic, hotel & leisure facilities management, go army and then work after coming out from army...
Well, I went to Resort World Singapore today, the hotels are all quite beautiful...thinking of taking photos but my handphone 's battery is going low, so I can't take any.
Well, I still don't feel so happy going school, even though its a little better than first day.
I really hope I can play Japanese musics as a Jrock band , but I think my current school don't have any....so I join the Japanese cosplay, culture & manga CCA instead.
How I wish, I could have someone who will go through the same life with me...same school and course with me forever, can share my woe especially like this period...
But, I don't.
All I have now is my sister's support to go on everyday...
Monday, 18 April 2011
Sunday, 17 April 2011
The Everlasting Beauty
I love to walk alone at these places at this time...so peaceful....hah....
School starts officially tomorrow... Work Hard!! ~ 3 ~
Saturday, 16 April 2011
Fuck, I have gone astray again...well who cares.
Anyway, I'm sick and tired of all these things that I will eventually gone through in life.
What going to NS, study, then work & die later...life is just so fucking boring!
I hate how this world is now...everything just sucks...just decompose already.
If end of the world is going to happen next year, I will not feel sad or anything, it is just a finally rest in peace for me.
Anyway, I'm sick and tired of all these things that I will eventually gone through in life.
What going to NS, study, then work & die later...life is just so fucking boring!
I hate how this world is now...everything just sucks...just decompose already.
If end of the world is going to happen next year, I will not feel sad or anything, it is just a finally rest in peace for me.
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