好像很久没照了。。。今天出门就拍张

脸还看得出有一些痘痘

心情好复杂。。。。

有些事情都不方便在这里说了

很奇怪

听着一些新的好听中文歌。。。

也可以感到特别低落。。。心情变得很灰

像是因为关于爱情的歌词特别影响心情

也许是

可能通常都是听外语歌，所以不会像中文歌那样明了

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我觉得可能是身为华人，所以有种被根源 ‘吸引’ 的意识

真的很想去中国探讨探讨

想着就会让我想大叹口气

世界那么大

我落后了多少

多少该有的体验与见识都略了

让我整理整理心情。。。。

考虑考虑未来能走的步伐。。。。

Survive Said The Prophet - MUKANJYO【Live/MV Edit】

 For the editing notes this time, I think the only problem I've got with this is the volume

Should have just raised it higher

Feeling tired after work, so did not improvise much

Other than that, I'm clearer on the technical skill of editing

New things to try would be to use maybe split screen effect

One slower and one faster, together in frame

Which I have not tried yet

This is probably my fav song of them so far

Known them from the work of Yosh with Sawano

Pretty cool band, so do check them out

Haven't yet listen to more of their songs, will be great if there's more epic ones like this

Feeling kinda stressed too

Theres like a lot of things going on

A lot of vids on to-do list, so little time

If possible I just want to take a long break from work

To clear up the list, rest, workout, find love companion

One thing to add....not able to dine out is really such a big hassle

There's a lot of arrangement needed all-around

Also building up more professionally for myself

I'll try to sort out all as it goes....

Show me love

ღ130721

 

My hair perm effect is slowly going off

Just had to add some wax now to shape it up

Will probably get the same perm when my hair returns back to the natural state

Really like the effect for the past few months of not needing to use any styling products

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So....quite a few things happened for the past weeks

Wanted to be happy and I did

Its what I needed to do

And for the better of me growing and moving forward

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Recently, I'm feeling interested in exploring China and also wanting to learn more about their culture and places

Inside me I just feel theres so much to explore there....

I'm actually excited about it

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There's a lot of concept in my mind for my next video work

The one I really wanted to make now is of the Attack of Titan

Theres already a lot of imagery coming to my mind listening to their songs

Hopefully I could keep the fire burning within, and produce it soon when I got the energy and time

Tielle - Beyond 【Live/MV Edit】

Back to some clinical edit

This time round, I've made sure cuts and all are better and cleaner

I'm pretty satisfied with this myself....so yea

Right now the directions I'm going towards seems to be clearer and clearer....?

And I'm pretty glad to be able to do what I like to do, or good at doing?

Anyway

Quite surprised our m-flo video got passed 10k views

Thanks a lot for the support

I'll make sure to maintain or improve the quality of my videos

As I know the m-flo vid isn't too well done

But I've made it back with this latest video

Featuring this song 'Beyond' by Tielle

Do show your love & support for this beautiful talented singer

Have a great week ahead~

m-flo loves YOSHIKA - let go 【Live/MV Edit】

After reaching past 1k subs

There's actually some cool features unlocked and available to me now

Besides monetisation, I could also create posts under my new community tab

And also tag official artists on my video and share posts to YT

It's pretty cool to unlock these finally

Anyway, sorry to say, I don't think I'm doing great editing this time round

It's more like sharing of a song I liked

Nonetheless, still spent quite some time editing it

Could have go play games and do other stuffs but I chose to do this

So do share some support for it k

It's finally more off days.....

Let me be happy....

EGOIST - Eleventh-hour『絶体絶命』

不久前听到的歌。。。。

没想到原来是 EGOIST 的新歌

奇怪？怎么突然打起中文。。。。我也不知道

今天工作时再次听到

才真正意识到

很巧妙的

这首歌应用了类似中文字的翻译

但也不奇怪，因为这是中文手游的主题曲

意境很巧妙。。。

好像是为自己浮现出来的歌

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不知结局会是怎样

Not in good mood nowadays....especially when I think about something

Thoughts of it can be very distracting

I have to keep it aside to carry on functioning normally and work

There really isn't any reply of sorts

And my mood is fluctuating as the days goes by

I'm not sure how long more before I'll decide on pulling the plug

I wonder how much regret and feelings will comes with it again

It's too hard keeping up like this......

And yes, I've actually hit 1k subs

Thanks all

I'm having a hard time now trying to bring myself to create videos

I just feel so restless and down

Will try to complete and finish my planned video works when I can

There's actually a lot of contents I could make from this direction

But I just need time to settle back down

And I'm not sure how long

Besides feeling like crap, I still had to go for IPPT today

I passed, guess my regular exercises routine helps out

I'm really not feeling on form today, but a clear is good enough

2V-ALK : VV-ALK : WALK

This is actually the title song track for this amazing album

I really like Sawano's concept on different scales

For example, the album's name

It's his 2nd album so he included the numerical symbol in it

as well as the exact no. of alphabet with it to form the word

so 2 V makes a W

And this album is read as WALK

To Walk.... this song.... expresses it all

It's a really beautiful song and I can't wait to finish my videos on this album

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Some thoughts.....

I believe the soul exists before the body

How we looked, shaped, is pulled along by the shape of our soul

Do not let death or the concept of dying, threatens you to do the wrong thing

Maybe could see it as a trial of sort

Where one's true judgement, comes after

澤野弘之 / SawanoHiroyuki[nZk] :「gravityWall」- ft. Tielle & Gemie 【Live/MV E...

It's been some time since I've made a music video edit

This time round, I'm into the works of Sawano Hiroyuki

Specially rock songs from his「2V-ALK」album

They just sounds so full and filling for me

So satisfying to listen to

I'll be creating vids revolving around the mythical beasts featured on some tracks in the album

So keep a lookout for that

Anyway this video is a combination of both the promo m/v + live footage of another song performance

So I mix both of them up while also trying to turn up the volume overall

However I find that the volume level is still lower than what I wanted it to be

Just raise the volume to a higher level to fully enjoy it I guess

Also added a video aberration effect to spice up a little

Again, really happy to be able to include his work into my channel

What Sawano is doing, is probably one of the thing I would want to be able to do

To collaborate with different amazing vocal artists as part of projects

Creating really amazing song and tunes like these....it's just too good

Therefore I really admire him to be able to pull it off

As I can't produce such music like him, I'll just do what I could

By editing, creating, promoting cool music videos instead

Looking forward to getting 1000 Subs now~

Cystic

Had a bad cystic acne for some time

After draining the abscess, hope it quickly heals

It's very annoying to have bad blemishes like this

Not sure the exact reason for this, but I think its having to wear facemask

when the weather is hot and stuff while working

It's just so bad for the skin

If not for this blemish, I would defnitely be in a even better mood

Besides continuing fitness training & eating a lot during off-day

I'm also trying a new stuff

Nowadays, still quite troubled about relationship approaches

I'm only starting to get the feeling that I'm ready to get into these now

Some random feeding of a really affectionate and hungry siamese cat today~

Jack The Ripper /【London Bridge Is Falling Down】Theme Song

This is definitely one of the examples of really cool renditions of old songs / tunes

Recently, I've also got some image of a song that would sound really cool with Rock renditions

But I kinda forgot which song it was right now.....

And really.... kinda realised I've actually had short term memories nowadays

Kinda worrying, probably will look for some supplement soon

Talking about supplements, I'm actually looking into such stuffs nowadays too

There's hair supplement currently, always better to start early rather then late

So yeap

Good thing is, my bodyweight actually has been increasing in a satisfactory way

The more training I do, the more mass I put on, and it then acts as an added weight for me

for my exercises such as push up and pull ups to improve constantly using heavier bodyweight

Currently at 58kg, looking forward to 60kg soon~

Jack the Ripper : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQ56y3GTOD4

Back to the original topic

Actually I'm not watching this Anime much

Just kinda got recommended to me on video feeds recently and I'm attracted to the artstyle

It's really well done

Coupled the cool visual with cool soundtracks, its definitely passable to me

Itadori Yuji | Jujutsu Kaisen : Shibuya Incident Arc (w/audio)

Got some motivation and time after work to create this

The 4th and last part of this JJK Animation Project for now

I didn't forget to add in some vocal sound this time to spice up some scenes

Though still....Sukuna's part could still be more better refined

Actually a while back when looking at some of the JJK characters

Somebody actually has some uncanny resembly to me in terms of birthday and relations

It's actually the protagonist for Episode 0.....pretty cool huh

OLIVIA - GREATEST HITS

Feels like I've sort of completed my collection

Gotten this best compilation album from Olivia and its definitely the best one

Surprise not surprise, inside this album there's actually not too much of Olivia's photoshoot

Instead it contains mostly special artwork done by Olivia herself if I'm not wrong

Of course I do wish there would be more beautiful pictures of her because I really like her style here

But its fine as well

And so I've gathered all the 4 great cardinal artists to my collection

Feels complete.

Afterwork meal I've made recently

Granola + Tomato + Chips + Chocolate

With Soya milk

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Really don't know how to implement the CSS3 Accordion Slider into my site, after meddling for some hours

At the end I settled with a straightforward image instead of the cool slide

They kinda represents the 4 cardinal direction in some way

North being Olivia

South being Utada

East being Suzuhana

West being Rachel

When think about it, they just fits in so well

WagakkiBand 和楽器バンド - 暁ノ糸 (shorts ver.)

Got some time to edit some videos

I really love this music video of Wagakki Band, its one of my favourite from them actually

The style, visual effect and flow of this whole video is so impressive

Especially with the dragon....it really ascends it all

Really glad to be able to create #shorts video for this music clip, thanks YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rMauxkqG8Q

Another video that I've created today is the continuation of the Shibuya Incident Arc

This time round its Nobara's one

Sadly, I gotta say I did not made it impressive enough this afternoon

I forgot to add in her voice effect, beginning faded out too fast, and yea...

Better adjustment could be made

Even could have added Nanami's voice to make everything cooler

But because there's some bad arguments with parent causing me unable to concentrate properly

while creating the video....it kinda vexes me and makes me angry thinking about it

Oh well

鈴華ゆう子 / WAGAKKIBAND - CD Collection

Tried using the fastest delivery option and its sure is fast

Handpicked these as the best collections from Wagakki Band that I wanna collect

Especially for the Music Video of  'Strong Fate' , 'Akatsuki no Ito' & 'Sabaku no Komoriuta'

I really like the color scheme for the 'Cradle of Eternity' CD

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宇多田ヒカル『PINK BLOOD』

Didn't talked too much about Hikki's new release due to time contraint

Another great song to listen to...lyrics are great and close to my heart as well

The lyrics that stood out to me which I find really cool is definitely this :

王座になんて座ってらんねえ

自分で選んだ椅子じゃなきゃダメ

which translates to something like :

I won’t be happy with any thrones to sit on

Cause they’re no good to me if they’re not the seat I’ve chosen myself

Definitely my favourite lines of the song, the tune on that as well

It already stands out to me when I edited the preview video of this song of hers

Now I get to hear it fully....how wonderful

Gojo Satoru | Jujutsu Kaisen : Shibuya Incident Arc (w/audio)

Ok, another surprise project popped up on me today

Put it together with some effort today and I'm quite satisfied with it

Just that right now when I look back....

 

I'm kinda impatient again, because I could have added different subtle effects / frames

to the whole video, but because I just feel really excited to dish out the content

I kinda forget about the effects and stuffs

Well anyway

Creating this is something new for me again, never made this kind of content before

It's really exciting to find the right soundtrack to fit in for different parts of the video

Oh and all of the soundtracks used are from the Original Jujutsu Kaisen OST CD

Definitely worth adding that to your music collection because its really lit 🔥

Once again, I'm feeling really rushed nowadays

Really wants to have more leisure time for me to slow down my pace and adjust more comfortably

to lifestyle, wants to build up more on my physique as well....

Well, overall it isn't too bad, will still try to sort time out to do stuffs I wanna do regardless

WagakkiBand 和楽器バンド - 砂漠の子守唄 (shorts ver.)

It's really interesting......

The flow of the music I'm editing into.....

From my project trailer, it's like I've went through each of them one by one

And now finally reaching the final artist in it.....

It's really hard to describe what I'm feeling and going through time to time

I'll probably just express myself doing what I like to do this way

This song just catches me when I heard the chorus....another gift for today....

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砂に　落ちた

星屑　掬い

夜空を　仰ぎ

願い　時を駆けた万華鏡

一人　旅人が語り出す

昔々の和の国で

悲しみの中　朽ち果てた

聴こえてくる　子守唄

 

泣いて泣いて泣き疲れ

酔いて酔いてまた立つさ

恋いて恋いてなお堕ちてゆくが

我のカルマ如く生きる

 

説いて説いて受け継がれ

越えて越えてまたゆくさ

時の季の世に強く根付くが

メルクマール　今も生きる

 

砂に　埋もれ

吐いた　毒は

二度と　振り向かぬ

誓い　刻を決めた羅針盤

 

起源を辿れば　動き出す

記されていた　オアシス

手相の上で　転げては

口ずさんだ　子守唄

 

抱いて抱いて抱き尽くし

迷い迷うこともあるさ

流浪　流浪のこの身を

庇うものなど無い　我に生きよ

 

泣いて泣いて泣き疲れ

酔いて酔いてまた立つさ

恋いて恋いてなお堕ちてゆくが

我のカルマ如く生きる

 

説いて説いて受け継がれ

越えて越えてまたゆくさ

時の季の世に強く根付くが

メルクマール　今も生きる

 

紡ぎ紡いで只管(ひたすら)

耐えて耐え抜く生き様さ

Nowadays, time to time, theres sort of these 'challenges' that appears to me

It's like a crossroad situation that I could do something about it to help....

If I manage to step up and do something about it, to try make a better outcome

It will makes me feel better....

sort of have this feeling of completing a mission?..

But if I did not step up to it, and things turned bad, I would end up with a regretable feeling

A feeling that I think I could actually save the situation instead of letting it gone wrong,

if I had done something at that point in time

Then its kinda like I didn't live up to myself for that day.....

I really hope I could get into sharp focus on such situations more quickly....

And live up to myself as much as possible.

♪ Goodbye Summer - Han All & Saevom

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=y_V5tLxU_Ow

Tune of the day~

New Lens

 

Tried on the new contact lens today....well...it's quite a mix feeling

It's nice the longer I wore it, but for those seeing for just a brief time

It probably feels kinda weird?...

But then again, trying something new is always better than not

Recently, I probably has become more tanned

Especially on my face and forearm...

Time to buy the whitening kind of facewash and hope I could remember to apply sunblock

when needed at work.....😴

S.SocietyTV (Podcast) | Session #5 - ヴィジュアル系 - Visual-Kei

Alright I'm posting this up before the premiere (laugh)

Do check out today's podcast session as I talked about something that levels me up in the past

It's really nostalgic, especially more looking back....and remembering some of the people I've met

It's Visual-Kei today

没错，都是我一个人吃的份 （笑）

Well just nice today is the last day of dining in before stricter rules are implemented

So I actually had my fill today perfectly on my off-day

Did some running, pulling and pushing as well....pretty much trained all

Kinda satisfied with the result I'm seeing for my body

Gonna maintain and continue on building up naturally with my training

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=N449SmYQrEU

Nice reco Rachel....🔥

New Shades

 

Went to bought new contact lens & shades today

It's probably my first proper one

I've got this feeling to buy one because of how its said to help people with the sixth eye....(laugh)

Covering my eyes makes it feel more relaxed & less tiring indeed

I didn't look around too much before settling down with this pair....

Maybe a smaller design one would be better....hm...not patient enough to look around more

Doesn't look too bad I guess

There's a lot of things I could say but not sure where to start.....hmm..

Recently I've tried perming on my hair for the first time

Although I don't really like the process, I do like the effect

Right now I do not even need to style my hair with any products

There's just this natural good volume and shape which holds up all the way (laugh)

Overall I'm pretty satisfied with the result

Over at my workplace, things are still pretty peaceful, though weather might be kinda hot

But still, so far I'm able to work without any dreadful feeling compared to the past

The amount of break time really makes a huge difference

Although I do help cover the other sector time to time

The feeling isn't that bad with the positions given to me, the people that have known me

throughout the time here....its good

Time isn't even hard to get by at all while listening to music to keep me active & alert

Lifts my mood and makes working so much easier too

Furui Riho - I'm free  (Music Video)

This is one of the songs I'm hooked to listening today....do check it out

I've also prepared enough for my upcoming podcast sessions in the future

Hopefully I could get 1 done in my coming off days

And with that said, hope everyone would have a great week ahead, signing off~!

S.SocietyTV (Podcast) | Session #4 - 真・女神転生III - NOCTURNE

It's quite last minute, but I got the feeling to record the fourth session

Prep most of the questions while working past few days, so even more incline to do this

Strangely, restrictions check are still ongoing, seems much longer than usual

Even after my video has finished premiering

But I feel it should be safe using instrumental soundtracks

Bought quite a few useful stuffs today

It's okay except for the fact I didn't manage to visit the salon today

Hairstylist is off and I gotta wait till Sat....oh well

Have a great week ahead 👋

「ヒカルパイセンに聞け！」050221

https://www.instagram.com/tv/COX0_AjJ4EV/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link

 

About just in time today after work and saw Hikki's Insta Live

There's quite a long talk in japanese mostly, do check it out on the link above

Initially I decided to record some part of it and upload them after reaching home

But after realizing she uploaded on her end, I just abort the plan

Since theres no point in me doing that anymore

Well well well.....what can I say

The women I loved will always be beautiful and indeed she's still so beautiful

Though the feeling now sort of changed towards more of a less romantic kind?...(laugh)

But you know, as always, she's always gonna be up there

Finally gonna have my off day tomorrow

Hopefully I could get to relax and be in a good mood

There's some thing I'm looking forward to do tomorrow

So far work is really great, grateful for the working position I've gotten now

It's really so much better this time round

Looking forward to more good things to come in the future as I move along

安田レイ (Rei Yasuda) - Passcode4854 (shorts ver.)

 

Sadly this is fully restricted as well....I wonder if there's some changes in YouTube Policy....

Right when I've decided to praise them in my podcast today....jeez

Anyway new style of video & effect

Right here in this MV....

レイ。。。ほんとに「盛世美颜」だよ

S.SocietyTV (Podcast) | Session #3 - 宇多田ヒカル

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBX3DueQnUg&t=985s&ab_channel=SYOU%2Fssocietytv

Ok its really a downer....realizing this whole podcast session is restricted worldwide

Due to songs copyright claims....

I thought her songs are fully available for worldwide listening.....

Why is it worldwide restricted instead.... :(

Either way, I would still put it up and store it as my #3 session....

Hopefully in the future, they would do something about lifting it

I don't mind them claiming anything or putting up any ads at all

I only wish for this video to be able to be viewed publicly....

Oh well....

To anyone interested in this podcast session's playlist, here it is :

▶ https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL2AqMvtuTNFtI3lIAX6vhwV8dJT0vq1-1