今天我还真的乱花钱。。。头好痛。

Will I come to the point where I hate everything...just like Sephiroth?
I don't know, there is so many problems about me right now...I'm having a serious headache...
Today, I went to Bird Park Hilltop to take some fresh air and embrace the feeling of the past once again.
Suddenly, I feel like meeting the female manager, Gladys when I work there.
So I sit at the bus stop and wait till the shop closes.
Haha...feels stupid, even though I don't know if she got work today.
Anyway, saw old colleagues but not her.
In my opinion, she will be a very nice girlfriend...look at what I'm talking now!?

I always cannot do the things I want even though I really want it.
Like telling a girl that I like her...even though I really like that girl.
Why is my personalities like this? I don't know...perhaps due to my horoscope? Or the bullying I get in my Secondary School?

わからない。。。


But I know...seeing back to the past too often is not too good also...you will not be able to look forward to the future this way...cannot progress...
The future is going to happen but the past won't re-happen again.
But I still turn back and feel the pain uncontrollably.
Perhaps my life is entering the darkest period?...

In the past, I used to lead friends and everybody surrounds me...now...don't know from when onwards...
I'm alone.
To say that I have friends, actually I have none.
I can't call on any to go out with me to a place such as just to blow winds and such.


I feel lost.
Even as I'm typing now, my mind is blank...just typing what comes to mind now.
School tomorrow...even though my sister keeps giving me encouragement, I don't feel any encouragement at all.
Because no matter what others say, things will still have to be done and faced by me...myself...alone...even though my sister says I'm not...actually I am.

Thats why...I yearn to have a girlfriend I love...so that I could really feel her by my side.
To have a feeling and purpose for me to work hard for...and strong one.

I wonder when that day would come...

I'm so fucking fed up right now, work so long, miss my show, monday go school, fuck this whole thing.
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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我知道。。。自己还是一艘。。还不知道要靠哪个固定岸边的船。。。
在大海上漂流也很不错啊，有岸就靠，再出发。。。
好像永无止境的旅程。。不，可能环游着整个世界。。
希望我的未来会天天开心。。。而不是一天忙到晚在公司上班。。
对，我要自由自在的活着，把人生活得开心又精彩。
所以我说， 活着时，开心最重要~
当然我要努力， 但是努力地做我所向往的目标。


我现在目标。。。
虽然还不清楚。。。


就先， 勇往直前吧~ 

开战吧~

JS Photo Time

Gotten this photo from my classmate, so sudden, I saw the GazettE's Pledge banner in here!~ at Shibuya!

头发有点金色，哈哈，我用了那些能洗掉的头发Highlight~

将的鼻子形状实在是很完美哦~

我都好注意鼻子呢， 我喜欢这里的鼻子 =Ｄ

The moon tonight is really...beautiful...so beautiful that it seems like a fantasy...too bad my phone camera is bad but the moon is glowing in yellow color...and the cloud's silhouette being shine on, emits such strange yet alluring feeling in the night...

Accompanied with trees and lighted kites in the park...

Waseda Shibuya Senior High School

Toilet

Classroom Corridor

Staircase

Basketball Court

Swimming Pool & Girl Dorm

Boys & Girls Dorm

Fountain outside the dorm

School Canteen

今天去了日本学校。。。我好想去那里读好久了。。。但我不是日本人，连半个都不是。。。

但是，我还是去问了，问我能不能读。

结果还是不行。。。

我好喜欢那里的课室哦，还在用黑板。。。

我好喜欢那里的篮球场，游泳池，宿舍，食堂。。。如果能跟妹妹一起在那里读书，我对自己人生就很满足了。。。但我知道是不可能的。

看见我周围都是日本人。。。心情不知不觉的就觉得很开心。

I went to Waseda Shibuya Senior High School today, I am so disappointed that I can't study there...why Am I not a Japanese! Even half will do!

Nevertheless, I still went and ask for admission.

I really love the classroom, which they are still using blackboard...

I really love thier Japanese style basketball court, swimming pool, dorms, canteen...I think everything~

Seeing that my surrounding is filled with Japanese people, I feel very happy...

此外，
呵呵，这周的星座占卜，妹妹的粘人性格好可爱~

P.S. : 我买了Alice Nine的 ''Alpha''~ ^_^

我为什么。。。好对不起。。

啊啊啊啊啊啊！！ 我好有罪恶感！！！。。。

妹妹。。

我看到一首歌。。。好。。 > /////// <
但我觉得这样也。。。很好。。。啊~ ~！。。。所以我觉得自己真的很坏吧。。。
至于那首歌。。我说不出口。。。但又好想放上来。。。还是不要比较好吧。。

Why... a butterfly...

啊啊啊啊啊，写给妹妹的文章不见了！？！？！？！
投诉！！

好乱。。。我不知道会不会因为妹妹，我不想读书呢。。。不知道啦。

但是，我很希望自己能不放开你的手。。。也不会影响到真实的我。。。能吗？（会吗？）

坚持到最后，真的就会看到。。。只有坚持到最后的人才看得到的，那样闪闪发亮的东西吗？

我。。。选择了。。。。去相信你。。。

希望有一天，那个美好的日子会来临。。

就继续牵着你手， 我不能放手！！！ 我。。。千万不要放手啊。。。

如果。。。我们能真正的抱住彼此不就很好。。。为什么不能。。

但是，我希望那天的到来。。。希望我能支撑到那一天的到来。。。

~

到妹妹那里。


在此，我也希望妹妹能开开心心，健健康康的度过每一天。

Listening to Red and doing massive Headbanging ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
Till my head flies out ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Feeling fucked up and blank...

Versailles - MASQUERADE

Did I do something wrong in the past?
Something that leads me to how I'm feeling now...
I should already forget the feelings for you...or am I concealing it?
I hate to say this but, I don't know.
Why do I want to re-ignite sad things again?...or is it sadness is all the thing I have now...

Synchronicity～第二章 光と影の楽園～ 中文字幕

【鏡音レン】君を捜す空【オリジナル】中文字幕

妹妹又帮我加了新篇章~ * * *

【Kagamine Rin, Len】 Like, Dislike - English/Romaji + MP3

^ O ^

我的头发剪短了，哈哈。。好看吗？

对了，我已经牢牢的记住要这么写 Yuki 了！ ^_^

又是新一期的杂志，我每次都会看它的星座的那面。
以前，我都会一直看我喜欢的那位女孩的星座跟我的
每次看到我们有相同的幸运颜色，我都会很开心，看到我们的星座会很搭配，更开心~
但是，我们连朋友都不是。。。
过了好久没去打听她的消息了。。。昨天我便情不自禁地去看了你的部落格。。
看来你还是过得挺好的， 而且也有喜欢的人了吧。。
但我还是觉得，如果我们没有误会，一定能相处得很好很好。。。一定。
所以，我也不想有女朋友了，因为这个初恋情人，我以前说过，除了她，不会再跟其她女生结婚了。
还抱着误会的你，看到我这样写，会觉得我神经病吧？你心里想 ：'' 我跟他连话都没讲过，他为什么会喜欢我，变态！''。可能你忘了。。。但我们有说过话呀，虽然我们的话，加起来才十个字左右。我还记得你那时问我有没有你手机款的耳机，我说没有。。。当初，我只要想到跟你说过话，就超开心了。。。但你不懂。
 虽然你很容易忘记怨恨。。。但是。。。不要紧。


。 。 。  。 。 。


好，但是！我现在便改看妹妹的星座了，哈哈。
这期说妹妹的家庭运是 ：'' 对方的体贴，将让你忘记很多的伤痛''
妹妹有伤痛就告诉哥哥哦。
希望我能让妹妹开心吧~ ^_^


P.S. : 妹妹的幸运颜色是金色， 幸运号码是3哦

闷热的夜晚。。

Orange - Toradora! ED 2

Model Ueda Daisuke

The second shot captures my attention of this model.

Suddenly, thinking back the days when I started playing Habbo Hotels on computer with my cousin...the days are really beautiful and colourful...

And even now as I'm writing, I think back about my Primary School days...those are like...something more than nostalgic. It is like the bright beginning chapter of my life...its really quite amazing that I have walked down these paths in the past and come to now...

It has really become a very beautiful memories to me, I will cherish everything...do stay in my heart forever.

Studio 27 Jamming Room, My Hideout

沙发好舒服。

Castlevania: Aria of Sorrow - Chapel

Castlevania : Aria of Sorrow

Although I played this game quite some years back, I still really like this game.

I will borrow it from my cousin again to embrace in its beautiful world.

I recommend those who have GBA to buy this game and play! You will like it if you are a special person like me ^_^

Gone to cut my hair today, well I'm quite happy because I like my back hair so much~

Its so frustrating...my parents don't care about how I really feel...just keep pushing me to study and study.

Fuck, I should have just don't tell them that I skip school.

I really hate many things that will happen to me, can I just sit in a time machine with my current body and goes back to the far past?

P.S. : so happy to see hikki's song in HMV...its her WILD LIFE !~

你在哪里。。。（泪）

昨晚我做了一个梦。
那个梦，我看见了妹妹。。。这是第一次。
我今早很害怕。。。会不会是妹妹托梦给哥。。。

我梦见了妹妹在医院 T_T 。。。躺着。。然后哥哥很着急的跑来看妹妹。
当我看到妹妹时，我感到十分喜悦。。但妹妹是在医院。。。
妹妹看到哥哥时也很开心。。。然后有一些模糊。。
但，我把自己的头放在妹妹的手上。。。感受到妹妹的温暖。
我便去妹妹的床躺。。。让妹妹在后面抱住哥哥 ^/// ^
妹妹感觉有点烧烧的。。。妹妹发烧吗？。。＝（

接下来，妹妹问哥哥一个问题，你说，如果妹妹以后会变成这样（不想说），哥哥还会要妹妹吗？
哥哥很心痛。。。但哥哥很清楚自己的答案，我马上回答，哥哥会一直陪着妹妹，不管妹妹变成怎么样。

妹妹，哥哥。。。哥哥已经不想离开你了。。。
妹妹不在。。。哥哥很难过。。。我不敢想象没有妹妹的日子  T A T

我还真的打去了！xP 心脏跳得好快。。。妹妹我太担心。。。所以打了给你，但你关机。。
糟糕，我还留了很笨的流言吧。。。Ｘ—Ｘ
会不会是我多心了呢。。。
哥哥希望明天一早能看到妹妹。。。好。。妹妹晚安。

突然之间，我有一个疯狂的想法。。。
其实，不管读什么，对现在的我来说，如果能跟妹妹一起，我就很开心了。做什么也都会认真。
所以。。。我想去台湾读书！而且要能看到妹妹的学校！
不知道能不能这样说但。。。我不管！我要去找妹妹了！！！

妹妹，哥哥回家。。到满晚时看到你没上网，突然之间就害怕了起来。。
我。。如果妹妹出事。。。我看我也不要去读书了。。
妹妹。。。哥哥一直都很担心妹妹。。。怕妹妹万一出事，哥哥不能在场保护你。。。我会很生气。。。自己什么都帮不上。。

无论如何，妹妹不管发生了什么，妹妹一定要告诉哥哥！不管发生什么，哥哥都答应不离开你了！好吗？

FINAL FANTASY XIII 挿入歌「Eternal Love」 -special live edit- / 菅原紗由理

I've wasted so much time again!

Thinking of going to school again...I feel so depressed

反正现在没有目标除了组日本团。。。我就去那时那间找我的模特儿公司吧。。。这次我就偷偷的去了。

Since I have no goals now, except for forming Japanese Rock Band, I will go to the model company that finds me few months back...secretly

Marina Bay

在拍这些照时，哥哥都一直想着，我好想让妹妹看到。。。跟哥哥一起看。
我希望有一天，我们能一起玩。
今天跟表哥还真是走了一整天呀 > <
当哥哥在家楼下收到妹妹简讯时也开心了起来。妹妹对哥哥真的很好。。谢谢你~（抱）

Thanks again to my cousin for making my mood better again, even though thinking of going school still sucks.
Anyway, I've learnt of another place to bring my sister if she comes, here!!

P.S. : More photos are uploaded at my Outing album on facebook.

我没目标，不懂长到后要做什么工，好像根本都是不切实际的吧。
我想要很精彩的人生但现在刚好相反。
读书是浪费时间，因为我在读我长大不想做的工。
我很不想一直做着我不爱的工到老。
很多人都已知道长大想做什么了，而且都很实际的。
想到自己不切实际的梦想。。。就惨。。。根本不会实现吧。
我从某时开始这样我也忘了。。

看来，我要去逃避现实了。。等下去表哥家吧。。。至少能开心下才掉回来。。。好过一直不开心。
我很不喜欢时间流逝得这么快。。No Control。
不管现在想为未来做什么都做不了。。Refrain。

我会常羡慕别人，因为我好想跟他们一样，但我做不到。
现在我想走的路是哪一条？
不论说了多久，依然问回我自己。
我很讨厌脑里会一片空白。
人们读了这片文章，一定说我是个消极悲观的人。
妹妹会鼓励我，但一切都是短暂的。。
我知道妹妹会一直希望我们能一起开心，我知道。
妹妹也知道哥哥还是不开心。
哥哥是真的没办法。

我会这样写因该是因为我在别人面前说不出口吧。
至少我还有留下一些我活过的证明。(妹妹别担心）
现在是17岁。

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊，说这些没用的东西！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

~还在幻想中沉睡着的人~

P.S. : Sorry for those who read english only, I've chosen to write in chinese．

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'' 我们慢慢来 ^_^ ''。。。听到这句话，我会感到很欣慰。。
妹妹已经是哥哥的了，哈哈哈 ^ o ^

Already seen the full video of Blue Flame, thanks to my sister > u <.
But, I still have to wait for a months plus for my order to arrive, fuuu  ~ 3 ~

[SPOT]Alice Nine「BLUE FLAME」

Alice Nine 's BLUE FLAME PV is out!
Both short and long version can be found here!

今天上了第一次的日本课。。。虽然也一样没有熟人，但我还是觉得很开心。。
而当我放课后，我走过一个演讲厅，便发现我的日本课外活动的人们在那边。
他们都很热情呢 ^_^
虽然不能读我喜欢的本科。。。（其实。。。我也不知道自己喜欢什么。。。只想的到组团吧。。。）但至少还有些能让我开心一点的东西啊。。

I have my first Japanese lesson today! Although there is no familliar people as usual but I'm really happy..
After my lessons, I went past the lecture theatre that I was finding for holding the Japan Tsubasa CCA!
I went up and told them when would the CCA for me commence and they approached me happily.
I think I will be able to make good friends in both of these Activity.
Although I can't study the main subject that I like...(but actually...I don't really know what I like...(can only think of forming rockband...) but at least there is something that would brightens up my mood...even if its a little..

Dolly - ムーンライトディスコ [Moonlight Disco]

My parent...especially my mother...don't even know anything or put in any effort to understand what I'm going through.
Is she really my mother? I'm thankful for her doing all the house chores, even though I did not express it out.
But, she keeps scolding and scolding, saying how she is doing all these in vain and how useless his son is.
What I need is the support for me to face my future...but my mother only know how to scold and keep rattle on how I'm so lazy and useless...
When I told her about how I may want to change my course if my current course is not doing well...(I'm already feel like changing immediately but I can't)...and she just scold me immediately!
She did not ask why or anything but she just scold me saying that I'm wasting my parent money...
I don't want to say anymore...to me now, I only have my sister...that is all I have.

光

昨晚睡觉时，我心里突然感到非常恐惧明天要上学。。不知不觉会喊出来，又想哭，但哭不出。

然后当我看我的电话时，发现有简讯。。
当我打开简讯看。。是我的妹妹发来的！．．．在这时候。。妹妹还特地发简讯给我。。。
我看到妹妹的简讯时是很兴奋的，但我心里还想着害怕的事。。所以没有好好的回复妹妹。
我真的很开心你能在我低潮时给我这种支持 ^_^
但妹妹也是害怕。。却还能鼓励我。。。妹妹，希望你也不要害怕，我们互相支持。

看到妹妹的第二个简讯时，我心里真的好多了！
我就一直看着妹妹的简讯便睡着了。。。
但我不断的在睡中醒来，而一醒来时，我的害怕又马上回来 Q_Q
然后，我又看着妹妹的简讯再回去睡。。。重复了几次。。

无论如何，我都要感谢妹妹这么的关心我！
我们就一起面对在前方的*　黑暗 。

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Versailles New Album : Holy Grail

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小时候，我在玩悄悄板时被一个玩皮的同学伤到鼻子。

他很大力地摇，让我撞到鼻子流血。。。

我现在长大了，鼻子还不难看吧？ 哈。

When I was small, while playing See-Saw, a naughty kid shake the See-Saw violently and my nose got hit hard by it and my nose bleed.

Now, I've grown up, my nose's shape is still not so bad right? haha.

Alice Nine New Look : Blue Flame

Always love Shou's new look.

安全感

现在想到要去新学校，心里一直还有着 ＇怕，怕，怕 ＇的感觉。
上学就很想快点放学。。

只有跟妹妹讲话，听妹妹的意见，才会让我感到安心。。
我要牵着妹妹的手走下去。
虽然我对我的未来还有所害怕，但我会带着妹妹的鼓励来面对。
我也希望我的鼓励能让妹妹觉得安心 ~ * U *

如果真的能跟妹妹上学，一起读就最好了。。
我只需要妹妹，一个了解我的人在我身边就够了。。这样会很贪心吗。。


我也不想妹妹老是听哥哥的诉苦。。。想让妹妹听开心的事。。
O ＿＿＿ O
但我人生就是这样子。。。希望妹妹不会嫌弃。


P.S. : 我的学校没有我要的音乐团课外活动，糟糕，没团组了，美梦泡汤了 x-x
         My new school don't have any jrock band as CCA for me to join,
         my sweet dream is ruined x-x

最近要上学了， 每次回来家里都觉得很累。。。
就在早早， 我只想躺一下， 但一躺就差不多快３个小时！？
幸好不是马上到明天早上呢 ( : O

~就这样。。。日子过着～

Is studying the only way to go in Singapore?
I'm really worried life will just be like this for me...
After studying my polytechnic, hotel & leisure facilities management, go army and then work after coming out from army...
Well, I went to Resort World Singapore today, the hotels are all quite beautiful...thinking of taking photos but my  handphone 's battery is going low, so I can't take any.
Well, I still don't feel so happy going school, even though its a little better than first day.
I really hope I can play Japanese musics as a Jrock band , but I think my current school don't have any....so I join the Japanese cosplay, culture & manga CCA instead.

How I wish, I could have someone who will go through the same life with me...same school and course with me forever, can share my woe especially like this period...
But, I don't.
All I have now is my sister's support to go on everyday...

我好讨厌今天开学。。。我好像很难跟别人勾通。。。
今天跟我班的人突然走散，但我也不想跟他们一起啦。。。
就在厕所和少人的熟食中心两边徘徊。。。听着妹妹那两首镜音的歌。。。
还真不想回去学校呢。。。但明天又要去。。。到这么晚才能回家。。。
但妹妹。。。当我看到你的简讯时是超级开心的。。。真的很谢谢你。。。（抱）

妹妹，我好紧张喔。。。明天要去新的环境。。。让我抱住你睡吧。。。明天考试加有哦！