Remember the time...

这间店。。。都快十年了。。。还记得我以前来这里买游戏卡 ^_^

我昨天又回去从前了。。。哈。

我走啊走，就顺便走去以前的小学了。。。啊~好多记忆涌回我的脑海里。。。

我好怀念以前在小学念书的时候。。。在那里的每一刻，现在回想起来。。。都是一种开心的感觉，就连走回家的那些路也一样。

真的好感谢我以前这些美好的回忆，这些回忆。。。让我对抗现在所面对的痛苦，就是希望还会有机会再回来感受这些感觉吧？

啊~ 不管怎样的想，都很美。。。

P.S. : 最都一张图怎么又些黑黑的东西在左下角？！ 

Helios / 摩天楼オペラ

所有东西都要我自己还，去死啦。
就是有这种父母，才会有人想去自杀。。。
别看我平常说笑看起来很开心。。。其实，我一点也不开心。

Sneak preview hahaha.

I have to say, the actual copy seen with our naked eye is so much better than in the photo ~ 3~

Alice Nine「Heart of Gold」2011.9.7 ON SALE

Short Version


Long Version

So fast, its out on youtube \(0 o 0)/

Alice Nine New Look : Heart of Gold (niconico)

Manage to get some photos from the niconico ^^

Wow I love their new look!

Can't wait for the full video and song. I want to download!!!!!!!

Oh, maybe I will buy their CD!

Heard that HMV has started selling Type A & B!

Anway, I failed to shot a clear photo of Shou   ~ A~

Thought there will be a replay of it...but no... (scream)

♥ Heart of Gold ^_~ \_

我很奇怪。。。。
我每次吃完饭。。。如果还有剩饭，需要倒掉时。。。。我就会边倒边说对不起 /    \
觉得自己很浪费吧。。。因为有很多人在外国都没饭吃，我却这样倒掉。。。所以我以前好希望能给他们那些多出分量的饭。
我还记得以前我所做的工，当我每次要倒掉饭时。。。我都会叫我朋友帮我倒，我帮他般东西过来。。。他因该觉得我很奇怪哦？ 哈哈。我有时自己有些理由便做出一些事，但当人家问我为什么要这样做时， 我就会不想说或说得有点乱。。。总觉得是自己的怪理由。。。还是别说比较好。
这样的说着。。。我突然想起有一次当我放工后，我自己走去一个角落。。。吃甜品，当时的心情很难过。。。为什么。。。我忘了。。
每当我这样难过时，我绝不想让任何人看到。。。
那时看见一只猫在我身旁徘徊，我还有点吓倒。。。因为我满怕它们来碰我的 （是很痒吗？哈哈）。
我刚好又吃不完，便好好的放在一边，让它吃。哈哈。
然后，它真的走来吃呢~！它一定是肚子饿了。。。每当我看到这些动物饿了，我就会看看能不能那些东西给它们吃。。。
啊，在旧学校也是~（又是猫 哈哈）
可是有很多人在周围，我不敢，敢敢的喂它，便偷偷丢了饼干在下面，让它吃。
最后你猜。。。我果然又吃不完饼干。。。囧
所以便快速的 ‘假装丢掉来喂它’ 呵呵。

啊，我不能浪费食物~ ~ ~

Type A

◠‿◠✯

惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了惨了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
最讨厌的兵信来了 (TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)(TДT)

但是。。。只要明年我进了新学校就能推掉了。。。希望事情是如此啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

DEATHBIE 1st Single 「鮮血ノMARIYA」

AYABIE 's alter ego band, DEATHBIE has released their 1st single yesterday.

I have to say Yumehito looks so evil and crazy in their prologue video (°д°；)
I will try and download when its available on the net.

Meanwhile...

Intetsu! I can't even recognize him in his Deathbie style!

I've knew he will look good if he chooses hairstyle like this.


So here it is, the Special Movie from DEATHBIE.




-edited-

DEATHBIE 's Senketsu no MARIYA download is available now at http://www.mediafire.com/?6fcb40whxh11ow2
This single is so awesome  ~w~ \m/

我所需要的。。。是爱 ❤

现在的心情。。。。原本是很难过的。。。渐渐的。。。没感觉了。。。
身体状态也不佳。。。但是我会尽量照顾好自己的身体的。
我好像很喜欢跟不会回答我的人和东西说话。。。
好像抱枕啊。。。不在线的妹妹啊。。。每次都说给他们我的心情。。。为什么呢？
是因为。。。我不想听到批评吗？
我不想人们了解我太多。。。尤其是我的不好吧。。。
所以都把不开心的东西隐藏起来。。。
我是觉得。。。该怎么说呢。。。一直向一个人诉苦也不好吧？
不知让对方知道你不好的事情，而且可能还会被骂。最重要的是，说了也改不了什么吧？
我是不是。。。在逃避现实呢。。。
我一直感觉。。。我自己有错。。。有罪。。。好重的背负。。。
我也好像没有信心面对所有的人。。。
当然。。。就连现在，我还对伤心的事情有所保留。。。
但是呢。。。我还抱着一个期待 ♥
妹妹已近算很厉害了吧，还能容忍这么难搞的我。。。（抓紧嘿嘿 我的我的）
我要的就是你了！(笑）
我会等的。。。
目前。。。我会努力的活着。

P.S. : 昨晚因为门 ‘碰’ 的一声，我就被惊醒了。。。结果也发现肚子饿了。。。时间好像是3.30am左右吧。。。吃些饼干粘咖啡。。。看着戏。。。差不多也4am++
当我想睡时，发现很难入睡。。。（咖啡吧）。。。然后我打了两次喷嚏。
我有个朋友曾经对我说，打一次喷嚏，就是有人说你坏话，两次就是有人在想你，三次就是你感冒了。。。哈哈哈哈， 好瞎对吧？ 但我不知为何，还一直记得。
所以打了两次。。。我就想。。一定设妹妹在想我，呵呵，便决定发了简讯过去。
啊~每次看见妹妹回答心情自然而然会好起来 ^_^

P.S. 2 : 在我现在写的当时，又打了两次喷嚏 , 妹妹~~~~~~~~~~~~ XDDDDDDDDDDD
MUACK ♥

AYABIE 「Lilia」Music Video （Short ver.）

Moran - 紅差し

Love the place so much.

The current songs are for me and not other people.
I seriously hate the chef at my workplace whom don't even have the sympathy for us workers.
When we are hungry and tell them to cook, they give us a fuck face and then act all fuck up.
Its your job to cook for us right? Further more you are so free and have nothing to do, and yet you just find some reason and ignore.
Seriously, go to hell man.
Wait till I fall sick and got some incurable illness, I see how you explain to me.
Perhaps, I should die earlier and end my miserable life.
Sorry for scolding so much profanity language, but seriously, who want to care about me?

异世界 I DON'T CARE - MV

我觉得，这因该是新加坡最好的视觉团了吧？
歌手景挺好看的，声音在这MV也很不错。
里头的一个团员长的有点像A9的沙我？！
好像也是巴斯手！

ScReW New Look : Brainstorm

Why Byou goes the Up Style?
I don't think it looks nice from here...oh well...
Anyway, Rui looks good and his outfit is so eye catching, Manabu and Kazuki looks handsome as always.

Jin....hmm I still prefer his Cursed Hurricane hairstyle.

Sin

啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
好讨厌我自己！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
说不出口的讨厌！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

人生真的。。。好无聊。

这张照片。。。每次做工时都会看到吧？ （笑）
而且看了后，脸上一定会露出微笑。
好可爱呢，妹妹。。。可能是因为。。。难得看到活泼的妹妹累累睡觉？(^∇^)
我的想法会很消极悲观吧？ 否则，我一定面对不了眼前庞大的问题。。。我都不敢去想呢。。。但是。。。还是听妹妹的话， 慢慢来吧。
（脑常常会自动空白进入发呆状态）
啊~~   (_ _。)

P.S. :

AYABIE 新造型， 很不错哦！
期待着「流星」✯

優也兄， 真遗憾今年我没有好好的向你说生日快乐。。。^~^

你的歌声和舞蹈让我真的很佩服。。。而且你也毫不犹豫地去追求你的理想和梦想，也非常的清楚的自己的方向。。。不像我。。。

所以，谢谢你一直以来所做出的美好音乐，让我享受，很期待你的新曲［ＳＵＰＥＲＤＲＩＶＥ］哦！

松下優也 / Trust Me「20101225 -Last Night Show-」

This man is so awesome *Q*

怎么办。。。不知道为什么。。。最近，每次听到妈妈打来的电话。。。我都很难过。。。
虽然她只说叫我拿些东西还是什么的。。。听了心情就变得不好去。。。
让我觉得想逃避。。。好惨好惨的感觉。
好像有种不时会被骂的感觉。。。(ﾉ_-｡)
我好不想面对某些现实。。。好畏惧。。。

Lc5 New Look

Check out their individual member 's photo here : http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.1859694821093.2094375.1502605986&l=1177c94a6a

Till now, I haven't seen my BLUE FLAME Video properly yet! ヽ(`Д´)ノ

But I really love the sticker look, Shou's look is so great (＾ε＾)

I've been singing Corona for almost the whole morning and afternoon today.
I can actually sing in high pitch for this song so many times!
I feel like... I can be a singer *U*
Haha.
But so what? I don't think that dream is going to come true for me here...
I've started to think that, nothing is forever.

Chinatown Point

I found the Cosplay shop!
Haha I'm so good at finding places, can even find where is it just by the shopping centre name, haha. ^O^

镜音玩偶好可爱呢 哈哈。
以后一定要去台湾~！
然后再去日本住~！ (＾ー＾)ノ
啊，我迷上妹妹了，不见不行 

侧面の我 ☆

看来，旁边还要再长一点~
头发是自然的耶。

Today, I thought it will be  a relaxing day for me...and obviously seeing how I write, it is not.  / A \
I slept kinda too much today....and when I woke up, I actually got a flu 
Ah...still have to work with a sneazing nose, life still sucks for me.

Maybe I'm a failure at handling girls? Yea I know, I always do...thats why I still don't even have a female friends in my life even till now...
In my handphone contacts, I've only message to my sister and other than that, no more female contatcts already... of course, not counting teachers and such.
Is it because the way my parents brought me up that makes me so shy with girls?
But I'm very happy when pretty girls treat me well 

I wonder if my life will always be so sucking 
Alright thats all for today, Goodnight Everyone  


-Edited-
I think its my own problem sometimes...
Actually, my sister loves me too much that I can't feel it. 0 30
Well, when I saw my sister in the future, and she is in her make-up form, I will kiss her all day and hug her to sleep and... ●* U *●
Just kidding, I will hug her no matter how she looks ^O^
I just love you too much, I don't care~! hmph~! XDD

the GazettE New Look : REMEMBER THE URGE

RUKI

URUHA

AOI

REITA

KAI

the GazettE finally started activities again!
This time, they break out 3 exciting news with a launch of their new single 'REMEMBER THE URGE' and also a brand new album 'TOXIC' ! Last but not least, A 2011 Live Tour ' VENEMOUS CELL' !~
Again, these people will rock the Visual kei scene and take charge as the head once again...

Gazerock Is Not Dead.

Music & Nature

Found a quiet and secret place amidst the crowded shopping centre...

                              I just love finding places like this on my own.

The moon yesterday, seems to be luring me to see it...seems to be telling me : 'I will help you ease your emotions a little...'

Indeed, I feel so much better listening to my classic best japanese musics while gazing at the moon...
My beautiful memories and fantasy seems to be flooding back, I love it...

I find the background light very beautiful~✮
While sitting at the pony and looking around, my fantasy creativity seems to be working again, haha.
Seems like I have not lost 'it'.

That night, I especially want to thank, TiA, Kana Nishino, YUI, Sayuri Sugawara, Ruppina, & Hikaru Utada for your music which created the beautiful image in my mind while listening to them.
Thanks for your music that accompanies me throughout the night...perhaps even throughout my life...

ViViD BLUE PV Type B

山口リサ「Never Ever～今だけでも～」トレーラー

雨のMessage

Woke up at night and saw my sis 's message... don't feel like replying....
Hearing the sound of rain....I look outside...it is raining heavily indeed...

ViVid - Blue [PV]

Shin 's movement in this MV is not as daring and sharp as Shou's , nevertheless, this song is quite good to explode on Live Concerts.
Always hope I could show my own move styles in MV...

My Territory

VORTEX 's belt  (´ε｀ )

Para:noir - the RED [PV]

我想剪头发了，但是呢，有人叫我流长一点，就能剪那些好看的发型了。
我想剪将的 BLUE FLAME 短发型，但其实，我还不够长耶，前面要更长。
所以我觉得， 松下 優也上面的发型也很不错~？


-编辑-
后来还是被建议，跟着将的照片剪了 囧

之前：

之后：

好像没什么变化哦~！
哈哈，其实是有点啦，只是，手机拍不出。
而且，我觉得，手机拍照时，我的样子会比较不好看？
哈哈，今天，因为没预约，所以得等一个小时， 当我去厕所时，发现。。。其实没剪也不要紧吧，还能省钱，但还是去了 xP

我找不到礼物呢 0 30
惨了惨了，我要更努力想和找才行！！
（说溜嘴了\( O o O) /  哈哈哈 )
我真的好想给嘛。。。忍不住了啦~

抱住了

妹妹，

有你在我身旁，我真的觉得自己，很幸福，很满足了。
你才不会很没用呢。。。你给了我好多的爱。。。好多。。。一般人都不会给我的呢。
我也想让你，幸福又快乐的活下去。。。跟我一起？ 哈哈。。
就说现在。。。只要跟你开心的对话。。。心情就很好哦。

就算我再次变冷淡了。。。我也希望你能记得，我心里真的是很爱你的。

但是，我能确定。。。当我们见面时，什么问题都会没了！ 哈。

只要你不介意的话。。。什么都好~

♥

我的占有欲可是很强的哦 ◔ ω ◔
你确定要跟我吗。。。
哈，当然，不是神经神经的那种~
但我要的 爱 是很亲近的呢 ♥♥
如果还是想要。。。就来抱住我吧~ ◕  3◕

我对你。。。冷冷淡淡，你还是会照样的来找我说话。。。

我有时候， 就像这样，会讨厌自己的行为，但却还是照样的去做，就好像是想毁掉东西，
让自己回去一个人的世界里。。。没人会想管我。
我应该每次都会有这种感觉吧。
可能真的有人，是根本不需要任何人的。
而且，需要的话，就只是一种暂时的尝试或也有可能是谎言。

我要的是。。。
答案，我会自己去寻找。。

Today, while I'm serving food, a lady called on me to help her order food.
Since I'm free, I walked over to help her.
When she opened her mouth and speak, I'm so attracted to her voice~ U 口 U
Her voice sounds so innocent and pure....ahh, so nice~ U 口 U
Haha, oh, I forgot my life motto, being happy is the most important! I will work part time again and enjoy my life~

Woohoo! xD

Life is kinda fuck up man...
I have to work to death almost everyday and now I have trouble sleeping every night?!
My mood now is so fucking bad.
Moreover, I'm beaten by some insects at night every few days...
@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$%^&*

And why am I working so hard for? I have no goals anyway.

Moran 2011.7.20「トリコロール」CD shop店頭用 ver.

Nice~

Bought some new clothes today, so happy hahaha.

Well, I buy cheap ones of course, now I have to work hard to save money

~ 3~

Not bad right? Haha.

Anyway, my hair is kinda awkward at the front, think I will go cut when I get my pay next month ^o^ /

頑張って～！

我的气色好象不太好 X oX

P.S. : My left eye is not nice...sadly, my fringe covers my right eye which is the nice one. X~ X

P.S. : 我的左眼不好看。。。但流海却盖住右眼。。那个比较好看的眼睛。

Don't know why...I've always feel so worried of the future...

I'm so tired working nowadays....especially while I'm full-time...I have to earn money to pay my own rent, school fees, and almost everything...I wonder how long it would last...

Hikaru Utada, I've always see your UH Collection video clips during late midnight in the past while Im feeling sad and down, and your videos, makings,  have never fail to cheer me up...but even now...I can't see them when I wanted to...Your musics have helped in creating a beautiful world in my mind...and I will always thank and admire you as an amazing musician.

Even though my future may be dark, I push onwards...

Even though, I may not be myself with anyone around...I will always be myself when I'm alone.