GACKT : Macau の夜想会

I really hated the old me.

I hated, hated, hated him and I wanted him gone.

But when I was 19 I met someone

and I was really moved by their ideas…

When I was 20,

I stopped hating myself.

A little at a time, I grew to approve of myself.

If I hadn’t grown to like myself,

my way of life would be completely different.

And in order to reach that point,

I changed my life.

No, I started my life.

I searched for the meaning of my own existence, and since then

it created the me you see today.

And to this day, I’m grateful to that person i met when I was 19.

From then on I’ve wanted to live by supporting somebody’s back

until my inevitable death.

Living with those memories,

it was a lovely encounter.

- Translation from GACKT 's blog



Yea he was at Macau some time ago...
It is beautiful there...
In Macau, hotels and casinos are really their best features...it must feels good to be there...
Beautiful enviroment.

I'm turning 19 this year, wonder if I will meet that someone like GACKT?...(laugh)

Feeling terrible now...