Seriously no mood already to go out today. I'm so pissed off at what happen yesterday.
Fuck this.
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I think I've finally let out my burst in music today....
Ah...or is it time that has swallowed up those emotions...
Is it really ok to leave me alone when I'm angry? I don't know as well....?
The urge for me to go and work at Ramen Champion is kinda gone...this is bad...
If I could work part time as those postman, I think it would be good for me...
You know those that insert letters and such into letter's box below the flats?
Yea those. Why? Its because you do not need to see other people and you just need to finish your work quietly on your own...its quite ideal for me I think.
I also believes that...if everyone could study the same thing together...at least with a big group...I could then excel through there...and follow the path.
Because I don't really know what will happen if I fall off from it...
Drifting.... Drifting..... Drifting..
Around the consequence of the choice I myself make. That even I don't know that choice I make will affect my life so great and even change it forever...
A choice of such magnitude is being made possible by me...its so...dangerous.
If only its almost impossible to break out from the course...
Well nvm, I feel somehow stupid talking about this.
Just leave things to fate now?....
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