Monday, 20 June 2011



2010年9月に、夢人(Vo/G)、タケヒト(G)、インテツ(B)、KENZO(Dr)の4人で、新たに“AYABIE”として活動をスタート。2011年5月には、TOY'S FACTORYからのメジャーデビュー決定を発表し、世間を賑やかせた“AYABIE”。

そんな彼らが、2011年8月24日にメジャー第1弾シングル「流星」を発売することになった。初回限定盤は2種類あり、それぞれ違うプロモーションビデオを収録。ファンにとっては非常に嬉しい知らせとなった。

また、<AYABIE TOUR'11『SUMMER DIVER』>が決定しており、7月17日には台湾、7月24日より日本での公演も予定されている。

AYABIE MAJOR DEBUT SINGLE「流星」
2011.08.24 On Sale
■初回限定盤A(CD+DVD)
CD:1.流星 2.Lilia
DVD:「流星」Music Clip
TFCC-89340 / \1,890(tax in)
■初回限定盤B(CD+DVD)
CD:1.流星 2.Lilia
DVD:「Lilia」Music Clip
TFCC-89341 / \1,890(tax in)
■通常盤(CD)
CD:1.流星 2.Lilia  3.MARBLE
TFCC-89342 / \1,260(tax in)

<AYABIE TOUR'11 「SUMMER DIVER」>
7月24日(日) 高田馬場AREA
7月28日(木) 横浜F.A.D
8月 1日(月) 札幌KRAPS HALL
8月 3日(水) 仙台darwin
8月22日(月) 名古屋E.L.L
8月23日(火) 梅田AKASO
8月25日(木) 博多DRUM Be-1
8月27日(土)岡山IMAGE
8月28日(日) 四日市CLUB CHAOS
8月30日(火) 赤坂BLITZ

<AYABIE TOUR'11『SUMMER DIVER』in Taiwan>
7月17日(日

These days while I'm living outside...I can't seem to eat well and sleep well...I really want my life back.

Endless Journey. . .










Saturday, 18 June 2011

I'm willing to wait for you for my whole life...even if I get nothing in return...
I don't mind tears falling every night when I sleep when I think about you...
I can reject everyone just for you...
I will just continue to love you quietly in the cold darkness...

NONONONO I can't waste my whole life!
So confused...so tired of life...yet...

Friday, 17 June 2011

『Let's dance in the moonlight』

I really want to thank probably 2 persons whom I don't know much for your blog 's music.
I really love all those songs, they are really nice...thanks Serizawa Nai & Love Kanako, Thank you.
I feel that I should at least expressed gratitude for the songs you given me (unknowningly), ha.

Also, last but not least, I want to thank Tsukiyo Murasaki for helping me to find all these website songs, thanks you so so much ^_^




今天去看恐怖电影,但是。。。我却在片尾时感到很感动。。。当一个爸爸,真的不容易。。

在游戏场所发现妹妹的行踪?! 呵呵。

Tuesday, 14 June 2011

Totto-chan -The Little Girl at the Window-

I've been reading this book for quite many times.
And everytime I read this book, my mind is really impressed with one person, and that person is

Sosaku Kobayashi.

He is really a great educator of children in many sense, in the book, Totto-chan used '' far sighted way'' to describe his teachings and I really agree with her. You see, all of his teachings and actions to childrens at Tomoe Gakuen are really impressive. He emphasised on music and the natural growth of children and in a correct way.
I'm sure there is a much more stronger way to describe his perfect teachings on the children but excuse me for my poor language expression. His vision of an ideal school makes me really admire him, even though he did not teach me before (it is definitely really fortunate if I could study at his school...), his ambition and effort put in are really something we should applaud for. He also helped to break the Barrier among those physically handicapped children from developing a kind of inferior complex among themselves when they grow up in the future, by making them swimming nakedly in the pool with everyone and helping them shedding off their shyness and body complex thinking. This act might seems nothing much But it really is a very effective method.

Also, his belief in Freedom in every children is very important and also very impressive.
He has helped children who are shy to talk in front of large crowds to erase off their fear and no-courage and no-confidence feeling. You see, the headmaster's way of having each student to speak Anything in front of whole school during lunch time has really trained them in their presentation skills and also most importantly, confidence, which are very importantly ''Teached'' at many schools from Secondary school an higher up. But, our current school of ''Teaching'' are really different and not at all close to the effectiveness of Sosaku's...not at all...

Also, I have a lot of feelings while reading this book...happiness, envy and sadness and many other.
I think modern parents should really read this book on their own and learn about the right way to properly teach their children and bringing them up.
For example, Totto-chan's mother, she did not tell Totto-chan she was expelled from her first school, only when she reached the age of 20. This action really helped Totto-chan a lot and shows how a good mother she really has.
You see, she might have said at that time while Totto-chan was still small, ''What's going to become of you? You've already been expelled from one school. If they expel you from the next? Where will you go?''
If her mother had spoken to her that time like this, could you imagine how wretch she will feel when she was entering to her new school? She wouldn't feel so excited and curious when she saw Tomoe Gakuen at first sight and her feelings on the first day will definitely be different and negative, leading her to develop a sense of self- inferiority. But, her mother is really nice and thoughtful, and this consideration has helped Totto-chan in having a healthy mindset as she grew up as well.
But, parents nowadays don't know how to bring up their children properly and often influenced their children with incorrect teachings. Mine is one example.
They say they had brought us up on hardship and we never pay them back or appreciates them. But, how sure are you that you brought us up correctly and we don't appreciate you?
Of course, we have to thank our parents, but you all have caused me to develop a kind of behaviour which has make me become a not-outgoing person and develop negatives emotions on me. I don't express things on the outside, but on the inside.
Maybe some of you reading what I write can't comprehend the important message I'm trying to convey but, I just wanted to tell you how Sosaku's every action on his student have played a immensely positive impact on the student as they grow up.

I have so much impressive things I want to talk about him but I don't know how to convey how great is he through my texts. I really hope everyone would read this book, regardless you are young or old, especially to Teachers and Parents worldwide. This book really tells us what Education really should be like.
Even though I'm not fortunate enough to be able to attend his school, but my ideal school for children is definitely like Tomoe Gakuen, a school where every children's talent and everything will be expressed and developed to the highest level...naturally. If his school still exists, I will definitely send my child in the future to that school. (I think you Sosaku Kobayashi will be very glad when you heard this sentence from anyone...right? ^_^)

When I read his biography in the book, I found out that he is also like me, Loves Music & Nature so much.
Then I started to see his Birthday and mine to see if I'm his reincarnate? Haha.

There are really many things people can learnt from reading this book.
Thanks everyone who participated in creating this book, this book which tells everyone who read, the right way to bringing up a children.

-In Memories of Sosaku Kobayashi-
At the center of the school was its founder and principal, Sosaku Kobayashi, whose love and respect for children clearly shaped the lives and outlooks of all who attended his Tomoe School.

Monday, 13 June 2011

我有态度问题吗。。?
我不知道为什么。。。还是不想去想。。。但我觉得自己很难跟父母们问好。。。
总觉得有点怪,假。
可能不这么做是很不孝,但我不是不知道你们曾经为我所做的。
我不是把它当成理所当然的,而是,默默的感谢你们。
就像那些连续剧里,孩子们根父母好好坐下来聊天。。。我们都没有。。也觉得这样做有点怪。。
我想表达的。。。可能不能在外面展现给你们看。。。就算你们看不到也不要紧。。。
只希望每个人平平安安,开开心心就好。

零秒出手 - 我喜歡上你了 EP 7


Today when I woke up...I felt like I'm covered with an unknown feeling of fear around me..is it because I dye my hair and I feel like I'm turning into a bad person...it may seems childish but...

今早睡起来时。。。突然有种莫名的恐惧包围着我。。会不会是因为我染了头发,感觉自己变坏了呢。。。可能很幼稚的想法。。。但是。。。

Saturday, 11 June 2011

情深深雨蒙蒙 - 赵薇

Today, my mother called me saying straight away, the M.O.E. send us letter and may require us to pay money if I quit school.
My mood immediately turn bad after hearing how she talks and I said I will come back and settle rudely and cut off the line.
When I went home, I found out that she lied....and she even try to find ways to cover up and said that things comes slowly, one by one issues will pop up.
I am very frustrated whenever she talk with me....I don't know why...I think its because she did not even show any care about me.
She may be caring in some other way, but definitely wrong on me.
I'm living at my grandma's house and rattle to me as if I volunteered to move out and live, do you know you are the one who keeps chasing me out!?

You still don't want to return me my phone, even though I said I will pay all my phone bills myself...
And when I can't take it anymore and decided to leave, she continued to lecture.

Also...I'm very glad  and happy about my father....he still showed concern about me...
Even though he just tell me to sleep earlier, don't sleep too late....then try to cover up his concern, I can feel it...
But when I think about my mother....I can't help feeling that sour sorrow again...

Thursday, 9 June 2011

To be living is really tired...
I wonder what is the purpose of us living sometimes....
Is it to enjoy? Doesn't everyone travel to the death point someday?
Nothing is forever...in this sense.

I can easily revert back to my old self, when I'm going to the web for nobody except myself.
Nothing much to look forward to except for temporary surprises.
I can just erase everything in a flash....my sister and everyone...and continue living alone till things comes to an end.
Should I?

I'm tired...

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Alice Nine Members : BLUE FLAME

Vo. 将


Gt. ヒロト


Gt. 虎


Ba. 沙我


Dr. ナオ

Truth

To say the truth...

I don't mind myself having little friends or even none

I don't mind eating on my own at school or anywhere else

I don't mind eating cheap foods

I don't mind going out by myself

I don't mind that my marriage (if ever, there is), will be simple and maybe even no people attending except the one I love

The only thing that I mind is...
Whether the one whom I loved, can accept that everything of me...

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Sunday, 5 June 2011

松下優也 - 乐园



会到吗。。。
现在。。有好多事情围绕着我。
所以,我每次都很珍惜所有快乐的时光。。。因为谁知道几时。。。我会失去一切。
就算要害怕也还是只能靠自己。。。
对我好的人我都不会忘记的。。。
我真不知道未来如何。。。
想必也会听腻我埋怨。。
路会有对错吧。。。我有走错吗?
不懂要说什么了。。。

P.S. : 妹妹也有伤心的事吧? 有些妹妹的文章我看不到。。。我好讨厌自己现在。。。想陪妹妹。。。都做不到。妹妹会没事的。。。一定会没事的~ ◠‿◠

Friday, 3 June 2011

Today I went to school with my parents...
As usual, my mother always don't know how to say things correctly, keep rattle on about useless things...
I know shes my mother, I'm really in debt with her...but, she don't understand that I don't like my private life to be...said out.
Why did you tell those teachers about what I want to go Japan or I like Japan?
I also never said I want to go Japan now but you keep putting words into my mouth.
You know I really hate how you get people to be misunderstood about my real intention?
Do you know that when people hear how you said of me, they will see me as someone immatured? Which is really not the case?!

You keep saying that my thinking is immatured but I must really tell you, I see things so much deeper than you...would you believe me? No.
Why don't you just tell the teacher that, Money is the only concern?
Because you know its wrong and you cleverly use other reasons to cover up your reasons for me not to switch school.
I've asked you before, if I used my own money to pay school fees, and now I would like to change school, would you feel angry like now?
You gave me a direct answer : ''No''.

Just because I never say anything doesn't mean I don't feel anything.
I still considered about private stuffs that I think is uncomfortable for outsider to know.
I still considered your ''face'' and never said to teacher about you wanting me to provide for myself in terms of everything, even wanting to chase me out and find somewhere to live.
When I explain to you your intention you will just rebuke and say, ''I dont care!'' , ''You really still don't know how to think'' .

Ok, its fine, I will continue to make my own choice.
Now, I will still say clearly, ''I NEVER REGRETTED MY ACTIONS''.
Whatever the outcome will be, I won't blame anyone, even though you say that based on my personalities, I will...
But then when I ask you When?
You can't give me an answer.
Thats because I never blame anyone of how things are for me now.

I will still strive to the future that awaits me, without boundaries...
Anryl, I hope you will be able to come through this barrier also.
I know we will if we continue to move forward~

This space for now, has become my life diary instead of Japanese stuffs, sorry for those Japanese fans here, but I will continue to update cool stuffs as usual  ^ m ^

To A New World. . . ~

P.S. : Everyone, I'm not able to blog as usual as I want from now on....because...my laptop is confiscated and I'm not really allowed to use computer after withdrawing from school...But please come often, I will still blog here! I will always find the opportunity to use, don't give up on me, everyone!~

Wednesday, 1 June 2011

You still don't understand a fucking thing, I really sometimes hope that I am adopted instead, fuck off from my life.

Monday, 30 May 2011

无迹の伤痛

今天我又去看了辅导老师,在我走去那个辅导室的路上,我的心想着 。。。‘去了我的情况会改善吗?最终还是要靠我自己。。。好像在浪费时间。。。’
当我跟那位辅导师会谈时。。。我能感受到他在让我了解自己。。。了解为何我现在会过得这么怎么难受。。。

他也让我了解自己现在的处境。。。

当我很难过时,我都会找一个没人的角落痛苦。。。就连。。现在在诉说时。。。我也在。。。流着泪。。。
我不想让任何人看见我难过的一面。。。我每次难过时。。。就会用笑来掩盖或者就找理由,离去没人的地方。。。
很难过时。。。就在厕所里默默地哭泣。。。到自己没再有哭的感觉为止。。。

跟那位辅导师说完后,他让我确定自己想转校的念头,然后他也希望我能跟父母亲好好的说。。。告诉他们我心里的想法。。。希望我前途顺利。人真的很好。

当我会到家时,告诉父母时,我妈妈的反应就是很生气的骂我。。
她骂我浪费钱。。。不会想。。。
当我说自己这样做没错时,她便骂我‘混蛋’。。
我便生气了,说她眼里只有钱钱钱,而她又说。。。当然,钱最重要。

我家人到现在都不知道我的情况。。。不知道我以前所受的伤。。。不知道安慰和鼓励是我需要的。。。
一无所知。。。
我每次都会把伤心的感受写在这里。。。因为没我认识的人会知道。
但可能现在,有妹妹会看。。。但。。。任何的鼓励,我也只能对你说谢谢。。。就算那些鼓励也让没帮助。

我是个男生。。。有着这种行为,我觉得自己很逊。
跟以前开心阳光的我。。。截然不同。。。可能这是我在路途中适应的一种行为。。
在我身边认识我的人,我决不让他们看到我这一面。
现在也开始觉得。。。不想看到妹妹来了。。。
我因该是怕认识我的人看到我这一面,对我的眼光。。。我不知道怎么面对他们。。。
在他们面前开玩笑时,一定好怪。
虽然妹妹不会因此讨厌我我躲开我,但妹妹就会认为我没那么强。。。心灵很软弱。。。
我不要。。。我讨厌。

现在。。。脑里一片空白了。。。

Sunday, 29 May 2011

看着妹妹的照片,我越来越觉的妹妹跟她PICO里的人很像~
好可爱。。。
我学校要考试了,惨了,都没常准时上学。。。
但虽然迟到,我还是会去课室里,好过完全没去对吧?

算了,这些都不重要,妹妹最重要~ ^ O ^ (不重要就好! T 3 T)

Saturday, 28 May 2011

最近都很晚睡。。。哎。
昨晚,我梦见妹妹耶,梦本来满清楚的,但现在想时就有点模糊 ~_~
但我好像梦见妹妹在日本的某个地方。。。呵呵。
好想快点想起来呀!!

我现在在学校的处境。。。还真是。。。。危险。。。T m T

Friday, 27 May 2011

我的赖床变得越来越严重了。。。
眼看,学业就快完蛋了吧。

Thursday, 26 May 2011

Wednesday, 25 May 2011

Woooosh!~
好久没跟妹妹联络了,不知道是不是把我给甩掉了 。。= X
我以为你星期一回来,还是我搞错了?
该不会是因为。。。看见我听右肩蝴蝶的歌吧!?
然后觉得我是个变态就闪人?
是也没办法。。。最少我知道自己没伤害到人。

应该不会吧?
妹妹都说过了,还是别胡思乱想了(敲头)
但希望妹妹也别出事~

~晚安,妹 

the GazettE - VORTEX [HD 1080p]


See it while it is available~!



Unknowingly, I've bought a shirt that actually resembles Shou's Tokyo Galaxy costume!? * U *

Monday, 23 May 2011


美呀~

CV02 Kagamine Rin & CV02 Kagamine Len - Migikata no Chou Live in HD (108...



妹妹好美啊。。。

妹妹,你在哪里呢?。。。

双鱼座



Traits of a Pisces:
  • Shy
  • Romantic
  • Trustworthy
  • Aloof
  • Dreamy
  • Creative
  • Understanding
  • Unrealistic
  • Impractical

Likes :
  • Romance
  • Nature
  • Ambient music
  • Poetry
  • Mystical settings
  • Being loved / wanted
  • Freedom
  • Privacy

Dislikes
  • Noise
  • Crowds
  • Dirt & ugliness
  • Garish objects
  • Being reminded
  • Tight spaces
  • Authority
  • Revealing private life

Sunday, 22 May 2011







今天我还真的乱花钱。。。头好痛。

Will I come to the point where I hate everything...just like Sephiroth?
I don't know, there is so many problems about me right now...I'm having a serious headache...
Today, I went to Bird Park Hilltop to take some fresh air and embrace the feeling of the past once again.
Suddenly, I feel like meeting the female manager, Gladys when I work there.
So I sit at the bus stop and wait till the shop closes.
Haha...feels stupid, even though I don't know if she got work today.
Anyway, saw old colleagues but not her.
In my opinion, she will be a very nice girlfriend...look at what I'm talking now!?

I always cannot do the things I want even though I really want it.
Like telling a girl that I like her...even though I really like that girl.
Why is my personalities like this? I don't know...perhaps due to my horoscope? Or the bullying I get in my Secondary School?

わからない。。。


But I know...seeing back to the past too often is not too good also...you will not be able to look forward to the future this way...cannot progress...
The future is going to happen but the past won't re-happen again.
But I still turn back and feel the pain uncontrollably.
Perhaps my life is entering the darkest period?...

In the past, I used to lead friends and everybody surrounds me...now...don't know from when onwards...
I'm alone.
To say that I have friends, actually I have none.
I can't call on any to go out with me to a place such as just to blow winds and such.


I feel lost.
Even as I'm typing now, my mind is blank...just typing what comes to mind now.
School tomorrow...even though my sister keeps giving me encouragement, I don't feel any encouragement at all.
Because no matter what others say, things will still have to be done and faced by me...myself...alone...even though my sister says I'm not...actually I am.

Thats why...I yearn to have a girlfriend I love...so that I could really feel her by my side.
To have a feeling and purpose for me to work hard for...and strong one.

I wonder when that day would come...

Saturday, 21 May 2011

I'm so fucking fed up right now, work so long, miss my show, monday go school, fuck this whole thing.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lc5 : LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】


結成一周年記念ライブ! LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】決定!! (2011.5.17)


日時:2011/08/20(土)
地域:東京都
会場:渋谷CLUB QUATTRO
開場/開演17:15/18:00
料金:4,200(taxin)+D別/オールスタンディング
問い合わせ先:ディスクガレージ TEL03-5436-9600(平日12:00-19:00)
発売日:2011/07/23
チケットぴあ:0570-02-9999(Pコード:140-302)
ローソンチケット:0570-084-003(Lコード:79267)
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<チケット先行受付中!!>
LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】のチケット先行実施中!!

受付期間:5/12~5/31

Lc5所属事務所の公式モバイルサイトにて、
8/20に渋谷CLUB QUATTROにて行われる、
結成一周年記念ライブ! LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】の
チケット先行受付を実施中です。
我知道。。。自己还是一艘。。还不知道要靠哪个固定岸边的船。。。
在大海上漂流也很不错啊,有岸就靠,再出发。。。
好像永无止境的程。。不,可能环游着整个世界。。
希望我的未来会天天开心。。。而不是一天忙到晚在公司上班。。
对,我要自由自在的活着,把人生活得开心又精彩。
所以我说, 活着时,开心最重要~
当然我要努力, 但是努力地做我所向往的目标。


我现在目标。。。
虽然还不清楚。。。


就先, 勇往直前吧~ 


Wednesday, 18 May 2011


开战吧~

JS Photo Time


Gotten this photo from my classmate, so sudden, I saw the GazettE's Pledge banner in here!~ at Shibuya!

Tuesday, 17 May 2011




头发有点金色,哈哈,我用了那些能洗掉的头发Highlight~
将的鼻子形状实在是很完美哦~
我都好注意鼻子呢, 我喜欢这里的鼻子 =D

The moon tonight is really...beautiful...so beautiful that it seems like a fantasy...too bad my phone camera is bad but the moon is glowing in yellow color...and the cloud's silhouette being shine on, emits such strange yet alluring feeling in the night...
Accompanied with trees and lighted kites in the park...

Monday, 16 May 2011

Waseda Shibuya Senior High School

Toilet

Classroom Corridor

Staircase

Basketball Court

Swimming Pool & Girl Dorm

Boys & Girls Dorm

Fountain outside the dorm

School Canteen






今天去了日本学校。。。我好想去那里读好久了。。。但我不是日本人,连半个都不是。。。
但是,我还是去问了,问我能不能读。
结果还是不行。。。
我好喜欢那里的课室哦,还在用黑板。。。
我好喜欢那里的篮球场,游泳池,宿舍,食堂。。。如果能跟妹妹一起在那里读书,我对自己人生就很满足了。。。但我知道是不可能的。
看见我周围都是日本人。。。心情不知不觉的就觉得很开心。


I went to Waseda Shibuya Senior High School today, I am so disappointed that I can't study there...why Am I not a Japanese! Even half will do!
Nevertheless, I still went and ask for admission.
I really love the classroom, which they are still using blackboard...
I really love thier Japanese style basketball court, swimming pool, dorms, canteen...I think everything~
Seeing that my surrounding is filled with Japanese people, I feel very happy...

Sunday, 15 May 2011

此外,
呵呵,这周的星座占卜,妹妹的粘人性格好可爱~

P.S. : 我买了Alice Nine的 ''Alpha''~ ^_^
我为什么。。。好对不起。。
啊啊啊啊啊啊!! 我好有罪恶感!!!。。。
妹妹。。
我看到一首歌。。。好。。 > /////// <
但我觉得这样也。。。很好。。。啊~ ~!。。。所以我觉得自己真的很坏吧。。。
至于那首歌。。我说不出口。。。但又好想放上来。。。还是不要比较好吧。。

Why... a butterfly...

Saturday, 14 May 2011

啊啊啊啊啊,写给妹妹的文章不见了!?!?!?!
投诉!!

Thursday, 12 May 2011

好乱。。。我不知道会不会因为妹妹,我不想读书呢。。。不知道啦。

但是,我很希望自己能不放开你的手。。。也不会影响到真实的我。。。能吗?(会吗?)
坚持到最后,真的就会看到。。。只有坚持到最后的人才看得到的,那样闪闪发亮的东西吗?
我。。。选择了。。。。去相信你。。。
希望有一天,那个美好的日子会来临。。
继续牵着你手, 我不能放手!!! 我。。。千万不要放手啊。。。
如果。。。我们能真正的抱住彼此不就很好。。。为什么不能。。
但是,我希望那天的到来。。。希望我能支撑到那一天的到来。。。
~
到妹妹那里。


在此,我也希望妹妹能开开心心,健健康康的度过每一天。

Wednesday, 11 May 2011

Listening to Red and doing massive Headbanging ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Till my head flies out ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Feeling fucked up and blank...

Versailles - MASQUERADE

Did I do something wrong in the past?
Something that leads me to how I'm feeling now...
I should already forget the feelings for you...or am I concealing it?
I hate to say this but, I don't know.
Why do I want to re-ignite sad things again?...or is it sadness is all the thing I have now...

Synchronicity~第二章 光と影の楽園~ 中文字幕

【鏡音レン】君を捜す空【オリジナル】中文字幕


妹妹又帮我加了新篇章~ * * *