I don't have the mood to do anything...
So many work to do, and I need to go CMPB tomorrow to make another health checkup appointment.
Skipped morning classes, no appetite to eat, every bad things I can think of are happening on me.
Just because of loving a person so much...
This is what I've exhanged for... nothing.
I'm always the one who is waiting...
I really can't find any meaning in life now...
Perhaps a loss of memories will then save me? (laugh)
To live life all over again...
What am I saying?
I think I'm ruined by you...
I can't restore to my former self anymore.
I can't live my life without you anymore...
But you are not.
Even when I'm not around... you can still live your life normally, for you are not alone.
Everything's bleak.
I can't find happiness in life.
Its a very painful process...
Will these become beautiful memories in the future as well?...
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