Maya
Aiji
LM.C 's new single will also be used as the new opening song for the anime ''Nurarihyon'' Season 2.
Thursday, 16 June 2011
Tuesday, 14 June 2011
Totto-chan -The Little Girl at the Window-
I've been reading this book for quite many times.
And everytime I read this book, my mind is really impressed with one person, and that person is
Sosaku Kobayashi.
He is really a great educator of children in many sense, in the book, Totto-chan used '' far sighted way'' to describe his teachings and I really agree with her. You see, all of his teachings and actions to childrens at Tomoe Gakuen are really impressive. He emphasised on music and the natural growth of children and in a correct way.
I'm sure there is a much more stronger way to describe his perfect teachings on the children but excuse me for my poor language expression. His vision of an ideal school makes me really admire him, even though he did not teach me before (it is definitely really fortunate if I could study at his school...), his ambition and effort put in are really something we should applaud for. He also helped to break the Barrier among those physically handicapped children from developing a kind of inferior complex among themselves when they grow up in the future, by making them swimming nakedly in the pool with everyone and helping them shedding off their shyness and body complex thinking. This act might seems nothing much But it really is a very effective method.
Also, his belief in Freedom in every children is very important and also very impressive.
He has helped children who are shy to talk in front of large crowds to erase off their fear and no-courage and no-confidence feeling. You see, the headmaster's way of having each student to speak Anything in front of whole school during lunch time has really trained them in their presentation skills and also most importantly, confidence, which are very importantly ''Teached'' at many schools from Secondary school an higher up. But, our current school of ''Teaching'' are really different and not at all close to the effectiveness of Sosaku's...not at all...
Also, I have a lot of feelings while reading this book...happiness, envy and sadness and many other.
I think modern parents should really read this book on their own and learn about the right way to properly teach their children and bringing them up.
For example, Totto-chan's mother, she did not tell Totto-chan she was expelled from her first school, only when she reached the age of 20. This action really helped Totto-chan a lot and shows how a good mother she really has.
You see, she might have said at that time while Totto-chan was still small, ''What's going to become of you? You've already been expelled from one school. If they expel you from the next? Where will you go?''
If her mother had spoken to her that time like this, could you imagine how wretch she will feel when she was entering to her new school? She wouldn't feel so excited and curious when she saw Tomoe Gakuen at first sight and her feelings on the first day will definitely be different and negative, leading her to develop a sense of self- inferiority. But, her mother is really nice and thoughtful, and this consideration has helped Totto-chan in having a healthy mindset as she grew up as well.
But, parents nowadays don't know how to bring up their children properly and often influenced their children with incorrect teachings. Mine is one example.
They say they had brought us up on hardship and we never pay them back or appreciates them. But, how sure are you that you brought us up correctly and we don't appreciate you?
Of course, we have to thank our parents, but you all have caused me to develop a kind of behaviour which has make me become a not-outgoing person and develop negatives emotions on me. I don't express things on the outside, but on the inside.
Maybe some of you reading what I write can't comprehend the important message I'm trying to convey but, I just wanted to tell you how Sosaku's every action on his student have played a immensely positive impact on the student as they grow up.
I have so much impressive things I want to talk about him but I don't know how to convey how great is he through my texts. I really hope everyone would read this book, regardless you are young or old, especially to Teachers and Parents worldwide. This book really tells us what Education really should be like.
Even though I'm not fortunate enough to be able to attend his school, but my ideal school for children is definitely like Tomoe Gakuen, a school where every children's talent and everything will be expressed and developed to the highest level...naturally. If his school still exists, I will definitely send my child in the future to that school. (I think you Sosaku Kobayashi will be very glad when you heard this sentence from anyone...right? ^_^)
When I read his biography in the book, I found out that he is also like me, Loves Music & Nature so much.
Then I started to see his Birthday and mine to see if I'm his reincarnate? Haha.
There are really many things people can learnt from reading this book.
Thanks everyone who participated in creating this book, this book which tells everyone who read, the right way to bringing up a children.
-In Memories of Sosaku Kobayashi-
At the center of the school was its founder and principal, Sosaku Kobayashi, whose love and respect for children clearly shaped the lives and outlooks of all who attended his Tomoe School.
And everytime I read this book, my mind is really impressed with one person, and that person is
Sosaku Kobayashi.
He is really a great educator of children in many sense, in the book, Totto-chan used '' far sighted way'' to describe his teachings and I really agree with her. You see, all of his teachings and actions to childrens at Tomoe Gakuen are really impressive. He emphasised on music and the natural growth of children and in a correct way.
I'm sure there is a much more stronger way to describe his perfect teachings on the children but excuse me for my poor language expression. His vision of an ideal school makes me really admire him, even though he did not teach me before (it is definitely really fortunate if I could study at his school...), his ambition and effort put in are really something we should applaud for. He also helped to break the Barrier among those physically handicapped children from developing a kind of inferior complex among themselves when they grow up in the future, by making them swimming nakedly in the pool with everyone and helping them shedding off their shyness and body complex thinking. This act might seems nothing much But it really is a very effective method.
Also, his belief in Freedom in every children is very important and also very impressive.
He has helped children who are shy to talk in front of large crowds to erase off their fear and no-courage and no-confidence feeling. You see, the headmaster's way of having each student to speak Anything in front of whole school during lunch time has really trained them in their presentation skills and also most importantly, confidence, which are very importantly ''Teached'' at many schools from Secondary school an higher up. But, our current school of ''Teaching'' are really different and not at all close to the effectiveness of Sosaku's...not at all...
Also, I have a lot of feelings while reading this book...happiness, envy and sadness and many other.
I think modern parents should really read this book on their own and learn about the right way to properly teach their children and bringing them up.
For example, Totto-chan's mother, she did not tell Totto-chan she was expelled from her first school, only when she reached the age of 20. This action really helped Totto-chan a lot and shows how a good mother she really has.
You see, she might have said at that time while Totto-chan was still small, ''What's going to become of you? You've already been expelled from one school. If they expel you from the next? Where will you go?''
If her mother had spoken to her that time like this, could you imagine how wretch she will feel when she was entering to her new school? She wouldn't feel so excited and curious when she saw Tomoe Gakuen at first sight and her feelings on the first day will definitely be different and negative, leading her to develop a sense of self- inferiority. But, her mother is really nice and thoughtful, and this consideration has helped Totto-chan in having a healthy mindset as she grew up as well.
But, parents nowadays don't know how to bring up their children properly and often influenced their children with incorrect teachings. Mine is one example.
They say they had brought us up on hardship and we never pay them back or appreciates them. But, how sure are you that you brought us up correctly and we don't appreciate you?
Of course, we have to thank our parents, but you all have caused me to develop a kind of behaviour which has make me become a not-outgoing person and develop negatives emotions on me. I don't express things on the outside, but on the inside.
Maybe some of you reading what I write can't comprehend the important message I'm trying to convey but, I just wanted to tell you how Sosaku's every action on his student have played a immensely positive impact on the student as they grow up.
I have so much impressive things I want to talk about him but I don't know how to convey how great is he through my texts. I really hope everyone would read this book, regardless you are young or old, especially to Teachers and Parents worldwide. This book really tells us what Education really should be like.
Even though I'm not fortunate enough to be able to attend his school, but my ideal school for children is definitely like Tomoe Gakuen, a school where every children's talent and everything will be expressed and developed to the highest level...naturally. If his school still exists, I will definitely send my child in the future to that school. (I think you Sosaku Kobayashi will be very glad when you heard this sentence from anyone...right? ^_^)
When I read his biography in the book, I found out that he is also like me, Loves Music & Nature so much.
Then I started to see his Birthday and mine to see if I'm his reincarnate? Haha.
There are really many things people can learnt from reading this book.
Thanks everyone who participated in creating this book, this book which tells everyone who read, the right way to bringing up a children.
-In Memories of Sosaku Kobayashi-
At the center of the school was its founder and principal, Sosaku Kobayashi, whose love and respect for children clearly shaped the lives and outlooks of all who attended his Tomoe School.
Monday, 13 June 2011
Sunday, 12 June 2011
Saturday, 11 June 2011
Today, my mother called me saying straight away, the M.O.E. send us letter and may require us to pay money if I quit school.
My mood immediately turn bad after hearing how she talks and I said I will come back and settle rudely and cut off the line.
When I went home, I found out that she lied....and she even try to find ways to cover up and said that things comes slowly, one by one issues will pop up.
I am very frustrated whenever she talk with me....I don't know why...I think its because she did not even show any care about me.
She may be caring in some other way, but definitely wrong on me.
I'm living at my grandma's house and rattle to me as if I volunteered to move out and live, do you know you are the one who keeps chasing me out!?
You still don't want to return me my phone, even though I said I will pay all my phone bills myself...
And when I can't take it anymore and decided to leave, she continued to lecture.
Also...I'm very glad and happy about my father....he still showed concern about me...
Even though he just tell me to sleep earlier, don't sleep too late....then try to cover up his concern, I can feel it...
But when I think about my mother....I can't help feeling that sour sorrow again...
My mood immediately turn bad after hearing how she talks and I said I will come back and settle rudely and cut off the line.
When I went home, I found out that she lied....and she even try to find ways to cover up and said that things comes slowly, one by one issues will pop up.
I am very frustrated whenever she talk with me....I don't know why...I think its because she did not even show any care about me.
She may be caring in some other way, but definitely wrong on me.
I'm living at my grandma's house and rattle to me as if I volunteered to move out and live, do you know you are the one who keeps chasing me out!?
You still don't want to return me my phone, even though I said I will pay all my phone bills myself...
And when I can't take it anymore and decided to leave, she continued to lecture.
Also...I'm very glad and happy about my father....he still showed concern about me...
Even though he just tell me to sleep earlier, don't sleep too late....then try to cover up his concern, I can feel it...
But when I think about my mother....I can't help feeling that sour sorrow again...
Friday, 10 June 2011
Thursday, 9 June 2011
To be living is really tired...
I wonder what is the purpose of us living sometimes....
Is it to enjoy? Doesn't everyone travel to the death point someday?
Nothing is forever...in this sense.
I can easily revert back to my old self, when I'm going to the web for nobody except myself.
Nothing much to look forward to except for temporary surprises.
I can just erase everything in a flash....my sister and everyone...and continue living alone till things comes to an end.
Should I?
I'm tired...
I wonder what is the purpose of us living sometimes....
Is it to enjoy? Doesn't everyone travel to the death point someday?
Nothing is forever...in this sense.
I can easily revert back to my old self, when I'm going to the web for nobody except myself.
Nothing much to look forward to except for temporary surprises.
I can just erase everything in a flash....my sister and everyone...and continue living alone till things comes to an end.
Should I?
I'm tired...
Wednesday, 8 June 2011
Truth
To say the truth...
I don't mind myself having little friends or even none
I don't mind eating on my own at school or anywhere else
I don't mind eating cheap foods
I don't mind going out by myself
I don't mind that my marriage (if ever, there is), will be simple and maybe even no people attending except the one I love
The only thing that I mind is...
Whether the one whom I loved, can accept that everything of me...
I don't mind myself having little friends or even none
I don't mind eating on my own at school or anywhere else
I don't mind eating cheap foods
I don't mind going out by myself
I don't mind that my marriage (if ever, there is), will be simple and maybe even no people attending except the one I love
The only thing that I mind is...
Whether the one whom I loved, can accept that everything of me...
Sunday, 5 June 2011
Friday, 3 June 2011
Today I went to school with my parents...
As usual, my mother always don't know how to say things correctly, keep rattle on about useless things...
I know shes my mother, I'm really in debt with her...but, she don't understand that I don't like my private life to be...said out.
Why did you tell those teachers about what I want to go Japan or I like Japan?
I also never said I want to go Japan now but you keep putting words into my mouth.
You know I really hate how you get people to be misunderstood about my real intention?
Do you know that when people hear how you said of me, they will see me as someone immatured? Which is really not the case?!
You keep saying that my thinking is immatured but I must really tell you, I see things so much deeper than you...would you believe me? No.
Why don't you just tell the teacher that, Money is the only concern?
Because you know its wrong and you cleverly use other reasons to cover up your reasons for me not to switch school.
I've asked you before, if I used my own money to pay school fees, and now I would like to change school, would you feel angry like now?
You gave me a direct answer : ''No''.
Just because I never say anything doesn't mean I don't feel anything.
I still considered about private stuffs that I think is uncomfortable for outsider to know.
I still considered your ''face'' and never said to teacher about you wanting me to provide for myself in terms of everything, even wanting to chase me out and find somewhere to live.
When I explain to you your intention you will just rebuke and say, ''I dont care!'' , ''You really still don't know how to think'' .
Ok, its fine, I will continue to make my own choice.
Now, I will still say clearly, ''I NEVER REGRETTED MY ACTIONS''.
Whatever the outcome will be, I won't blame anyone, even though you say that based on my personalities, I will...
But then when I ask you When?
You can't give me an answer.
Thats because I never blame anyone of how things are for me now.
I will still strive to the future that awaits me, without boundaries...
Anryl, I hope you will be able to come through this barrier also.
I know we will if we continue to move forward~
This space for now, has become my life diary instead of Japanese stuffs, sorry for those Japanese fans here, but I will continue to update cool stuffs as usual ^ m ^
To A New World. . . ~
P.S. : Everyone, I'm not able to blog as usual as I want from now on....because...my laptop is confiscated and I'm not really allowed to use computer after withdrawing from school...But please come often, I will still blog here! I will always find the opportunity to use, don't give up on me, everyone!~
As usual, my mother always don't know how to say things correctly, keep rattle on about useless things...
I know shes my mother, I'm really in debt with her...but, she don't understand that I don't like my private life to be...said out.
Why did you tell those teachers about what I want to go Japan or I like Japan?
I also never said I want to go Japan now but you keep putting words into my mouth.
You know I really hate how you get people to be misunderstood about my real intention?
Do you know that when people hear how you said of me, they will see me as someone immatured? Which is really not the case?!
You keep saying that my thinking is immatured but I must really tell you, I see things so much deeper than you...would you believe me? No.
Why don't you just tell the teacher that, Money is the only concern?
Because you know its wrong and you cleverly use other reasons to cover up your reasons for me not to switch school.
I've asked you before, if I used my own money to pay school fees, and now I would like to change school, would you feel angry like now?
You gave me a direct answer : ''No''.
Just because I never say anything doesn't mean I don't feel anything.
I still considered about private stuffs that I think is uncomfortable for outsider to know.
I still considered your ''face'' and never said to teacher about you wanting me to provide for myself in terms of everything, even wanting to chase me out and find somewhere to live.
When I explain to you your intention you will just rebuke and say, ''I dont care!'' , ''You really still don't know how to think'' .
Ok, its fine, I will continue to make my own choice.
Now, I will still say clearly, ''I NEVER REGRETTED MY ACTIONS''.
Whatever the outcome will be, I won't blame anyone, even though you say that based on my personalities, I will...
But then when I ask you When?
You can't give me an answer.
Thats because I never blame anyone of how things are for me now.
I will still strive to the future that awaits me, without boundaries...
Anryl, I hope you will be able to come through this barrier also.
I know we will if we continue to move forward~
This space for now, has become my life diary instead of Japanese stuffs, sorry for those Japanese fans here, but I will continue to update cool stuffs as usual ^ m ^
To A New World. . . ~
P.S. : Everyone, I'm not able to blog as usual as I want from now on....because...my laptop is confiscated and I'm not really allowed to use computer after withdrawing from school...But please come often, I will still blog here! I will always find the opportunity to use, don't give up on me, everyone!~
Wednesday, 1 June 2011
Monday, 30 May 2011
无迹の伤痛
今天我又去看了辅导老师，在我走去那个辅导室的路上，我的心想着 。。。‘去了我的情况会改善吗？最终还是要靠我自己。。。好像在浪费时间。。。’
当我跟那位辅导师会谈时。。。我能感受到他在让我了解自己。。。了解为何我现在会过得这么怎么难受。。。
他也让我了解自己现在的处境。。。
当我很难过时，我都会找一个没人的角落痛苦。。。就连。。现在在诉说时。。。我也在。。。流着泪。。。
我不想让任何人看见我难过的一面。。。我每次难过时。。。就会用笑来掩盖或者就找理由，离去没人的地方。。。
很难过时。。。就在厕所里默默地哭泣。。。到自己没再有哭的感觉为止。。。
跟那位辅导师说完后，他让我确定自己想转校的念头，然后他也希望我能跟父母亲好好的说。。。告诉他们我心里的想法。。。希望我前途顺利。人真的很好。
当我会到家时，告诉父母时，我妈妈的反应就是很生气的骂我。。
她骂我浪费钱。。。不会想。。。
当我说自己这样做没错时，她便骂我‘混蛋’。。
我便生气了，说她眼里只有钱钱钱，而她又说。。。当然，钱最重要。
我家人到现在都不知道我的情况。。。不知道我以前所受的伤。。。不知道安慰和鼓励是我需要的。。。
一无所知。。。
我每次都会把伤心的感受写在这里。。。因为没我认识的人会知道。
但可能现在，有妹妹会看。。。但。。。任何的鼓励，我也只能对你说谢谢。。。就算那些鼓励也让没帮助。
我是个男生。。。有着这种行为，我觉得自己很逊。
跟以前开心阳光的我。。。截然不同。。。可能这是我在路途中适应的一种行为。。
在我身边认识我的人，我决不让他们看到我这一面。
现在也开始觉得。。。不想看到妹妹来了。。。
我因该是怕认识我的人看到我这一面，对我的眼光。。。我不知道怎么面对他们。。。
在他们面前开玩笑时，一定好怪。
虽然妹妹不会因此讨厌我我躲开我，但妹妹就会认为我没那么强。。。心灵很软弱。。。
我不要。。。我讨厌。
现在。。。脑里一片空白了。。。
当我跟那位辅导师会谈时。。。我能感受到他在让我了解自己。。。了解为何我现在会过得这么怎么难受。。。
他也让我了解自己现在的处境。。。
当我很难过时，我都会找一个没人的角落痛苦。。。就连。。现在在诉说时。。。我也在。。。流着泪。。。
我不想让任何人看见我难过的一面。。。我每次难过时。。。就会用笑来掩盖或者就找理由，离去没人的地方。。。
很难过时。。。就在厕所里默默地哭泣。。。到自己没再有哭的感觉为止。。。
跟那位辅导师说完后，他让我确定自己想转校的念头，然后他也希望我能跟父母亲好好的说。。。告诉他们我心里的想法。。。希望我前途顺利。人真的很好。
当我会到家时，告诉父母时，我妈妈的反应就是很生气的骂我。。
她骂我浪费钱。。。不会想。。。
当我说自己这样做没错时，她便骂我‘混蛋’。。
我便生气了，说她眼里只有钱钱钱，而她又说。。。当然，钱最重要。
我家人到现在都不知道我的情况。。。不知道我以前所受的伤。。。不知道安慰和鼓励是我需要的。。。
一无所知。。。
我每次都会把伤心的感受写在这里。。。因为没我认识的人会知道。
但可能现在，有妹妹会看。。。但。。。任何的鼓励，我也只能对你说谢谢。。。就算那些鼓励也让没帮助。
我是个男生。。。有着这种行为，我觉得自己很逊。
跟以前开心阳光的我。。。截然不同。。。可能这是我在路途中适应的一种行为。。
在我身边认识我的人，我决不让他们看到我这一面。
现在也开始觉得。。。不想看到妹妹来了。。。
我因该是怕认识我的人看到我这一面，对我的眼光。。。我不知道怎么面对他们。。。
在他们面前开玩笑时，一定好怪。
虽然妹妹不会因此讨厌我我躲开我，但妹妹就会认为我没那么强。。。心灵很软弱。。。
我不要。。。我讨厌。
现在。。。脑里一片空白了。。。
Sunday, 29 May 2011
Saturday, 28 May 2011
Thursday, 26 May 2011
Wednesday, 25 May 2011
Tuesday, 24 May 2011
Monday, 23 May 2011
双鱼座
- Shy
- Romantic
- Trustworthy
- Aloof
- Dreamy
- Creative
- Understanding
- Unrealistic
- Impractical
Likes ：
- Romance
- Nature
- Ambient music
- Poetry
- Mystical settings
- Being loved / wanted
- Freedom
- Privacy
Dislikes ：
- Noise
- Crowds
- Dirt & ugliness
- Garish objects
- Being reminded
- Tight spaces
- Authority
- Revealing private life
Sunday, 22 May 2011
今天我还真的乱花钱。。。头好痛。
Will I come to the point where I hate everything...just like Sephiroth?
I don't know, there is so many problems about me right now...I'm having a serious headache...
Today, I went to Bird Park Hilltop to take some fresh air and embrace the feeling of the past once again.
Suddenly, I feel like meeting the female manager, Gladys when I work there.
So I sit at the bus stop and wait till the shop closes.
Haha...feels stupid, even though I don't know if she got work today.
Anyway, saw old colleagues but not her.
In my opinion, she will be a very nice girlfriend...look at what I'm talking now!?
I always cannot do the things I want even though I really want it.
Like telling a girl that I like her...even though I really like that girl.
Why is my personalities like this? I don't know...perhaps due to my horoscope? Or the bullying I get in my Secondary School?
わからない。。。
But I know...seeing back to the past too often is not too good also...you will not be able to look forward to the future this way...cannot progress...
The future is going to happen but the past won't re-happen again.
But I still turn back and feel the pain uncontrollably.
Perhaps my life is entering the darkest period?...
In the past, I used to lead friends and everybody surrounds me...now...don't know from when onwards...
I'm alone.
To say that I have friends, actually I have none.
I can't call on any to go out with me to a place such as just to blow winds and such.
I feel lost.
Even as I'm typing now, my mind is blank...just typing what comes to mind now.
School tomorrow...even though my sister keeps giving me encouragement, I don't feel any encouragement at all.
Because no matter what others say, things will still have to be done and faced by me...myself...alone...even though my sister says I'm not...actually I am.
Thats why...I yearn to have a girlfriend I love...so that I could really feel her by my side.
To have a feeling and purpose for me to work hard for...and strong one.
I wonder when that day would come...
Saturday, 21 May 2011
Lc5 : LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】
結成一周年記念ライブ！ LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】決定!! (2011.5.17)
日時:2011/08/20(土)
地域:東京都
会場:渋谷CLUB QUATTRO
開場/開演17:15/18:00
料金:4,200(taxin)+D別/オールスタンディング
問い合わせ先:ディスクガレージ TEL03-5436-9600(平日12:00-19:00)
発売日:2011/07/23
チケットぴあ：0570-02-9999（Pコード:140-302）
ローソンチケット：0570-084-003（Lコード:79267）
イープラス http://eplus.jp(PC/mobile共通)
<チケット先行受付中!!>
LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】のチケット先行実施中!!
受付期間：5/12～5/31
Lc5所属事務所の公式モバイルサイトにて、
8/20に渋谷CLUB QUATTROにて行われる、
結成一周年記念ライブ！ LIVE CORE 2011 【THIS IS ROCK】の
チケット先行受付を実施中です。
地域:東京都
会場:渋谷CLUB QUATTRO
開場/開演17:15/18:00
料金:4,200(taxin)+D別/オールスタンディング
問い合わせ先:ディスクガレージ TEL03-5436-9600(平日12:00-19:00)
発売日:2011/07/23
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Wednesday, 18 May 2011
JS Photo Time
Gotten this photo from my classmate, so sudden, I saw the GazettE's Pledge banner in here!~ at Shibuya!
Tuesday, 17 May 2011
The moon tonight is really...beautiful...so beautiful that it seems like a fantasy...too bad my phone camera is bad but the moon is glowing in yellow color...and the cloud's silhouette being shine on, emits such strange yet alluring feeling in the night...
Accompanied with trees and lighted kites in the park...
Monday, 16 May 2011
Waseda Shibuya Senior High School
Toilet
Classroom Corridor
Staircase
Basketball Court
Swimming Pool & Girl Dorm
Boys & Girls Dorm
Fountain outside the dorm
School Canteen
今天去了日本学校。。。我好想去那里读好久了。。。但我不是日本人，连半个都不是。。。
但是，我还是去问了，问我能不能读。
结果还是不行。。。
我好喜欢那里的课室哦，还在用黑板。。。
我好喜欢那里的篮球场，游泳池，宿舍，食堂。。。如果能跟妹妹一起在那里读书，我对自己人生就很满足了。。。但我知道是不可能的。
看见我周围都是日本人。。。心情不知不觉的就觉得很开心。
I went to Waseda Shibuya Senior High School today, I am so disappointed that I can't study there...why Am I not a Japanese! Even half will do!
Nevertheless, I still went and ask for admission.
I really love the classroom, which they are still using blackboard...
I really love thier Japanese style basketball court, swimming pool, dorms, canteen...I think everything~
Seeing that my surrounding is filled with Japanese people, I feel very happy...
Sunday, 15 May 2011
Thursday, 12 May 2011
Wednesday, 11 May 2011
Tuesday, 10 May 2011
Monday, 9 May 2011
又是新一期的杂志，我每次都会看它的星座的那面。
以前，我都会一直看我喜欢的那位女孩的星座跟我的
每次看到我们有相同的幸运颜色，我都会很开心，看到我们的星座会很搭配，更开心~
但是，我们连朋友都不是。。。
过了好久没去打听她的消息了。。。昨天我便情不自禁地去看了你的部落格。。
看来你还是过得挺好的， 而且也有喜欢的人了吧。。
但我还是觉得，如果我们没有误会，一定能相处得很好很好。。。一定。
所以，我也不想有女朋友了，因为这个初恋情人，我以前说过，除了她，不会再跟其她女生结婚了。
还抱着误会的你，看到我这样写，会觉得我神经病吧？你心里想 ：'' 我跟他连话都没讲过，他为什么会喜欢我，变态！''。可能你忘了。。。但我们有说过话呀，虽然我们的话，加起来才十个字左右。我还记得你那时问我有没有你手机款的耳机，我说没有。。。当初，我只要想到跟你说过话，就超开心了。。。但你不懂。
虽然你很容易忘记怨恨。。。但是。。。不要紧。
。 。 。 。 。 。
好，但是！我现在便改看妹妹的星座了，哈哈。
这期说妹妹的家庭运是 ：'' 对方的体贴，将让你忘记很多的伤痛''
妹妹有伤痛就告诉哥哥哦。
希望我能让妹妹开心吧~ ^_^
P.S. : 妹妹的幸运颜色是金色， 幸运号码是3哦
以前，我都会一直看我喜欢的那位女孩的星座跟我的
每次看到我们有相同的幸运颜色，我都会很开心，看到我们的星座会很搭配，更开心~
但是，我们连朋友都不是。。。
过了好久没去打听她的消息了。。。昨天我便情不自禁地去看了你的部落格。。
看来你还是过得挺好的， 而且也有喜欢的人了吧。。
但我还是觉得，如果我们没有误会，一定能相处得很好很好。。。一定。
所以，我也不想有女朋友了，因为这个初恋情人，我以前说过，除了她，不会再跟其她女生结婚了。
还抱着误会的你，看到我这样写，会觉得我神经病吧？你心里想 ：'' 我跟他连话都没讲过，他为什么会喜欢我，变态！''。可能你忘了。。。但我们有说过话呀，虽然我们的话，加起来才十个字左右。我还记得你那时问我有没有你手机款的耳机，我说没有。。。当初，我只要想到跟你说过话，就超开心了。。。但你不懂。
虽然你很容易忘记怨恨。。。但是。。。不要紧。
。 。 。 。 。 。
好，但是！我现在便改看妹妹的星座了，哈哈。
这期说妹妹的家庭运是 ：'' 对方的体贴，将让你忘记很多的伤痛''
妹妹有伤痛就告诉哥哥哦。
希望我能让妹妹开心吧~ ^_^
P.S. : 妹妹的幸运颜色是金色， 幸运号码是3哦
Saturday, 7 May 2011
Thursday, 5 May 2011
Suddenly, thinking back the days when I started playing Habbo Hotels on computer with my cousin...the days are really beautiful and colourful...
And even now as I'm writing, I think back about my Primary School days...those are like...something more than nostalgic. It is like the bright beginning chapter of my life...its really quite amazing that I have walked down these paths in the past and come to now...
It has really become a very beautiful memories to me, I will cherish everything...do stay in my heart forever.
Castlevania : Aria of Sorrow
Although I played this game quite some years back, I still really like this game.
I will borrow it from my cousin again to embrace in its beautiful world.
I recommend those who have GBA to buy this game and play! You will like it if you are a special person like me ^_^
Wednesday, 4 May 2011
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
Its so frustrating...my parents don't care about how I really feel...just keep pushing me to study and study.
Fuck, I should have just don't tell them that I skip school.
I really hate many things that will happen to me, can I just sit in a time machine with my current body and goes back to the far past?
P.S. : so happy to see hikki's song in HMV...its her WILD LIFE !~
Monday, 2 May 2011
你在哪里。。。（泪）
昨晚我做了一个梦。
那个梦，我看见了妹妹。。。这是第一次。
我今早很害怕。。。会不会是妹妹托梦给哥。。。
我梦见了妹妹在医院 T_T 。。。躺着。。然后哥哥很着急的跑来看妹妹。
当我看到妹妹时，我感到十分喜悦。。但妹妹是在医院。。。
妹妹看到哥哥时也很开心。。。然后有一些模糊。。
但，我把自己的头放在妹妹的手上。。。感受到妹妹的温暖。
我便去妹妹的床躺。。。让妹妹在后面抱住哥哥 ^/// ^
妹妹感觉有点烧烧的。。。妹妹发烧吗？。。＝（
接下来，妹妹问哥哥一个问题，你说，如果妹妹以后会变成这样（不想说），哥哥还会要妹妹吗？
哥哥很心痛。。。但哥哥很清楚自己的答案，我马上回答，哥哥会一直陪着妹妹，不管妹妹变成怎么样。
妹妹，哥哥。。。哥哥已经不想离开你了。。。
妹妹不在。。。哥哥很难过。。。我不敢想象没有妹妹的日子 T A T
那个梦，我看见了妹妹。。。这是第一次。
我今早很害怕。。。会不会是妹妹托梦给哥。。。
我梦见了妹妹在医院 T_T 。。。躺着。。然后哥哥很着急的跑来看妹妹。
当我看到妹妹时，我感到十分喜悦。。但妹妹是在医院。。。
妹妹看到哥哥时也很开心。。。然后有一些模糊。。
但，我把自己的头放在妹妹的手上。。。感受到妹妹的温暖。
我便去妹妹的床躺。。。让妹妹在后面抱住哥哥 ^/// ^
妹妹感觉有点烧烧的。。。妹妹发烧吗？。。＝（
接下来，妹妹问哥哥一个问题，你说，如果妹妹以后会变成这样（不想说），哥哥还会要妹妹吗？
哥哥很心痛。。。但哥哥很清楚自己的答案，我马上回答，哥哥会一直陪着妹妹，不管妹妹变成怎么样。
妹妹，哥哥。。。哥哥已经不想离开你了。。。
妹妹不在。。。哥哥很难过。。。我不敢想象没有妹妹的日子 T A T
Sunday, 1 May 2011
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