桜雨

Under a cherry blossom rain,

together,

we had a vain and fragile dream.

Why are you the only one

that my capricious heart

can't let go?

The love of two people

represents the evening.



Under a cherry tree

I leave there my floating heart

and walk away.

That dreamlike story

has turned out to be a joke.



Everything that happens in front of us

looks like a true miracle.

We even seem to forget to blink and to breath.

Under a cherry blossom rain,

together...

A precious scene that demands just a moment.

Even if with the dawn it seems I come out from a dream,

I'd love you even more.



The days I cannot meet you

are clear, or they are cloudy;

why the world always looked different 'till now?



I laugh, as always, but

probably I look lonely.

I made you do that face,

and I hate myself.



Under a cherry blossom rain,

together,

we had a vain and fragile dream.



A guilty and repeated lie:

sharing countless last kisses,

maybe we'll be able to end this.



It will give you new feelings,

this love will look like your first.

Who do you love, now?

Even if you struggle,

you'll be pervaded,

because this is an essential poison.

Enough, untie yourself!

Free yourself now!

Go away, far away!

Become the past.



Remove the scars from your accumulated wounds,

even if they'll come back again and again;

their feeling and the pain

are not remotely important,

because even if you're stained,

I'll still love you.



Under a cherry blossom rain,

together,

we had a vain and fragile dream.

Why are you the only one

that my capricious heart

can't let go?

The love of two people

represents the evening.



"Even if we're not destined,

staying connected,

will we ever be able to change?"


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This MV is really well made, and kinda catches my attention.....

It's like something I would like to have now but couldn't....

Anyway, one thing I appreciate a lot from japanese music is that

even if it's in visual-kei or rock genre, their lyrics can still be so deep and meaningful.

DISTRESS AND COMA

滿座 Full House

Saw this while feeding tuxedo kitty cat downstairs 😌

Actually it's while I'm trying to find a box for her to rest in

Sad to see her sitting alone in a corner.....without a comfortable place to rest in.....

MTG War of the Spark pre-release event

so many different Planeswalkerrsss~

Went to help play for my friend at the local shop for this new event

It's kinda excited and fun to see so many Planeswalker appearing, as usually they are rare & exclusive

But for this set, it just changes the whole concept and take it to a new level

So I didn't spend much money but $20 and I've gotten all these....(laugh)

Actually main thing for me is to just collect cards with beautiful artworks that I like

As I'm switching to playing Online nowadays (more efficient and saves card material)

So no point keeping too many cards inside my cupboard

I probably won't be joining other events after this onwards....

Kinda running out of space to keep them all

Also, there's more important matters I got to do...

manage to collect my favourite cards of the set in foil version

Finish setting up PC for streaming....its kinda easy actually

Due to a friend pushing me to complete it, and I did....thanks I guess

Hard part is definitely getting audience and revenues of course

But I don't think this is whats for me, as I already feel tired of playing too much games

Well, but I did accomplish what I had previously wanted to do...so it's still something I guess

Just that it will be like a boring leisure activity for me....

Maybe for sharing of music while I stream, playing and chatting with friends at my channel...etc

What's important now.....is probably future planning like getting a proper job.....

Which honestly is the biggest problem for me....not sure what's the best move right now....

Sadly my interview for Owndays didn't get through....well

Hopefully by this year I could settle down on this

My NP application didn't get through, not like I would expect it to be otherwise

Actually I don't really see myself going back to Poly at all, just applying for the sake of closing it 

once and for all

So far for 2019 this year...

Feel like I've completed quite many things on my checklist

I would hope for even more progress this year still, with better and greater changes in life....

25 just feels like such an important point of time in life.....it's kinda scary

TIGI

Wanted to introduce and share about my favourite hair styling products of all-time

And one that I've been using a lot nowadays....and its definitely not Gatsby....hah

It's these 2 product, from a brand named TIGI

Really amazing, especially the hair wax which could make my hairstyle looks great the whole day

Out of all the products I've ever used thus far, I think this is the only one I would

 used up all and stick to using it without hesitation

Really glad to have known about this product from my hairstylist

Anyway, I'm going to attach the product link here for reference :

https://www.tigi.com/bedheadformen/us/product/matte-separation-workable-wax/

Another one of it is of course the hairspray which I found and bought separately

It works wonder as well and it has a nice vanilla smell?...

Probably the best hairspray fragrance I've ever used as well

When pair together, my hairstyle could last the whole day without much problem

Regardless of wind or wearing caps and stuffs, my hairstyle could just be easily molded back

It's that great and so I've decided to share them here

Alright, peace out~✌

♪ :  李荣浩 - 耳朵 🔂

Is it getting better?....

I hope so.

Think I should be paying visit to those music bars / cafes I looked up before soon

To check out for any performing opportunities

Sometimes I feel motivated to do so.....

But most of the time now I just simply doesn't have the mood

Feels so tired...................

好久不见的猫咪！。。。刚刚放工突然在楼下看见它！

呵呵。。。

它变比较大更胖了呢。。。♡

希望它在外头能继续平平安安的。。。

(˘◡˘)

Ninjas in Pyjamas

My NiP Team Jersey has finally arrived

And I'm liking it very much...its so awesome!

My Youtube Channel

Finally, after writing about it in the past....

I've managed to setup my Youtube channel and posted the first content yesterday night

It seems kinda rush but I'm actually pretty satisfied with what I've created in such a short time

https://www.youtube.com/user/SyouSociety

Looking forward to getting my first subscriber! (laugh)

Finally....back with a new PC

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And finally.....

Been unable to post using mobile phone due to the inconvenience of formatting

2019 has already been quite a year for me....or at least I feel

Been having some acne problems nowadays....

It's been quite a while.....

My laptop has been malfunctioning, so it will just shutdown all of a sudden and having problem to start it properly again

I even feel lucky to be able to make this post right now


Anyway recently I'm playing Magic the Gathering card game after being introduced to the game by friends

Been enjoying it, liking the artworks and stuffs


Went to the MOE ECG department today for some education counseling, hoping to get some guidance for my next year poly application....if I do go for it

Do wish that I could get into a course which I would excel in.....preferably back into my hotel management course

Of course apart from that I will be thinking of other backup plans

This should be the last time I would try to apply for poly as well....yeap

So far all the beers kinda taste the same for me.....

And they don't really taste fantastic at all either, just taking to help for better sleep.....

到目前为止许多啤酒的味道好像都是一样的

而且也没什么好喝。。。就只是想帮助睡眠才喝的。。。。。

Dreamsprite.....

The art is so dreamy, takes me many years back when I first saw it.....

What is there to be stressed about......as a human

Being alive.....not waiting to be killed for food like all the poor animals out there.....

Just this thought alone is enough to clear out any reason for me to feel stressed

身为人类。。。有什么好烦恼的

活着。。。而不是像那么多可怜的动物因食物而等待着被屠杀的命运。。。。

光是这个想法就足以让我去除所有什么烦恼，有压力的理由

Been clearing some old memories daily recently....

Looking back, it feels kinda silly writing some of the stuffs

Or was I not caring that there would be other people reading them?.....

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还记得这只猫咪吗

我已经蛮久没看见它了呢。。。

自从那一晚，在我深夜回家发现它在一个角落。。。。

当下没有认出来。。。但想想一定是它没有错

因为它短短的可爱尾巴。。。。

但是当时它却不吃我给它的食物。。。。很奇怪。。。碰也不想碰

然后一直粘着我。。。

还过了马路。。。直到我走一点远了它才没继续跟过来。。。

当时就感到难过。。。。

然后也不知道那也会是最后一次再看到它了。。。。。

可能它是在感谢我这些年对它的照顾。。。。

在对我做最后的告别。。。。？

想了就伤心。。。。

很抱歉拖了那么久才为你写这篇文章。。。

谢谢你这些年给我的爱。。。让我摸摸秀秀。。。让我开心。。。

然后很奇妙的，在附近出现了一只好像它的替代猫咪。。。

呵。。。很亲近人。。。软软的很好摸。。。

但这次有其它善心人士也会喂它，所以我也不用太担心了。。。

谢谢你，花花猫猫

Gotten this playmat for 1/8 of the original price....sweet deal.

Recently visited the haircutting school I wanted to enquire about

Felt some hesitation still, if I should really go into this......

Well I just finally finished paying that big sum of money

wasted on that Diploma not too long ago

So money is kind of an issue here

But it's not that serious this time with several schemes that could help reduce much of the fees

There is also an apprenticeship program which I'm considering to take as well...

Though the salary is quite low from start....but somehow I think it's better

I would need to pass an interview too....

(  thinking.....thinking........thinking..................)

But other than that I still feel kinda uneasy....

It feels like the first day of school or something.....

Full of dreadfulness....and can't wait to go back home

(  sigh ......  )

Feels stressful....

It's sad scrolling through facebook newsfeed, and see posts by PETA.....

About animals that are badly treated....sent for slaughter....

Makes me feel sad every night..... every now and then......

Leaves me with a heavy heart every time I see something like these.....

The look on those animal faces.... many times now, I couldn't even bear myself to see some videos

Besides promising myself to consume less meat, and sometimes expressing subtle messages to people regarding these issues

I can't do much to change this problem at a larger scale.... and I feel extremely sad, sorry and indignant for all the animals out there that are suffering and dying.....and those that already did....

I hope I could do more in the future, and the ability to more so

Or some day, someone incredible could do something to change this whole situation... then that would be really wonderful

If it happens, it would definitely be the best thing that have ever occurred in the world's history

Fatal Frame II : Crimson Butterfly・零〜紅い蝶〜

早前玩完了这个游戏。。。（松口气）

啊。。。还蛮感动的呢其实。。。

这个游戏虽然已经出那么久了。。。可以说旧了

但是惊悚跟恐怖的程度可说还是很高的呢

游戏音响也做得很可怕

加上这游戏很特别就是用摄影机这个概念来执行的

根本可以说是能让人联想到的一种真实感。。。

又或者能说是 事实？。。

感谢这个游戏带给我的娱乐以其知识

让我觉得更了解了一些事，特别是在神秘学这一块

像是摄影机这个东西，和现代的照相机，是大不同的

从名字中就能够取解了

还有就是相信关于地狱深渊的事情。。。

我认为在众多的民间故事当中，我相信有一些案子应该是真实存在的。。。

我不认为有人能够凭空捏造出那么多深奥又详细跟仔细的东西出来

所以说，

在这世界那么多名俗学当中，我相信有些应该是真实存在的（二度强调）

想想其实还蛮可怕的。。。

好想跟一个在身边的人分享自己所感受到的这一切与想法。。。

但很可惜就是没爱人。。。

最后想说的就是。。。

很喜欢 天野月子 为这游戏所做的形象歌曲。。。

‘ 蝶 ’

蛮久没去唱歌了。。。

刚好听到了一首觉得很好听的新歌

就决定去唱了

柜台服务员人好好，看我一个人还给我其中一个最大的包厢

可能就像是一个礼物吧。。。

但果然啊

好久没唱，真的有差！

高音就很难顺顺的出来

但是越唱就慢慢那个感觉才会回来一些。。。

然后喉咙也觉得好累，也不够气

但是我就一直连环的唱同一首歌。。。一直唱

感觉好好喔。。。释放大声唱歌的感觉。。。

表达出那个情感。。。

脑里也一直浮现出我对歌曲的 MV 应该是怎样呈现的画面。。。

好了，唱歌的事就说到这吧

大胃王猫猫

大胃王猫猫它好像真的不见了。。。。

我只希望它没事。。。只是到另一个邻里生活去了

或者是遇到好心人士领养了，现在舒舒服服的在家里居住

原本一切还很好的，直到有一天在它休息的组屋楼下有人办丧礼

我觉得很严重的影响到它休息的环境。。。

我也很讨厌这样的事情发生。。。

然后当丧礼完毕后。。。慢慢的我就找不到它了。。。

放在那里的盒子也没再去睡了。。。。。

蛮难过的。。。。

我还记得当初。。。

在我家附近的邻里发现它时

颈项还有着领子之类的

想说是不是谁的宠物失踪了。。。

还在附件组屋楼下看有没有贴什么失踪宠物的告示

但没有

是不是被遗弃了呢？。。。。

当时看到它我就喂了它食物，就发现它吃很多呢！

呵呵。。。好可爱。。。

接着呢，不久后

我就在对面马路的邻里发现它跑去那里了！

然后渐渐的，也就变成我照顾的猫咪之一了

它很黏我呢。。。

甚至想跟我回家喔。。。。

只是很遗憾我家人不允许我带它回来。。。

无论如何。。。

我希望大胃王猫猫你平安无事的！

可能未来的日子，我们还会有缘相见！

要照顾好自己知道吗！

爱你喔~（muack）

Been playing Final Fantasy VIII lately after buying it on Steam at a discounted price

I'm glad that I bought it....really

Because in the past, more than 10 years ago....

I've only watched this game being played at my cousin's house

And it really leaves some deep impression and memories on me

Even though I don't really understand the whole story of the game at that time,

I find the whole game so magical and captivating.....

Definitely knowing its a game with depth without even playing it myself....

As I remember its like a 4-Discs game?....it's like a first for me at that time

to know something like that exists

I would say even more so now.... haha

Oh man.... it would be a real treasure if we could salvage it for collection now....

Anyway, back to the game

There's so much thoughts and emotions running through me

as I play through the game myself....

It's wonderful, old memories & new ones....

I really enjoy those beautiful arts & concepts of places thus far

Even if the graphic is not like the present super realistic ones,

I could see behind it....I could feel how beautiful it just is....

I have not finished playing the game....

but I'm already starting to understand more about the mystery I'm not sure of....

About who is Laguna to Squall, and the 'Dream World' thing

Because I had only read about people's opinion and different theories about it,

many of which seems like they are not too sure themselves either

So I really wanted to see how is it myself and I think it's really interesting

If only I had played this game much sooner...

I would have been able to convey some of my feelings and thoughts much more....

With people whom I knew played this game....

Oh well, but I guess that's kind of how things should be

It would only be now and this time, that I would be playing it

(Ah.......)

.

.

.

I don't like to say it....

But I think I'm lost in my life now.....

My current situation.... I can't give anyone happiness.....

2018 前に。。。

在 2017，23:20 左右

我决定出门找盒子给大胃王猫猫。。。

爬了10层的楼梯，终于找到了一个合适的盒子给它

赶紧就想拿去给它~

坏事是。。。雨却开始越下越大。。。

快下一整天了

看样子它很喜欢呢。。。呵呵

当然也清理了它一下

早时已经清理了一次，但还是脏脏~

很碰巧，在这个时候也碰见了帮忙照顾猫猫的阿姨

她人也真好。。。谢了

糟糕不知为什么我已变得那么在意这些猫猫。。。

啊。。。。。

很快的，新的一年就要到来了。。。

2017年就要过去了。。。

每一年都有事情会发生的感觉。。。今年也不例外

有了气胸住院，读完了私校，更积极的照顾着邻里的猫猫，更久朋友还保持着联络。。。

等等等吧


当我想想，我就会想说。。。

如果可以的话，我也不想看到未来

因为很害怕知道何时何日会发生什么事。。。什么人会离开离去。。。

只希望父母都能一直健健康康的


目前还找不到一个理想的工作，很希望来临新的一年可以找到一份好的新工作

很难。。。目前毫无头绪人生走向。。。很糟糕吧。。。


想象自己老后，我想要的是什么。。。

其实想有一个农场之类的，种种田，可以种自己吃的食物

麦，番茄等等的。。。可以弄面粉，做自己的意大利面之类的

然后有一个养动物的地。。。把在外头救到的任何动物都能带来我这边。。。

大概就这样的概念。。。

就连这样听起来看似简单的想法，还是让现在的我觉得好难达成。。。



我照顾的大胃王猫猫最近常有些伤口。。。

让我好担心它，然后没能陪它太久因为怕它想跟我回家，也让我感到很愧疚

每次在它吃食物的时候悄悄的离开。。。

就像早早。。。看到它望着我又要离开的表情和眼神，就让我感到难过。。。

觉得是我不好。。。不能给它一个家。。。

我知道它很喜欢我。。。头都会贴着我。。。

我会尽我所能的照顾好它就是了！

当然还有一位帮我照顾那地区猫猫的阿姨，也谢谢她



新的一年要到来了

一直以来都会有很多感想的我，想借此机会难得抽出时间上来这边

把一些想得到，想写的都写出来吧


总而言之，2017 年就要过去了

希望 2018 会是充满更多好事的一年。。。

啊~！

今天去参加了大堂哥的婚礼

就是这种大日子会让我有很多感受。。。

以前还一起玩过游戏。。。坐在电视机前。。。

然后到现在。。。已经结婚了。。。

啊。。。。。

好难解释的感觉。。。

可怕？。。

人生。。。时光。。。。能有个人一起面对就好

总而言之，让我在这里再次恭喜新郎和新娘！

希望婚姻圆满！

Stärker Music Carnival 2017

今天是 A-Lin 来表演的日子

但我觉得自己没有为这个日子准备好

最后我没有买那个饮食配套进去场所，而是在旁边观看和听她非常动听的歌声。。。

因为只是我一个人，所以下午到时，因不想看其它人的表演

就先到附近休息吃东西

而且我知道 A-Lin 一定是要等到最后才会出现

从下午 3 - 4 点 等到晚上 9点多！

到后面的时间，人也变得越来越多。。。

但是我也没能近距离观看她表演。。。

这一点让我非常不开心。。。

现在心情就很复杂。。。

下次我一定要为自己想参加的活动安排好了

不管是有没有人陪同都一样

但还是很棒啦。。。

能听到她的声音真的太好了

她的歌声真的是非常的好，真的是 天生歌姬。。。

一出场唱了 未单身 我就感受到了一种震撼感。。。

现场跟 CD 的歌声简直一摸一样，而且 Live 还能加些自己的味道

让一切变得更精彩

出乎我预料，她竟然还表演了 你点的歌救了我 ！

我还以为没有 J.Sheon，应该不会表演这首。。哪知道有耶！

让我相当满意

虽然没有唱 失恋无罪，但有 给我一个理由忘记

真的很棒。。。好欣赏 A-Lin 真的。。。

为今天留下片刻的场景。。。

A-Lin 表演时，有两个在我旁边坐在地上的小孩。。。

今天的样子。

总而言之。。。

我觉得今天可以过得更好更开心的。。。

不知道就心情很复杂

感觉下次 A-Lin 演唱会 即使买票去看也会觉得不开心的感觉

不知道现在要怎么解释。。。

好像今天过得很不甘心就是了。。。

依旧的。。。

觉得有很多事可以说。。。

但也觉得懒惰不想再多说了