手机几天前恢复了

两个游戏账号也成功的取回来了

虽然如此，也不怎么感到兴奋。。。

没那个心情吧。。。


想到学校的事情就感到很烦恼。。。很多压力

时不时都把 ‘只想快点读完’ 挂在嘴边

还会想放弃。。。。想快点解脱。。。

可以说日子过得一点也不快乐

几乎这一整年大多都是吧。。

快乐的事情少得可怜。。。现在的我一个都想不起来

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比起猫猫，我好像比较喜欢狗狗

有理由它们号称是人类最好的伙伴的对吧

狗狗好棒

edit: 猫猫狗狗我都一样喜欢，但目前其实我也只有接触到猫猫

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昨晚较仔细地看了他们俩打斗的漫画场面

还蛮有趣的

蛮想看动画化的场面

度过了难熬的工作日。。。

因为手机坏了，不能玩手机游戏等等的。。。真的好闷

让一个轻松的工作日似乎都变得难熬了。。。

只希望明天能够尽快解决手机的问题，回复运作。。。

然后。。。

早早在家楼下又发现了一只新的猫猫！

这只好漂亮，也好可爱呢

喂了它吃我的食物~

过后它就到一旁清理自己

当我想蹲下靠近拍照时，

它就会过来粘我，让我摸。。。好可爱噢

让我想起在关卡的花花猫猫。。。

跟它一样，对对它好的人都很亲切。。。

感觉像这样的猫猫就好想被领养的感觉。。。

今早我又去看看猫猫怎么样了

到了食物那边，发现食物都吃完了，很干净！

然后我的摆放方式也避免了蚂蚁与其它虫子的出现！

真的是大成功！

接着我就去周围看看猫猫在哪里

很快的就发现它在附近的一个角落歇息着

接着我就引导它过来吃早餐~

不知道它其实喜不喜欢吃呢

因为我知道猫的食物有分干和湿的

所以我很想交一位兽医朋友。。。

这也是在我最想交的朋友招募单上其中的一个行业！

好，拉回正题

接着我就简单的清理一下周围

然后就去学校完成作业了

到傍晚我又回来看看时

发现食物有人清理掉了

周围很清洁

希望猫猫已经吃完了！

我发现它独自在一旁歇息，就不打扰离开了

时不时有空我会再去喂它~

我认为身为人类，喂这些动物吃东西应该是理所当然的吧？

身为人类，能够做这么东西的我们

不该帮帮它们吗？

与其把时间浪费在其它事情上

我认为不如到社区帮帮这些动物们会更好，也让我感受到活着有意义

甚至让我觉得自己找到了某种目标

昨晚。。。

我看到了一个很伤心，愤怒又难受的影片。。。

关于流浪狗在毛里求斯被抓的影片。。。

让我心灵有些奔溃的感觉。。。。。

网上的，能做的我都尽量去做了

我非常希望此时此刻，已经有机构介入阻止了

保佑所有的流浪动物们能够过得平安。

今天终于买了猫食~

也准备了些纸盘和塑胶碗

接着我就到家附近的地区到处徘徊

看哪里有猫猫

基本上我就是去我通常看见它们出现的地方

虽然只找到了一只

但只要帮得到甚至一只，我也就感到满足了

小碗装着食物，盘子则是水

后来为了避免蚂蚁虫子过来吃，我把碗放在有水的盘子上

盘底周围是水，所以蚂蚁那些应该不能去吃了吧

明早我会再去收拾，然后再看看如何

这只猫猫蛮有戒心的，不怎么敢让我摸

但也好，自卫很重要

还是小心一点好！

原本是想拿纸巾帮它擦擦身体的。。。

啊~

但看见它孤孤单单的还是会感到难过。。。

很欣慰自己踏出了这一步

希望接下来能够帮助到更多的社区猫猫

愿世界更美好。

Feeling kinda down earlier

Went to school and was informed that I failed a module

The first thing that struck me is that I need to pay more money for the retest....

But after sorting out my thoughts, guess I'll just have to work harder to cope with it

With my current job, I should be able to cope with it...

Feeling kinda stressful lately as well....

Don't know why but I keep thinking about the stray cats out there....

Imagining if they are starving outside....did they met any danger and stuffs....

I feel bad for not doing anything to help them

Because I know that I can....

I actually wanted to buy some cat foods and carry around with me

Then feed them whenever I saw them, and maybe do some quick cleaning for them as well

Hopefully, I'll be able to start things soon

Another boggling thing on my mind is definitely relation with people

Feel that I kinda neglected my relation with my secondary school friends

But I really appreciate to be invited for the class chalet and stuffs

Hopefully too, I would be able to cope through this period....

And meetup with friends again on a lighter mood

Would probably be fun catching up

鈴華ゆう子「CRADLE OF ETERNITY」

鈴華ゆう子 の1stソロミニアルバム

「CRADLE OF ETERNITY」

2016.11.23 ON SALE

僕大好き。

I've got food poisoning yesterday...
And I strongly believe it's the fishball noodle dinner that I bought back to eat after work that caused it.

Its from the 24hr EAT shop outside Jurong Point and I hope people reading this will not go there to eat anymore.
I swore that I'll never go eat the stuff from there again.

Made me vomited 5 times before I decided to go to hospital at around 3am.

It also screws up on my school and work plan this week...

Costs me so much from just a $3+ noodle?...
This really pisses me off.

I hope the person(s) responsible for this will get what he deserve.

Revisiting

最近又有回去关卡工作了一下，身为兼职的辅助警察

有着蛮怀旧的感觉

工作依然还是相同，做一整天回到家后就觉得很累了

很容易就入睡了

最近也算是平稳了生活作息，睡觉的时间已改善

在那里让我感到欣慰的就是当我看见猫猫们都还在

昨天才看到这只猫猫已经有一个固定的场所吃和休息了~

有人好心照顾真的太好了

然后早前也感到很惊喜，竟然发现这只猫猫！

但是看见它还是瘦瘦的，让我感到有些难过

是不是都没得吃饱。。。

不像那只黑白色的，它好像还在流浪着，徘徊着。。。

还蛮心疼的。。。

除了这些猫猫，其实我也想说关于那里的狗狗

那里没有流浪狗，而是在那里的警狗

因为我有时工作的地方看下去就可以看到它们居住的地方

看见那些狗们被困在窄小的居住环境真的让我很受不了。。。

而且都是单独的。。。

把自己放在它们的角度去想。。。可见是多么不舒服跟难熬的？

虽然还不大清楚，它们时不时好像会被选被放出来让它们跑动，帮它们冲凉什么的

但是没被选中的就只能看着放出来的狗狗自由跑动，然后自己就会在那里一直吠。。。

感受得到它们也很想被放出来。。。想了就难过

我觉得如果它们各自的居住场所的门可以开著，

让它们每个可以自由的活动不是很好吗。。？

累了就自动回去里面睡觉就好，不会有那种被困在小小的地方的感觉。。。

何况那整个地方都已经围起来了，狗狗们也不能乱跑出去

比起那些猫猫们，这些狗狗真的少了自由。。。

当然，我了解应为这些是警察照顾的狗，所以它们是一定不会被虐待的

所以这点可以放心

就写到这里吧

希望世界一切美好

Loveless

Prologue

When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end

The goddess descends from the sky

Wings of light and dark spread afar

She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting

Act I

Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess

We seek it thus, and take it to the sky

Ripples form on the water's surface

The wandering soul knows no rest

Act II

There is no hate, only joy

For you are beloved by the goddess

Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds

Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul

Pride is lost

Wings stripped away, the end is nigh

Act III

My friend, do you fly away now?

To a world that abhors you and I?

All that awaits you is a somber morrow

No matter where the winds may blow

My friend, your desire

Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess

Even if the morrow is barren of promises

Nothing shall forestall my return

Act IV

My friend, the fates are cruel

There are no dreams, no honour remains

The arrow has left the bow of the goddess

My soul, corrupted by vengeance

Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey

In my own salvation

And your eternal slumber

Legend shall speak

Of sacrifice at world's end

The wind sails over the water's surface

Quietly, but surely

Act V (made by Genesis)

Even if the morrow is barren of promises

Nothing shall forestall my return

To become the dew that quenches the land

To spare the sands, the seas, the skies

I offer thee this silent sacrifice

SOMA Studio

Decided to loosen up on my working schedule and free up some time for my school's assignments

Went to the studio today to finish up on my assignments

I have the studio all to myself

By the way, think I haven't showed my school's studio here?

Here it is~

I know there's much more better equipped studio out there but I'm ok with this already

Because I got an assignment of getting 3 reference tracks

So I've tried playing some of the music from my thumbdrive to choose

And here's the best part of today

It Sounds So Good.

Playing through the sound system over there

It's like the best way of listening to music ever

Tried playing Sayuri Sugawara's Eternal Love firstly and it sounds so awesome

Love it so much and no doubt I've selected it as my first reference track already

Follow up....is the GazettE's OMINOUS

Trust me, this is like the best experience I've had from using the sound system to hear it....

I just feel like keep repeating it

Without a doubt, I picked this as my second reference track

And lastly I wanted to choose some sort of Instrumental track and ended up selecting

PERSONA's Sky's The Limit track

It's really good as well

I think I got too much music that will sounds so good playing it there

But because it's recommended to use high quality audio, that's why I only tried choosing mp3 files

that are around 10MB and above

Today's experience really makes me want to go school every more often

to use the studio to listen to my favourite music to my heart's content...haha

Anyway have a good weekend~♪

Devil May Cry 4 : Special Edition

Bought this game on Steam yesterday

Because I find the fighting actions are really just too cool and awesome

Especially the character included in this Special Edition Ver.

Vergil

I've added a new game highlight segment with video

You can see how good this game's hack & slash's actions really are

Totally my style of character I guess...

I really love his sword-fighting style so much...

So much that if this type of skill existed, I'll definitely go and learn at all cost (laugh)

So far, I'm Really satisfied with the game...and I don't regret buying it at all

For a price of around $33....c'mon I would say it's a bargain

Even more ridiculous if you bought it while it's on discounted sale!

This game's graphic actually give me an impression like FFVII : Advent Children

It's really so good even though it's a game released on 2008!

I know that this Special Edition is released actually quite recently on 2015

With some improvement of the graphics and textures

But as far as I know, the game's graphic are already similarly good back then

I feel that I've been really neglecting my health nowadays.....

Everyday I'm like naturally going to sleep very late

Even right now as I'm typing

It's already 3:45 am.....

And it's mainly because of using the computer

I really told myself I needed to change this bad habit

But it just happens so naturally hard for me to just simply change this and sleep early

I think it's started to become quite frustrating?....me over myself

Moreover I'm choosing to work night shifts every week

I think this is really really bad on my health.....

Of course on my part I'll try to consume things to compensate for my health

Clocking 7-8 hours of sleep regardlessly

But I know this can't go on for long

I have to just start sleeping early whenever I can, especially when I'm not working

Actually I wanted to add a 'Highlight' blog post gadget 

To emphasize on some post I actually find important and wanting to pin it up

Like my previous post of helping stray animals and donating to SPCA

But the one provided by Blogger are really very bad

I think the Blogger developers are like kinda 'dead' to me

It's feels as if they have not update their stuffs for so long

Never mind about that, if possible I will try to find better ones from other sources

Alright, that's all for this post tonight

Sweet dreams and good night

Helping the animals in our society

http://www.spca.org.sg/

First of all, I wanted to say something about this

It's regarding helping of the animals in our society

I've been actually trying to find some ways or community in which I could help out

Especially for those stray animals out there

I went to the SPCA website today and found out that there are quite a few ways

one can do to help out actually

But after browsing through the voluntary job scope available

I don't really think there's one that I wanted...

Like feeding stray animals food out there and creating a safe shelter for them to live

The ones available are kinda like helping out on the reception, washing the cages, walking the dogs and stuffs

For those who read my blog, if you are interested

Do go and try apply at their website

Help is certainly utmost welcomed

I'm considering washing the cages actually, because I want to make them

live in a clean and nice environment...

So yeah, if you know me in person

Don't hesitate to contact me via any communication that you have

If you can't help out in these stuffs, you can simply make a donation as well!

Please visit the website here : http://www.spca.org.sg/helpus.asp

to select which payment methods you wants to use and do it!

As you can see from above, I've actually made my own donations earlier today,

and it really makes me feels good to be able to help out the animals out there.....(◡_◡)

今天我其实想说跟保护动物有关的东西

因为我一直就想找一些可以帮助流浪动物的社区群组并加入

但就没有找到。。。

所以今天我到了 SPCA 这个新加坡帮助流浪动物协会的网站看了看

看有什么我能够帮忙的

是有找到一些在那里当义工可以做的事

比如清洗笼子，带狗狗散步，或当柜台服务员这样的

并没有我想要的那种。。。

像可以去喂外头的那些流浪动物，帮它们做一个可以安全居住的庇护所之类的

但我有考虑去帮忙洗笼子，因为我希望可以让动物们

可以有一个很干净的休息场所

如果读者有谁愿意可以去帮忙的，请别犹豫

可以下去申请帮忙哦！

或者如果有认识我本人的

可以不妨联络我，也许我们可以一起下去帮忙也不一定

如果这些都比较困难的话

你也可以很简单的，只要拨出一点捐款也可以哦

请到它们的这个网站 ：http://www.spca.org.sg/helpus.asp

然后选择方便你的捐款方式就行了

像从最上面所见，

我今早其实已经做出我的第一个捐款了

可以像这样帮助到那些流浪的动物们

真的让我感到很欣慰。。。。。(◡_◡)

今早放工回家时，踏出去公司时发现周围竟然都被很丑的烟雾笼罩着

非常的糟糕也非常的突然，真的很糟糕

空气真的很难呼吸

然后我就想到那些在外的动物们不是很糟糕！

然后现在又想那些在印尼事发点地区的生物不是更糟糕？！

真的是受不了。。。是不是愚昧的人们所制造的问题？

我只希望这个烟雾可以尽快散去，不要为那些不能帮助自己的动物们带来伤害


When I'm returning from work in the morning today, after stepping out from the company

I realised the whole surrounding is covered with smelly dense haze

It's really terrible and really hard to breathe

Then I think about what would happen to those animals outside!

And now, what about those living in the vicinity where this thing happen in Indonesia!

Wouldn't it be more worse?!

It's really unbearable... thinking if it's the ignorant doings of the people from there that cause this

I only hope that this haze could quickly disappear and don't cause anymore harm to animals that

couldn't protect themselves from things like this

打完羽毛球后，到附近的场所休息时发现了这只猫

是母的猫咪

很可爱。。。我一叫它它就来了

还让我摸摸，一点都不会畏惧

真的只要我一呼唤它就走过来了

用手势指要它跳上来，它也明白！

它好像特别喜欢我~

我拿了这个朋友丢掉的盒子给它

猫猫真的很喜欢呢。。。

对它来说感觉很舒服吧。。。

我在附近组屋楼下的一个偏僻角落把盒子放在了那边

也试着引导它告诉它我把盒子放在了那边

希望它知道，然后这个盒子可以帮助到在那个地区的猫咪们

我也喜欢有养猫咪或兔子的女生

如果我可以跟这样的女生一起生活

我觉得我应该会把这只猫咪带回家吧。。。(´ ω｀)

这几天心情非常的不好。。。

也没人可以平复我的心情

感觉真的是糟透了

不喜欢有人这样问我

但时不时也当然会想，自己是为了什么而活着

是什么呢。。。。。

为了爱。。。为了实现自我。。。

我想用我觉得最华丽的方式来表达出来。。。

虽然现在好像一切都显现得暗淡

人生。。。

其实蛮多次都有这么觉得说，死了反而会更好

但是我知道，不管现在觉得有多糟，在某些时刻还是会感受到

其实活着是多么庆幸的一件事

♪ : 和楽器バンド - Strong Fate

Went to have a haircut today

Struggled a while, thinking whether should I go to the Japanese Salon

But I've decided to go

Didn't regret it!

Because I'm happy and satisfied with the cut

I know it will be good

I've also chat quite a lot with Kohji-san this time

He knew about Takuya Kimura's dramas

such as Long Vacation, Beautiful Life and etc...haha

Another reason I wanted to go is also to tell him that

because I'm studying now, I needed to be more thrifty

So I probably couldn't find him to cut my hair every so often now

Just to let him understand

今天去剪了头发

其实烦恼了一下。。。该不该去日本发廊剪。。。

但我还是决定去了

不后悔！

因为剪了我很开心也很满意

知道头发一定会很好看

我也跟 Kohji-さん 也聊的蛮多的

他也知道木村拓哉的连戏剧。。。哈

像是 ‘长假’，‘美丽人生’ 等等的

我去的另一个原因也是想跟他说一声因为我现在需要节省

可能不可以每次都来找他剪了

所以让他可以了解，而不会想为什么我不去找他剪了这样

湾岸ミッドナイト

今天去玩了这个游戏

我以前一直都不喜欢这个游戏

因为大多数看到都是蛮多流氓在玩的

所以印象不是很好

然后游戏看起来也非常的朴素简单

跟 头文字D 相比简直差太多了

所以一直到了今天我才开始买卡来玩。。。

因为我去玩的那个场所，这个游戏相当的便宜

然后朋友（放心不是流氓）也有玩

因此我就决定试一试了

反正我很喜欢赛车的游戏

今天玩了后发现其实还蛮好玩的

有那种快速就可以调好车子性能的感觉

这个游戏跟 头文字D 相比，

最大的差别就在于游戏的难度和钱

头文字 D 非常考验技巧，一点的失误就很容易输掉了

然后需要花更多钱继续

早早回来后也看了它的电影

还好，只是人物的反应有点不现实。。。呵

然后我也才发现原来在这个电影之前其实早就有蛮多部的电影了！

在 1991 年就有了

而且据说都跟故事很接近

感觉告诉我这方面比 头文字 D 的好很多

啊，

然后这是我今天买的车子~

Nissan GT-R35 Spec V Ultimate Opal Black

Nissan GT-R35 Spec V Ultimate Opal Black

是特别版，相同的颜色

在 头文字D 里多难拿。。。

在这里就可以直接买了

啊。。。

说好了要更省钱。。。

要控制花费。

HERO (2001)

突然看到这一幕时感到相当的惊喜。。。！！

分了几段的时间，大概把这部算是经典的日剧看完了

不错，蛮好看的

还剩下一个特别篇第12集就算是看完第一季了

我觉得看这些戏感觉比玩电脑游戏还好。。。

近来。。。一点也不好。。。

最近去学校上课时，感觉都非常差。。。

对一切一点兴趣也没有

觉得自己好像在浪费时间，不知该如何是好

感到相当的无奈。。。

可以的话我很想问一下可不可以还到第一学期的学费就好。。。

想到如果就算不读也要还$9000的学费就真的觉得很不甘心

（叹。。。。。。）

目前好像还不怎么知道自己想做的是什么吧。。。

该往哪个方向走。。。

只知道不喜欢的是什么。。。？

好懊恼。。。

如果找得到别的的话，

我也很想换一份新的工作。。。

今早听到妈妈说她在电视看到那些在贫苦国家人民的生活。。。

想到就觉得很过意不去。。。

小孩子小小年纪就需要去打工。。。做很辛苦，甚至危险的工作。。。

然后工作了一整天。。。赚来的钱好像少过 $5。。。想到就感到心酸

想到我读书的学费。。。可以给这些人到来多少的帮助啊！。。。

所以从现在开始，我想过得很节俭

不要随意花钱

除了帮助流浪的动物之外，我现在也想要帮助像这样的贫民

我觉得能做这种帮助社会的事真的会让我很有满足感吧