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I thought the school application results for me will be out today...only just to find out that I'll have to wait till 4 April.....it's so long!

And I remember those people handling the admission told me that I will know the results by 29 Jan which is today.

This kinda spoils the mood for me the more I think about it....having need to wait so much longer.

I can't defer my reservice already in this case.

The anticipation, nervousness and uneasiness I've felt for these few days have all been for nothing.

I'm really nervous though, when I go online to check the status of application today...because I didn't seemed to have receive any package yet.

Only to find out that it's not today and it's still processing.

Anyway, I will just have to wait then.

原本以为学校的结果今天就会知道。。。哪知道还要等到4月4日那么久！

没办法也只好等了。。。

害我这几天那么紧张和坐立难安。。。

好说另一件事，就是关于妈妈生日的事。

买了一个包包礼物给她，没想到过了几天她却退还给我了。。。
就只因为一点小争议

老实说。。。我觉得我跟父母真的是合不来。。。尤其是妈妈。。。

我不知道要说什么好，也没有人好诉说的。。。

就觉得难过吧。

如果没有能互说心事的朋友，没有爱人，也没有可以好好沟通的家人。。。

应该很糟吧。。。
但我就是这样。

通常人们身边都至少会有其中一个吧？

可以的话。。。

我最想要的还是一个爱人来填补我的这个位置。。。