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Been playing Final Fantasy VIII lately after buying it on Steam at a discounted price

I'm glad that I bought it....really

Because in the past, more than 10 years ago....

I've only watched this game being played at my cousin's house

And it really leaves some deep impression and memories on me

Even though I don't really understand the whole story of the game at that time,

I find the whole game so magical and captivating.....

Definitely knowing its a game with depth without even playing it myself....

As I remember its like a 4-Discs game?....it's like a first for me at that time

to know something like that exists

I would say even more so now.... haha

Oh man.... it would be a real treasure if we could salvage it for collection now....

Anyway, back to the game

There's so much thoughts and emotions running through me

as I play through the game myself....

It's wonderful, old memories & new ones....

I really enjoy those beautiful arts & concepts of places thus far

Even if the graphic is not like the present super realistic ones,

I could see behind it....I could feel how beautiful it just is....

I have not finished playing the game....

but I'm already starting to understand more about the mystery I'm not sure of....

About who is Laguna to Squall, and the 'Dream World' thing

Because I had only read about people's opinion and different theories about it,

many of which seems like they are not too sure themselves either

So I really wanted to see how is it myself and I think it's really interesting

If only I had played this game much sooner...

I would have been able to convey some of my feelings and thoughts much more....

With people whom I knew played this game....

Oh well, but I guess that's kind of how things should be

It would only be now and this time, that I would be playing it

(Ah.......)

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I don't like to say it....

But I think I'm lost in my life now.....

My current situation.... I can't give anyone happiness.....