I think, I should really start working full-time and make myself busy and tire myself out, till I cannot think of other things and keep using computer with anticipation.
I hate myself so much. Why? Beause I don't even have the courage to put up how I feel at facebook or anywhere else except here where no one will comment .
I really hope I can eliminate all my feeling in using computer to see anyone or anticipating anything, because in the end, only sadness follows me.
Whats the point?
I think my heart is damaged badly enough...and I don't even know how to let it take a rest...
I think I can be sure of one thing.
If my relation with my sister breaks up, I will not open my heart to anyone on the net ever again, especially someone from other countries.
I think I'm the one who caused the sadness to my sister...
I'm such a stupid fool who can't mixed with so many people.
Sorry.
我真的没有把你丢掉，真的没有。。我也不想把你丢掉。。
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